my confessions

Author Name: ianspgm3 | Source: pinoyliterotica.com

                                                        This is something i have kept a secret,with only a few very good friends knowing.Still im trying to get over cha and  thailand that time,i shouldve walked away unscathed,pero eto na naman ang puso ko.its hard keeping  secrets like this.Why,there are some very powerful people involved that as i write this i just had to let out,since im thinking that its going to be 2012,end of the world they say,i cant even look at the number cause im worried about my children.My weakness is women,pretty to start with cause its always the physical attraction first and we all know that,im going to spill the beans.

                                                        Enter Lalaine,she’s my boss’ wife  the same age as my wife and godmother to my daughter.I worked for them a few years ago,not to mention what nature,but never llegal.

                                                        She looks like Carmen Soo,even the first moment i saw her she already took away my breathe,her beauty,her wits,the way she dresses,the smart remarks she does,it all took me away and i cant help but stare at her at work whenever she’s there.Until those days would like be the counted days of my life,wanting and longing i never thought that dreams come true……………..

                                                       It was a normal work day for me at the shop,and there we were opening the folds to get it open.When we were thru with it she asked the secretary to stay at the shop for awhile since she has some errands to run,”pag drive mo ako,im not feeling well”,that was my cue,iniwan ko kung ano man ang ginagawa ko and left of with her in her car,we were headed for cubao when she told me that she doesnt feel good,i took her to their house,tapos bumalik na ako sa trabaho,ung mga nagdaan araw pangkarinawan na lang,but later on it got strange,we were the only ones opening and closing the shop,and i always drove her home and went back for my bike na lang,dun ko napagtanto na  she was looking for a shoulder to cry on,niloloko na siya ng asawa niya,pag nagaaway tinututukan siya ng baril,we got closer.Till i was asked to go and do something related to my work and off my boss to their house.

                                                                    Me kinailanagan akong tanungin sa kanya,so i headed back to their place,my boss was out of town,she was at the screen door nakatapis,talking over the phone.She didnt look at me,pero alam niyang nandun ako,i was trying to ask her what i came for, and she signed me with her hand to wait cause they were still talking,at sa isang iglap mata nalaglag tuwalya niya at buong buo kong nakita katawan niya na maganda pa din,i was awed,i stood there standing frozen,what was i to do,parang wala lang sa kanya.She didnt even moved,she looked me strait in the eye,parang lumulutang ako sa lupa dahil nakita ko matagal ko ng inaasam.

                                                                    Binuksan ko screen door na namamagitan sa amin,and i held her waist at walang isang salita hinalikan ko siya,she dropped the call,she just looked me strait in the eye(was i dreaming dreary in my head it echoed),sinapo ko pwet nya ng palad ko sabay lamukos sa matambok niyang suso,at habang tumatagal i still cant believe a married and very attractive woman in my arms na pinagnanasahan din ng mga kaibigan ko was in my arms,and kissing her,we shut the door since somebody might see us,inihiga ko siya sa kama nilang magasawa at doon ko sinimulang halikan siya pababa sa puke niya,hinalikan ko bulbol niya ambango at bagong ligo siya,it drove me more crazy that she was so insatiable and i cant contain myself reaping the rewards of every mans dream(crush siya ng tropa,i didnt believe in crushes but she made my heart stop each time she spoke to me).

                                                     Inamoy ko kabuuan ng puke nya,parang addict n sumisinghot ako ng drugs,she was very beautiful indeed,ambango,sabay sibasib sa puke nya,sinipsip ko mga labi ng puke niya,kanan at kaliwang labi,sabay pinatulay ko dila ko mula sa butas ng pwet nya papunta sa hiwa nyang mapula,napaungol siya pero iniimpit niya at bka me makadinig,lalo akong nademonyong paingayin siya,unti unti kong pinasok dila ko ko sa biyak niyang namamasa,sabay hagod pababa ng dila ko papunta sa balat na namagitan sa puke at pwet niya,sinubo ko at sabay sipsip,tumulo katas niya papunta sa labi ko habang nilalaro ko pagitan ng butas niya,ndi ko alintana kung kakatapos lang nila(short to say nilasahan ko).

