hi. ako nga pala c J. 23 y/o. isang nurse. i’m new here at PL so please bear with me. sobrang na.inspired aq sa mga stories dito esp sa mga gwa ni kathy and lunalove so i decided to share mine with you guys. this is the story of my first (and probably last) relationship with a bisexual. for the sake of this story, ill call her bhi (that’s our term of endearment). so here goes.
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nanay(lola q): j, tumawag na naman si bhi. hindi mo ba sasagutin?
me: nagtext na skin. ok na, nareplyan ko na.
almost 2 weeks n ding tumatawag and nagtetext sa akin si bhi. hindi ko naman alam kung bakit. ex.gf siya ng barkada ko nung college kaya hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit niya ako biglang ni.contact ngayon. anyways, she texted me kung pwede daw ba kaming magkita at gusto daw niyang mag.sorry sa nangyari sa kanila ni kim (not her real name). sabi ko, pwede naman siyang mag.sorry thru text. but she insisted that we meet kasi gusto din daw niya akong makita. luluwas daw siya from cavite (nakatira siya sa tito niya at that time sa cavite but she really lives in qc) to buy pirated books of nursing at PRC. pumayag na din ako since kukunin ko rin yung board rating/passing ko sa PRC the following day. we decided to meet at 8am for me to avoid long lines sa PRC.
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we met at d.jose station. medyo na.late siya ng konti dahil natraffic daw yung bus na sinakyan niya. i said ok lang kasi i understand naman na malayo yung pinanggalingan niya.
bhi: oh, san na tayo?
me: PRC. i’ll get my papers first habang bumibili ka ng books. meet you na lang after, mabilis lang naman yun.
bhi: ok.
it took me almost 1 hour to get my papers. kasama ko ang mga barkada ko nun sa college who passed the recent board exam for nurses. nagpaalam ako sa kanila na may ka.meet ako sa labas kaya hindi ko na sila mahihintay. pumayag naman sila kaya lumabas na ako ng PRC. nakita ko siya sa mismong gate telling me na hindi daw niya alam ang dapat niyang bilhin. so, sinamahan ko siya and we bough a couple of nursing books that she needs.
me: what now?
bhi: malapit na din magbukas ang mga mall, you wanna go grab something to eat?
me: sige, medyo nagugutom na din ako weh.
bhi: sm manila na lang tayo para malapit.
me: ok.
so we rode a jeep going to sm manila. medyo awkward ang moment kasi nga hindi naman kami ganun ka.close when i was still in college (we went to the same univ). pero dahil ex nga niya ang friend ko, may napag.usapan kami kahit papaano.
bhi: kamusta na pala si kim? nagkaka.usap pa kayo?
me: ayun. lumabas din ang totoo. you want to meet me para makibalita. ahahaha!!
bhi: hindi naman, na.curious lang. hehe.
me: last i heard, nasa jeddah na ulet siya. magboboard daw siya ulet sa december. kaya uuwi siya next month para magreview.
bhi: ah. ok.
silence…
nakarating na kami sa mall. gutom na ako kasi it almost lunchtime na din. bigla pa akong nag.crave sa chicken ala king ng greenwich so we decided to eat there, but unfortunately, walang available. haizt. kung mamalasin ka nga naman. kaya, nag.pizza hut na lang kmi eating carbonara and salad (ou, lunch ko na yan, diet kasi ako 
). after eating, nag.aya siyang manuod ng sine, treat daw niya. pumayag naman ako and napili namin ang the proposal kasi mukhang nakakatawa yung poster. di ako nagkamali. the movie was really fun. madami na din kaming napag.usapan after the movie. unti.unti ng nawawala ang awkwardness in the air.
bhi: punta tayo intramuros. malapit lang yun dito.
me: sige, san tayo sasakay?
bhi: hindi tayo magjjeep, maglalakad tayo. hehe.
me: what the fudge?!?! layo kaya nun.
bhi: kaya yan, tara na?
at naglakad nga kami. laugh trip habang naglalakad papuntang intramuros pa. EOP kami, as in english only policy. pati sa pagtatanong sa mga guard ng directions, english pa din. dami ko talaga tawa nun.
bhi: so, do you have a boyfriend now?
me: huh? no, we broke up 2nd year. so, im single for 2 years now. hehe.
bhi: really? that’s quite long. uhm..
me: yes?
bhi: have you been kissed by a guy before?
me: what? of course. ive had boyfriends in the past.
bhi: really? even torrid kissing?
what the fudge!! hindi ko na alam kung san pupunta ang usapan namin. aaminin ko, before that day, ive never been kissed by a guy in lips. as in never. kahit mga naging bf ko. hindi pa kasi ako magseryoso ng relationship and i want my first kiss to be special.
me: haha!! not yet.
bhi: as in?!?!
me: yup! hehe.. *blushing*
bhi: uhm.. what do you want to do now?
me: to stop this nonsense eop. ahahaha!!
bhi: sige. hehe..
