what a shame!
hi there, my third post here , i thought i would not post anymore , been long time since my last post , coz i dont have much experience to share, Yoko naman imbento lng kakatamd kaya,
well to tell u all honestly its “freshly baked”. hehe . comedy muna. hapenned just last night , at hindi na rin ako nakatulog. i had a 50 year old chatmate from australia. Been chatting for 1 year then he decided to took his vacation 4 weeks ago,
before his arrival here , He told me he wanted to meet me, and we assured each other if hindi kmi magkagustuhan we will remain friends. during our chatting time , he seemed nice, gentle, masaya and comedy, he was always here to comfort me online.
he’s been divorce, though he has soft spot in my heart i could say i like him.
3 days after his arrival, he phoned me ,
“babes kita tayo tomorrow il bring my brother’s car” he said
“rili? nahihiya ako eh” reply ko
“wag kana mhiya hindi na tyo mga teen-ager” tawa cya
“ok isang taon ko yatang pinaghandaan yan huh” sabi ko naman, tawa kming pareho
syempre , pag date prepare ang babae ,wanted to look nice , we met at the mall, kumain , kwentuhan , then we watched a movie , UNDERWORLD
Naramdaman ko that time gusto ko cya , there was a kilig feeling na bihira naman nating maramdaman sa isang tao db? i felt so secure , i felt so proud , pero syempre pigil ang lola nyo , kakahiya nga db?
minsan holding hands kmi , minsan abrisyete ako sa kanya ,ewan ko lng kung ano nahalata nya sakin , kung npansin din nya na i did like him. ayaw ko namn kc itanong , action speaks louder than words , di ba naman?
so watched kmi sine , sympre nkikiramdam na naman lola nyo, alam nyo , parang nun lng cya nakakita ng sine ha , engrossed cya sa panonood , huh. nalimot atang kasama nya ako , matatapos ng palabas , wala p ring first move , aba , sayang naman ang layo p nman ng pinang galingan ko ah, so inilapit ko mukha ko sa mukha nya , then he kissed me , wow it was rili heaven , tagal ko na wala kiss , it was fast kiss though , kc nga cine , saka , hindi ciguro cya komportable, i was hoping he could kiss me again, mga 3 kiss pa at lumabas na kmi , it was great kiss i ever had , khit sandaling kiss lng . nilaro nya dila nya bibig ko , i was flooding bad , got leak in my pants,
when we had finished the movie we had eaten again, then kwentuhan, upo kmi sa bench , then inaya nya ako “dun”. i know alam nyo yun. He even asked me kung gusto ko raw b cya, i replied no , so hindi naman cya ung tipong makulit , then he drove me home.
Gusto ko pero natatakot ako , we are not lovers , wala nman cya sinasabi , kung sana sinabi man lang nyang ” i love you” pero wala eh , but i was looking forward for his invitation pero wala in the following days , khit text wala na.
not till yesterday , i already forgot him yung hindi nko umaasa pa na magiging kmi, he texted me,
“Goodbye cruel world” exactly what he texted,
” rili buhay ka pa? nilimot moko wait pa namn kita” tampo ko sa kanya
he told me ako daw ang hindi nag tetext , syempre cya lalaki db? bat ko nman pagpilitan sarili ko ,
i teased him “ hindi man lang kita natikman ha,ha!” he said ” pde pa naman last chance, cge na pls ”
na alala ko ulit yung sinabi ng friend ko ,”sister anong silbi nyan (pussy) kung di gagamitin?” kc there was a time , na open ko sa knya id been dating but no sex had happened,
so parang naisip ko eto na nman , bkit hindi , i have been so bored, depressed and alone. why not? aalis naman n cya bukas , why not give ourselves a pleasures , was in the hospital when he texted me , i admit nagdadalawang isip talaga ako eh , pagkatapos ano? pero nananaig yung gusto ko this time , i wanted to be feel by a man , i was longing for a feeling being carressed by someone u love ,
“cge il be there in an hour” medyo malayo din kc yung meeting place namin. at that time hindi nko nagiisip , puyat din kc ako at walang kain for 24 hours , i had been in my cousin who was brought in the hospital at ako ang isa sa nag-aasikaso.
so we met 7 past na, i told him bilisan namin kc hindi ako pdeng gabihin masyado , my nanay knew i was just in the hospital,
so nag take out kmi ng pagkain , he was also rushing din kc nga mag empake p cya ng gamit nya , for 6 am flight in the next morning ,
he drove in a hotel , pumasok kmi sa kuwarto , then kumain , gutom ako pero hindi ako nakakain , cguro sa excitement .
i took a bath , then he followed me on bed , nakatapi nalng ako ng twalya nun , then higa nko sa kama, nagkumot ako kc sobrang lamig ng aircon, after he washed himself he finally joined me on bed , teasing me “ sigurado ka na bang handa ka na?