                                                              Patuloy kong kinain puke niya(this time was do or die),hinagod ko ng mahaba kong dila puke niya,nandyan sipisipin ko mga labi ng butas niya at itusok ko labas masok dila ko sa puke niya,and to make the most,hinalikan ko tinggil nya na parang nakikipaghalikan ako sa labi at sipsipin din na dahilan para takpan niya ng unan mukha nya at umiwas baywang niya ako naman ang humahabol sa butas niya,i have to do my best to have it repeated,it was a feat i do or i die trying.

                                                              Basa na siya pero gusto ko pa pag initin siya para bumigay ng husto,nakahiga pa din siya,tinutok ko,pero di ko pinasok,hinalikan ko siya at habang magkapatong kme, nakapatong din burat ko sa pagitan ng puke niyang basam basa na.Ang tagal kong inantay itong pagkakataon na ito,she’s one of my dream girls believe it or not,kaya when i see Carmen Soo on tv parang nakikita ko na siya.

                                                               Sinuso ko dede niya kabilaan at habang gumagalaw ako ay lalong ngakakasakan mga ari namen,in such way that made her more wet than she could ever consider,umangat ako at tinutok ko sa butas niyang lawang lawa titi kong tigas na tigas sa paghuhumindig,kinaskas ko ulo at kagat labi ko siyang tiningnan  habang namumungay ang matang nagaantay siya sa susunod kong gagawin.

                                                               Dahil sa nakaw ang sandali na matagal kong pinakaantay na mangyari,sinaksak ko na sa puke niya(pag ganun kaganda at kasarap asawa mo cguradong ihi lang ang pahinga,take no prisoners,she cooks great too btw).Iniulos ko papasok ang burat ko,at nangunyapit siya sa braso ko,ninanamnam ang pag ulos ko papasok sa lagusan niyang nagaantay,at tiningnan niya akong parang nagaantay ng mga susunod kong bayo,kagat labi niyang tinanggap ang pagpasok ko,matagal na niyang alam na gusto ko siya,when we talk i always say ang ganda mo Laine,then she would ask me again,and i would say “wala”….

                                                               Kinantot ko siya,iniulos ko papasok sa puke niya burat ko at pabaon kong ninamnam ang pagkakataon na aking inasam.At habang ginigiling ko titi ko sa puke niya sinipsip ko dede niya sabay himas sa muka niya,i just cant help it(got to see her strait in the face while i fuck her).Niyakap niya legs niya sa likod ko,lalong lumalim ang pagbaon ng burat ko,lalong sumagad bawat ulos,at habang bumabayo ako napaliyad siya mula sa pagkakahiga,mula sa pagakatas ng likuran niya dahilan para ilagay ko kamay ko sa likod niya,at lalong nagkadikit katawan namen at niyapos na niya ako habang nakayakap mga paa niya sa likod ko,madidiin at makapag pigil hiningang nakagigil na mga bayo,bunot at kadyot,bukang buka butas niya ng pasukin ko,at umuungol na siya ng sobra ngaun(glad the tv was open before hand).Malalakas na bayo na ang ginawa ko sa puke niya,ilang ulit siya nilabasan at mababasa sa mga ungol niya at galaw ng katawan niya,ang sarap niyan titigan,tropy wife.Hanggang sa di ko na pinigil at walang tanong na ipinutok ko sa loob ng puke niya tamod ko.

                                                          I dressed up and went out since brief at pantalon lang  tinanggal ko,back to work but still dazed na ndi makapaniwalang nangyai yon.(parang gusto ko sumambulat sa saya at ikwento sa mga kaibigan ko nangyari,was very proud and cant contain myself,but i have to kep silent if i wanted it to last)

                                                             At work parang walang nangyari,pag nakikita kong kumakandong siya sa boss ko parang tinutusok puso ko,she doesnt look at me knowing i would be hurting.

                                                             My boss always goes out of the country for transaction ends on.Kame lang nagbubukas ng shop,this happend over and over,again and again,from opening to closing.Pag bubuksan na namen shop we’ll just open the folds at the small entrance by the side but never on the main door para mukhang walang tao at pagapasok pa lang namen  sabay sara ng pinto pigil hiningnan halikan na kme at papatuwarin ko siya sa stock room,ibaba ko lang lacks niya at didilaan puke niya at habol hininga siyang uungol( the sound of music,and when ever we were at the office we would do it over the the swivel chair with me on top and she fully open,me mga pagkakataon na kinakain ko puke niya doon ng matagal at  d namen namamalayan namagmula ng alas diyes kme pumasok ay ala una na pala at nakarami na kme.

