howdy mga ka-PL? haha. finally got the guts to post in here. so first thing’s first, i’d introduce me self. i’m roni living somewhere along the metro. i’m a girl who is in love with a girl. and how we met will be the topic of my first post here sa pl. hihihi. why? gusto ko lang. hahaha. so the love of my life is jeca, by the way. she’s 2 years younger than i am. she’s still in college while i work at one of the well known bpo’s sa pinas.
so how it all started was when i posted sa isang ad site na ngayon e di nag aallow ng personal post. hahaha (para di niyo na tanungin hahaha) so she responded to my post with her digits. i immediately texted her as soon as read her comment. it took some hours before she replied to my text. actually, i did not know that time kung seseryosohin ko mga reply niya kasi parang wala siya sa hulog. hindi sumagot ng matino. she even said na ang hilig ko daw magtext. so i fell asleep not replying to her last sms that night. i was a bit hesitant to text her the morning after but even so i still did. hahaha. persistence is the key daw e. so we had some exchanges of sms’s. knew a bit about her like the basic info’s. pero like what i said, hindi ko alam kung matino ba siya kausap. hahaha. i was not texting her that frequent na kasi panggabi ako that time and had to catch up with sleeping. then one morning she was the one to text me first with a simple morning greeting. she also asked if i ded miss her, and i said yes. hahaha. actually she did not belive me kasi nga it was just a short period of time na we were text buddies. but i don’t know something about her was really interesting. there was also one time na she texted me to ask how i define sexy. i replied with i dont know because i really was not interested about those kind’s of topics back then. reason behind it was because of a bad experince i had with my ex, the girl i was with before her. siguro something to do with trust issues. so anyway, i think she was a bit happy with my reply knowing a was not just into doing the deed with her. but the most kilig part of our first few weeks of knowing each other was when she asked me or rather sent me an sms about how many points does she needs daw to redeem. so i was thinking redeem what? haha. and i was also thinking that it had something to do with some network promo’s. then her follow up text was “para maredeem puso mo” hahaha. so just to admit kinilig na agad ako even though i have not seen her and even met her yet. something about her was really captivating to the point that i wanted to know her more na or even to spend time with her and just chill.
so we set the date. we will be meeting at a nearby convenient store on both our ends. she’s somehow living in a nearby area. we’ll meet halfway. the night before we met, she even texted me “see you” so that got ecstatic again feeling like she somehow look forward to our eb as well. that gave me the drive to finish my shift agad and have some energy too. just to be honest i was really dead excited to the point that when i got home after shift i immediately slept. we also had the condition that time na if i cleaned my room, she’ll reward me with icecream. hahaha. (matakaw lang) i have admitted to her na makalat ako at tamad maglinis ng room. but since we had set up my humble room to be the venue so that’s why i really needed it to look presentable atleast.
i have slept til 6pm and decided to clean my room then. i already picked which clothes to wear para na man kahit paano maakit siya sa akin. Lol. so i chose a brown printed shirt and then a shorts na baby blue. i have to admit guys na medyo malaman ako pero i’m someone who can be showed off (guts) hahaha. not that drod dead gorgeous pero not hideously ugly. hahaha. i had a power nap and texted her that we’ll meet at nine pm. good thing i woke before nine. took a bath and hurriedly got dressed. rode a tryke and texted her to advise her of what i was wearing so that she can easily find me and it was also my of letting her be the one to approach me first. lol. so there i was at the convenient store searching for my eb date. looking for someone who would match what she has described of how she looked like. my bad because i did not asked for what she was wearing as well. so since i could not find her, i just bought the latest fhm copy (my collection that time) went out the store and texted her “san ka na?”. after a few minutes, somebody poked me. at paglingon ko, para akong nakakita ng dyosa. she was really sexy and undeniably hot lalo na sa outfit niyang see through na sando pero bra lang aninag and torned jeans na shorts. (oa lang, well up to now she’s the prettiest i’ve ever seen, apart form my celeb crushes) hahaha. umurong ata dila ko. i couldnt utter a single word. i just pointed her the direction of where to go since we decided to go to my flat and have our drinking session there (oo na, pag may alak may balak, pero slight lang). she asked me if i already cleaned my room, and i said yes. she offered to buy me icecream as part of our agreement. sa sobrang hiya, sabi ko busog ako. hahaha. sa loob ng tryke, ewan ko kung halata niyang kinikilig ako sa kanya, she leaned her arms on my thigh and her face was just some cm’s away from mine. she was asking me kung malapit na. ewan ko ganun ata ako kaobvious since later on when we were akready together she would say na nakita niya akong nakangiti habang nakatanaw sa labas ng tryke. hihihi. which was the truth. mamamatay ata ako sa kilig. so we drop off sa tapat ng house but decided to buy drinks first. we bought 8 bottles of beer at take note walang snacks. syempre, unang meet payabangan kaming dalawa.
