My second post. This is not about my sexcapades but some of my realizations and the things I’ve learned from my best teacher- experience. I hope I wont bore you with this since this is not a sex story. I don’t know if its appropriate to post something like this in here. We are all human and I believe we all can relate to this.
Salamat sa comments nyo sa first post ko. That was an encouragement.
Undas. All saints and soul day. I was at my fathers grave this morning. Our departed love ones maybe can hear or tell us something in some ways or another. I tried talking to my father. Telling him that I loved him and I thanked him for everything. We were not closed when he was still alive. I never had the chance the tell him that and never did I hear him said that he loved me. He might cared but never felt it. I remember the me nna nagcomment sya na di daw nya nagawa sa kin yong ginagawa ko sa anak ko na nakikipaglaro. “ that’s why I am doing it to my son” was my reply. He was speechless that time. Anyway too much of my father. My other is still aive so bumabawi ako sa kanya.
Sometimes I can say that human are funny. We say all the good things about the person when he/she is dead. We don’t say that nong buhay pa sila. We forget to say how good our parents, friends, bros, sis and the people close to us when they are still alive. Pag wala na sila, saka pa natin sasabihin yon. E din a nila naririnig mga yon sinasabi natin. I don’t say na lahat ng tao ganito but bases dami basis nito.
1 remember my 2 aunts who were “not in good terms” for a long time. One aunt cried a river asking for forgiveness for what she had done when the other died. Malaki ang time na pwede naman nyang iapproach ang auntie ko nong buhay pa and now na wala na sya, kahit iiyak pa sya di na maririnig ang reaction o comment nong namatay sa pag apologize nya. To think they are both professionals. Matataas ang pride.
Di maiwasang mainis tayo sa ibang tao. Mas lagi at madali pa nga tayo mainis sa mga taong malapit sa tin at naisip ko how hard is it to apologize ? how hard is it to say sorry? “Sorry seems to be the hardest word” – title ng kanta ni Elton John. “its hard for me to say I’m sorry” – kanta ng Chicago. Mas madali ata mag thank you pero how often do we say this? how fast do we apologize? and how often do we say i love you and thank you? antayin pa ba nating wala na sila o wala na tayo?
Before I write this, I thanked and said I love you to the people here. Hugged them too.
Pasensya na sa senti. Hehehehehe. Pasensya na din kung me maling grammar or spelling.
Enjoy life. Things never happen twice.
Again I hope I wont bored you with this post.