                                                        Once while her husband was out of the country we planned to go to laguna,we met at c5 since im from pasig.Got my bags in the car and headed strait to pansol.

                                                      At andoks we bought some beer,then chicken and pork,and along the road some plastic plate spoon and fork and cups(24 hours stores dun coz of frequent visitors,and ice.We got our room,went to wear my swimming shorts and t shirt,she wore this two piece with t shirt over it,so we went down(she’s noticably attractive,kaya ang yabang ko with her anchoring to my arms(ampogi ko na naman hahaha).We swam and chose the corner where the water is flowing freshly from the springs(we were at laguna hot springs were the pool floor is red volcanc pebbles) ,that night konti lang tao,but she was the center of attraction,lalo siyang gumanda ngaun basa na t shirt niya at bumabakat two  peice nya,laglag pangang pasimpleng tumitingin mga lalaki(konting selos pero taas noong nasasabi ko sa sarili kong hanggang tingen lang kyo,maglaway kyo,hehehe).Was it my luck that night.

                                                           Pagkatapos namen magbabad we went upstairs(our room is on the second foor facing the pool and the entrance)I opened two bottles of san mig light,got some ice,so  she was drying her hair at tinanggal niya t shirt nya,nakaksilaw at nakakapanggigil.We sat at the Terrace and drunk,while fooling around.She bought cards,we played lucky nine,ang usapan bawat talo tanggal ang damit.So game,she had the frst round,tanggal short ko(me brief pa naman),next talo pa din ako,was drunk somehow i just laughed,so sat near the door at bka me makakita(i was naked,totally)

                                                           Sa pangatlo sinuwerte ako,had her lower part removed,sumunod siya na naman,wala na kong damit,so i was follow what she said,lagyan ko daw ng yelo itlog ko,lumiit itlog sa lamig,umurong,she was laughing out loud at lalong ang ganda niya,was i falling for her.(my rule was never love what is taken,but u can never tell that to ur heart).

                                                        On the next round it was mine,at dahil lasing na,we never knew na pinanonood pala kme ng 2 binata at nung kasama nilang tomboy,dibdib lang nakita nila since yun taas lang ng tao makikita mo from below,i had her upper removed,ang ganda at ampula ng utong niya(wala pa kseng anak),nanlaki mata nila dahil nasa terrace kme,it was  too late when i saw them,we jumped into bed,drunk and somehow dry(para kameng naghohoneymoon),i kissed her,and told her akin ka na lang,she smiled and kissed me back passionately.We went under the blanket at dun ko nakapang kanina pa pala siya basang basa,i didnt waste time.

                                                      Dive,dive ,dive,wala ng pipigil para magamadali kme at magingat,sinungkal ko agad ng dila ko tinggil niyang tumitigas dahil sa lamig ng klima pati utong nya tayung tayo sa lamig.