pagkabili, we headed upstairs sa kwarto ko since i had somesort of my own way or passage. our house had two doors, the other door serves as my way directly up to my room. dimlight pa room ko nun. i offered a seat to her sa kutson ko since ayoko ng kama dahil malaki ang chance na gugulong ako sa sahig dahil sa likot ko matulog. hahaha. so she was quiet, laying with her ipod touch. tumabi ako and watched her play. she was playing some well known games na i did not know that time since hindi ako mahilig sa mga ganung bagay. she asked me to be the one to play. i found myself looking like tagabundok dahil ultimo angry birds di ko alam laruin that time. but that was another kilig moment. while playing the said game, she leaned towards me (we were on indian sit sa foam) placed her elbows of my thighs again. napalingon ako sa ibang direksyon to smile, not knowing that she saw it. (akala ko kasi madilim sa room dahil dim light nga). so there were some moments na walang usap usap and we were just drinking. after finishing 3 bottles she was already tipsy and asked if she could sleep daw. i said yes pointed the foam and said “dyan oh”. payabang pa ko and drank some more beer. medyo sleepy na rin ako that time. i decided to lay down na. so magkadikit kami laying flat sa foam. i decided to turn 90 degrees to face her pero nakaharap na pala siya. di na ako sure sa kaganapan that time dahil sa kalasingan siguro nagkatitigan kami. she moved her face closer not to kiss me daw pero to rub her nose to my nose. naglalambing siguro siya. she said kasi na she was bit hesitant to kiss me since ayaw niya maging man=bilis lahat and she was not sure if i liked her or even so kung seseryosohin ko siya. namisinterpret ko yung act niya na yun as to she wanting to kiss me so i did the first move. i kissed her softly pero medyo may halong pagkawild. at first she did not respond pero sumabay din siya. we were like that i think for almost an hour. until makatulog ako. then she woke up around 3 am and slightly ginising ako to ask “naredeem ko na ba?” kinda confused, i responded “and alin?” then she pointed to the left part of my chest. so i said yes. finally. she asked for re-assurance. she asked if i was sure. i said yes. then she asked me for the date and said that i should remember it since it will be the date that we are officially a couple. kilig na naman. i kissed her again and then hugged her. we were kissing so passionately that i almost lost my mind. i was going on top of her. i was kissing her wildly na. i was trying to also unzip her shorts and go down there, she stopped me saying na “hindi yan basta basta”. i got her point and i felt a bit ashamed. we had somehow without worded condition na we’ll take it slow. so i controlled myself and kissed her na lang until we fell asleep. i hugged her on her back as she was not facing me na that time. then there will be times na magiugising siya nd we’d kiss. we were like that up to the next morning. so we decided to stop cuddling na since it was around 11 am na. she fixed herself and hinatid to siya pasakay ng tryke. i introduced her to my mom who was outside during that time. (fyi, they did not know that time na bisexual na ako since i had a 5 year relationship with a guy previously or they can’t actually just admit it that time na ganito ako. hehehe)
so hinantay ko siyang makasakay and offered her pamasahe preo she refused and i also offered to bring her home pero ayaw niya din. after she rode the tryke, my mom aksed kung chikinini ba yung ansa leeg ko. i forgot na nilgyan niya ako. hahaha. syempre i denied. i went straight to my room to rest na dinmuna since di ako nakatulog ng diretso. but before that i texted her sayung that it was nice to meet her finally and that mag ingat siya. after several minutes. walang reply. i decided to sleep.
to be continued kapag sinipag ako. sana hindi magulo ang pagkakakwento ko. lol