” im ok , wag mo nang patagalin pareho tayong nagmamadali” sabi ko na lng , ” wag moko bibitinin” sabi ko pa
he kissed me gently, napapikit ako sa sarap, he used his tounge to pleasure my lips ,
” ohhhhh” i was rili hot it was a great sensation na matagal ko nang ini-imagine, he kissed my face, my neck while caressing my breast.
“ahhhhhhhhhh” pareho kming umuungol in pleasure.i was rili flooding like crazy and he was hard , so i started to bj him , kc during our chats , sabi ko sa kanya kung i bj ko cya , lalagpas cya sa ulap sa sarap , so i proved to him
i was rili horny too, sinubo ko yung ari nya, yung head muna then dahan dhan hangang nasubo ko na lahat , he groaned, ” ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” i kissed his balls too , gently kissing it both then back to the shaft to the head and nibble the tiny slit, “yummy” sa loob loob ko lng…
i lick his cock gently till balls then lick it from balls to the head , then swallowed it whole, slowly then fast , he was rock hard gusto ko cyang upuan , i guided his cock in my pussy, unti unti akong umupo , i felt pain, so try ko yung ulo ng cock nya , i still felt pain , then bj ko uli cya, i played my tounge on his cock all possible pleasure that a tounge could do , his moan made me more excited para i suck cyang mabuti, then i asked him if he has condom, then binigay nya sakin , hindi ko mbuksan kaya binigay kon ulit sa kanya yung trust, then bigay nya sakin yung condom i slowly put it on his cock ,
so dahan dahan akong umupo sa cock nya , “ohhhhhhhhh,” it was slowly , till sinakmal ng pussy ko buong cock nya , sobrang sarap , nakakabaliw na sensasyon, i started to move up and down while he groped my breast and we kissed ,
“ahhhhhhhhhhh” “ohhhhhhhhhhh”
then humiga ako, and he was pumping me and kissed again, “babes i want doggie pls” gusto ko kcing magawa namin lahat ng position tulad ng nababasa ko, so tumuwad ako and he entered me his cock “ohhhhhhhhhhhh i love it, more pls…”he was also moaning , he moved his hips and i could feel his cock getting more harder inside my wet pussy , but suddenly hindi ako naging komportable , there was pain in doggie position , so i told him ,” babes magpalabas kana pls” it became painful… he was not so sure but i insisted , “pls cge na cum now”
“ you sure?” he asked me , “ pls”
so naging mas mabilis na pagthrust nya sakin , he started to be wild , he even slap my butt. huh , first time ever na sampalin ang pwet ko , sakit kaya.
pero masarap din yung pkiramdam ng cock nya sa ari ko while he thrusting me hard .
i could feel he was about to cum ilang malalakas na kadyot pa at narinig ko na halinghing nya , “ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” i even heard he was saying ” i love you” but i think it was just an illusion.
it was so tiring we laid both on bed and only heard our hard breathing, nhiga ako sa dibdib nya and kissing his nipples , he was resting , after mga 10 minutes i started to teased him again , he said he was tired , but i said i want more , i have not yet finished,
“im not 18 years old ok” he said to me,
so i went to the comport room and washed myself, when i got back to him he started to picked up his clothes and told me to check out , i stopped him ,
” hey i have not yet finished, you told me hindi moko bibitinin , ” pinahihiwatig nya na hindi nya yata kaya na , and gusto na nyang umalis kmi, so i begged him.
” pls i want to cum kainin moko sandali lng lalabasan nko pls” nagsusumamo nko, akala pala nya tapos nko knina kaya ko cya sinabihan na magpalabas na,
he was reluctant , he fingerfucked me instead, and again i told him to “eat” me.
it was a shame, when he rejected to do it,
’sorry i cant’ he said” “ako nga pinag comdom mo eh “,
napahiya ako , but still i had said to him, i was just afraid to get preggy, and im not dirty , “pls sandali lang i would have my orgasm in a minute,” i was begging i think, he didnt do it , and i decided to picked all my clothes and get dressed ,
i felt so miserable all over again, gusto kong umiyak, pinigil ko lng, 3 years akong nanabik sa sex ganun lng pla mapapala ko, i was very disappointed. and humiliated, hindi ba talaga ako kaibig ibig na babae?
nakakahiya , umuwi akong masakit na masakit ang puson ko, hindi ko alam ang reason nya , last time he told me , favorite nya i oral ang babae , so what was wrong?
pinaluguran kita ganun pa ginanti mo sakin? what was the big deal if he had eaten me? i rili dont know the answer ,
hey there people can u comment with this? whats the possible reasons why a guy rejected a woman, i am not a whore, im tidy, it was rili , rili a shame on my part,
i dont deserved it , i rili dont…sobrang malas ko naman…three years ko yung hinintay after break up with my ex . 3 years ago ,i dont want another 3 years more , para lang madismaya ulit?
nakakaiyak …