                                                      Sinipsip kong mabuti puke nya at mismong lagusan niya,sinabunutan niya ako ako sabay hila sa akin dahilan para pumaibabaw siya at halikan ako,at habang magkaharap kme,tinapat niya puke niya sa mukha ko,kitang kita ko lahat at binuka ko ng mga daliri ko butas nya sabay dila sa gitna,pinagpawisan siya,dala cguro ng nainom at libog,sinaksak ko dila ko sa mapula niyang butas,bukang buka at idiniin niya sa mukha ko basa niyang butas,bumaligtad sya mula sa pagkakaharap sa headboard at nag 69 kme,sinubo nya burat ko,deep throat at pasok na pasok sa bunganga nya,naramdaman kong sumabit lalalamunan niya sa ulo ng titi ko pagkabunot niya,nakakapanginig at parang masusuka siya at nabubulunan  habang nag dideep throat siya,sinaksak ko dila ko ng sagad sa puke niya habang sagad sagaran nya nilalamon burat ko,parang lalabas sa batok niya.D na sya nakapagantay pa at inupuan niya ako na nakataas tuhod sabay giling ng baywang,at unti unting nilalamon  ng puke niya burat ko,sinapo ko ilalim ng pwet nya para ako naman ang babayo mula sa ilalim,masikip pa din c Lalaine at makinis talaga,parang pigurin na pag pinanggigilan mo ay mababasag,nakaka ulol,we flipped over,i bought some ky jelly,nagtanong siya kung bakit,sabi ko para sa likuran niya,pinadapa ko siya sa kama at padapa kong kinadyot c lalaine sa puke niya,at panay dakot niya sa bed sheet.I asked her”ready?”tiningnan lang nya ako at tumango,i told her to relax,talagang sinapian na ko,nilagayan ko ng ky jelly buong burat ko,tinutok ko sa likod niya”i told myself its my time”unti unti kong binaon ulo ng burat ko,napasinghap siya sa sakit,hinawakan niya braso ko,inatras ko ng konti,nilagyan ko uli ng ky ulo ng burat ko,tinutok at baon, i told her to relax her spinchter muscle,she tried, and slowly,step by step,unti unti kong pinasok,napapahawak siya sa braso ko,ng maibaon ko na kalahati i lay flat on her back,then i kissed her ears and nape,going to her back,nabuhayan ng libog si Laine ko,i continued kissing her while i slowly continued pumping her from behind,pabilis ng pabilis(good we drunk,alchohol is somehow aneasthetic),mga ungol na naririnig kong pumapalibot sa paligid ng apat na sulok ng kwarto,hangang sa labasan ako sa loob niya uli,i immediately went to the bathroom,me konting dugo and washed up everything,we rested for awhile.D siya makatayo at parang ubos na ubos lakas nya.

                                                    Awhile later i woke up to hearing the shower’s running water,wala siya sa tabi ko,naliligo siya,recovered somehow.Naihi ako from all the drinking we had,ang ganda talaga ni Laine,we know were both married and it makes it harder.I joined her in the shower,niyakap ko siya from behind,at dahil matigas,natawa siya”ang libog mo,hahaha”.She faced me and kissed me”wag muna doon ha,masakit pa”i noddded and passionately kissed her at buong lambing niya akong niyakap.I kissed her boobs again and fingered her on the shower,pinatuwad ko siya at pinasok ko ng patuwad habang nakahawak siya sa pader,didnt felt comfortable,turned the shower of and moved to the sink,doon pinatuwad ko siya uli at pinasok ko uli,sa puke niya burat ko,at binayo ko siya ng banayad at tinitigan niya ako mula sa salaminn sa harap niya,ang ganda talaga niya to my hearts contentment,im in love again,or just infatuation,lalong tumigas burat ko at sinagad ko pati pagkakahawak sa baywang niya lalong dumiin burat ko sa pagkaloob looban niya,kinantot ko siya ng kinantot sa banyo till we decided to get to bed,naupo siya sa gilid ng kama ng nakabukaka,while both her arms support her back from behind(akala mo pictorial ng hustler),tinutok ko burat kong lalong tumigas sa pinakita niya,kahit medyo hirap at nakaluhod ng konti ndi lumambot burat ko dahil sa libog ko sa kanya,pasok lahat at hinila ko siya,halos lumawit pwet niya sa kama at lalong pasok,tamang tama sa g spot niya,sa mahabang sandali na yun lalong lumakas at lumalim kadyot ko hanggang sa loob ko pinutok.Nakatulog kaming pagod sa kakalangoy at kakantot.

                                                          Kinaumagahan pauwi na kme,nandun ung dalawang teen ager at ung tomboy,laglag matang titig na titig sa ganda ni Laine(they were asking themselves cguro if its carmen soo since she was here).

                                                      A few months later i had to go away i was sensing things wrong,malakas pang amoy ng boss ko,lagi n lang akong pinagtatakpan ni Laine sa husband niya,and not only once na tinarayan niya wife ko over the phone(nakakahalata na din),the reason i fell for her,her wits,her heart,her looks,she opened alot of things regarding her marriage since i always drove her home,ndi ko siya malimutan kahit may Cha ako away from me.Some good things never really last,slowly we faded to face the reality na nakaw lang lahat ng oras na yun,nothing remains forever,change is constant,you just always have to choose one sooner or later,i even dreamed of her,she is my Laine,was mine one way or the other,she came to her senses,if she didnt we would be living together now for sure,at kahit minahal ko siya i know na may mali,may kulang,the heart maybe placed lower than the mind,but it controls everything,you just have to follow it and know how to find the serenity to accept things you cant change.. .