and so we talked about our past relationships and sex life habang naglalakad. inamin niya sa akin that she lost her virginity to a guy nung may lang but she has many experiences with girls. hindi daw siya lesbian, bi lang. kasi nagkakagusto pa din siya sa guys, pero mas gusto pa rin niya ang girls. hindi naman ako naiilang sa topic kasi open naman ako dun. i told her that i was a virgin. never been kissed and never been touched by guy nor a gurl. natawa siya and asked me jokingly if i want to try it. pabiro naman akong pumayag and said that i want to do it in a motel cause ive never been to one before. tumawa lang siya at tumingin sa akin.
bhi: punta tau star city? almost 4pm na din oh. bukas na yun.
me: huh? wala akong cash. hanap muna tayo atm.
kaya lang, biglang tumawag dad ko. i need to go to his office daw at magpapagawa ako ng fake id for a flight the following day sa province namin. nagkasakit kasi yung original na kasama at sayang daw yung ticket kaya magpapanggap daw ako bilang friend nila. siyempre na.excite ako at pumayag ako. cancelled ang star city. nag.jeep kami pabalik ng office ng dad ko. mabilis lang pala yung id. laminated school id lang na may name ng friend ni dad at pic q. yun lang. my dad asked me if i want to come home with him, i said no kasi may plans pa kami ni bhi. pumayag naman siya at nagbilin na wag ako masyadong pagabi (lifted ang curfew ko that time kasi kapapasa ko lang ng board exam ).
me: where to?
bhi: inuman na lang tayo.
me: game, saan?
bhi: sa motel, gusto mong itry di ba? hehe..
nagulat ako. hindi ko akalaing seseryosohin niya ang biro ko. napaisip ako. part of me dont want to come with her kasi gurl siya. but a stronger part of me is curious sa pwedeng mangyari between the two of us. fudge! licensed nurse na ako, i can do what i want. so, i agreed.
me: san tayo bibili ng nomo? meron ba dun?
bhi: sa grocery na lang. pati food, nagugutom na ulet ako weh. hehe.
we bought food, brandy and junkies at a near grocery. tapos, nagcheck.in na din kami sa malapit na motel doon.
sa loob ng room.
me: ok. so this is what it looks like, may tv, may cable kaya? nuod tayo!
bhi: bahala ka. ayusin ko lang food and drinks natin.
kumain muna kami at uminom ng brandy sa room. 2 shots pa lang ako ay medyo uminit na mukha ko. siguro hindi lang ako sanay.
bhi: j, pwede favor?
me: kahit ano wag lang pera. ehehe..
bhi: pwede pakiss?
me: ok.
i kissed her. sa cheek. napakamot siya sa ulo at tinawanan ako.
bhi: hindi ganun. sa lips. torrid.
me: huh? hindi ako marunong. tsaka nahihiya ako.
bhi: eh di patayin natin yung ilaw. ako bahala sa’yo.
me: ok. (sabay inom ng brandy na may halong konting iced tea)
and she turned off the lights. pero nakikita ko pa din siya. palapit ang mukha niya sa akin. her lips laned into mine. ang soft ng lips niya infairness. at first, she was only mildly sucking my lower lip and i was mimicking it to her upper lip. the she gently parted my lips ang inserted her tongue into my mouth, she massages my tongue and gently sucked on it. fudge!! it felt so good. so ganito pala ang torrid kissing. ginaya ko lahat ng ginagawa niya sa lips and tongue ko. bumitiw siya and trailed kisses to my cheeks going to my ear. “not bad for a first time. you’re such a good kisser. a natural.” she whispered to my ear. fudge!! kinilig ako dun. nalibugan na din siguro ako cause i didnt object when she started inserting her hand insiode my shirt. she massaged my humble breasts while im still wearing my bra. she then remove my bra and lifted my shirt so she can have a good feel on them. men, it felt so good. she kissed and sucked one of them and played the nipple on the other. tapos, lipat naman siya sa kabila. grabe, na.wet ako sa ginagawa niya kaya lang, red day ko nun. i kissed her violently while she’s playing with my nipples at hinihimas yung kepyas ko from the outside of my jeans. ganito pala ang feeling. sobrang sarap. i didnt want this to end. but the phone ringed and she answeres it. 30 mins na lang daw. i looked at the time, wow! 8pm na pala!! i told her i got to go home kasi hindi pa ako nag.eempake at 7am ang flight namin the following day. she said ok lang, need na din daw niyang bumalik ng cavite at mahaba pa ang byahe niya.
bhi: so, paano na tayo niyan, aalis ka pa bukas. 1 week ka din mawawala.
me: don’t worry, babalik naman ako. tsaka ano silbi ng cellphone? hehe..
bhi: i love you.
me: dont say something that you dont mean.
bhi: but i do. kaya nga kita kinulit na makipagkita sa akin weh. i really like you. ikaw ang pinaka namiss ko after namin magbreak ni kim. at ngayon, napatunayan ko talagang mahal kita when i kissed you.
me: me ganun? ahaha!! tara na, uwi na tayo.. gagabihin ka pa niyan weh.
we went out of the hotel and hinatid niya ako sa lrt station. we were joking at each other and laughing but that whole time, there were butterflies in my stomach. naisip ko tuloy, thank you papa God!! sunod.sunod blessings mu sakin!! siya lang nasa isip ko the whole train ride hanggang makauwi ako.
to be continued..
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