AUTHOR’S WARNING: This is not an erotic story.
They dont know the depth of the pain she was carrying during those times. She kept her smiles ready for the people she came in contact with, her hugs for her friends who needed it, her ears to listen with all her mom ranted about. The 8-month relationship with Ry ended. Her fault, alam nya. She kept pushing him away that he grew tired of waiting for her life to be okay.
8 months lang pero ang laki ng nagawa ni Ry sa buhay nya. He was her strength when her dad died that year. He understood her pain, her angst, her anger. But her outbursts wore down Ry’s patience. And he left her. She felt so alone more than ever.
During on one of her travels in the southwestern side of mindanao, may nakilala syang pamangkin ng isang client nila, si Tofi, isa sa mga pinagkakatiwalaan sa business nila. He was younger than her by 3 yrs. Masarap kasama si Tofi, he knew how to make her laugh and he was more mature in a lot of ways keysa sa mga ka-age nya — the way he viewed things, the way his mind worked. Nakagaanan nya ng loob ang lalake.
Her last night in the city, the client invited her for dinner. Since wala naman syang gagawin ay pumayag na rin sya. Andun din si Tofi. The conversations were light and she was glad she came, naiibsan ang kalungkutan nya. After dinner, Tofi offered to take her back to the hotel. She said yes. Tofi was no more to her than a friend and someone she started to treat as a younger brother.
Bago sila dumating sa hotel, Tofi asked if she wanted to have coffee first or go somewhere to unwind. She agreed. Her thoughts and her heart were cringing to the bleakness that awaited her inside her hotel room. On that night, she poured out her anguish to Tofi and he was gracious enough not to scoffed at her for showing weakness since she was known to be tough and to be cheerful. That night bound them in friendship or so she thought.
She went back to her base, and continued with her work and with her life. They had a constant communication. He was sweet with her. After 2 weeks, Tofi called her. He was going to her place. She was excited to see him. She and her friends planned a night-out for him.
The day came. She was glad to see her friend again. Tofi was as glad to see her and hugged her. She told her of their plans for the night, and Tofi agreed. He was staying with a business partner.
The night was full of foods, talks, laughters, and drinks. She, still trying to cope life without Ry and the never-ending pain her dad’s memories were still bringing her at night when she’s all alone, was trying to drown herself with what she had that night: the company of her friends, the talks, the laughters, the drinks. She was so drunk that night. She wasn’t minding whenever Tofi put his arms around her, hugged her. There was no malice in her mind; didn’t put anything on the way he stared and looked at her.
At 2am, the group decided to disperse and went home. Since she and Tofi were of the same way, they agreed to take 1 taxi and she would just drop him where he was staying. Before they called for a taxi, she called her roommate ( they had a curfew at their dorm) but the latter’s phone was off. Even with her state of drunkness, her mind was still working actively. She decided to spend the night in a hotel or a pension house within the city. Tofi was as busy with his celphone. He was trying to contact his business partner but to no avail.
“She, i’ll just drop you off to your dorm. Hindi kasi nagrereply si Zee (his business partner). I’m gonna spend the night in a hotel na lang. I’ll call a taxi na ha,” Tofi told her.
“Hmm.. I can’t contact Marie. Tulog na yata. May curfew kami sa dorm; i can’t get inside unless she would sneak me in.”
“Ohh good! At least di ako mag-isa tonight.” He laughed gently.
“Sira! Separate rooms. I don’t want my colleagues to have any ideas noh.”
“Well let’s see..”
And he hailed a taxi. She saw the gleam in his eyes but was too drunk or maybe because she just trusted him that much. No harm will befall on her if Tofi’s with her. Inaalalayan sya ni Tofi papasok ng taxi. She might be alert but her body coordination was a mess. He was about 5′8 and with medium built body. Nakaakbay si Tofi sa kanya, hinihimas ang braso nya. She thought it was just his way of assuaging her. He was asking how she was with Ry.
When they reached the hotel, Tofi told her sya na ang bahala magprepare ng accommodations nila. She sat on the sofa at the lounge. Closing her eyes, massaging her forehead, trying to still the spinning of the world around her.
“Bad news, She. Isa na lang ang room na available. We have to share. No choice.” She felt his breathing on her face.
Eyes closed, she answered, “hmmmm sige sige.. Okay na lang.”
Tofi guided her to the elevator and then to the room; she was hanging on to his arm for support. She opened her heavy eyes just a bit and saw the one big bed inside. She was so sleepy, she just wanted to lie down. A part of her was rejoicing that she won’t have trouble sleeping tonight. She was all ready to be carried away to oblivion.
He guided her to the bed. She heartily laid her head down on the pillow and closed her eyes. She heard Tofi going inside the bathroom.
Bahala yan sya san yan sya hihiga.. in her mind.
She was slowly sinking into deep sleep when she felt Tofi beside her, felt his hot naked body beside her. Her mind was scrambling to the surface. She felt him going on top of her, boring her down to the bed, his hard dick rubbing on her belly. She felt his lips on her face, kissing, licking…her cheeks, forehead, nose, the corners of her lips and then her lips.
At last she was able to open her eyes. She moved her head to avoid his kisses.
No!! Tofi don’t do this!! This is not happening!!! Tofi NOO!!! Her mind was screaming. But a moan of protest was the only sound escaping her lips. He was fastening his lips on hers. Forcing them open with his tongue. Sucking harshly. Where was the Tofi he knew? Where was the gentle friend he trusted?
Even as she tried to avoid his kisses, a hand was forcing her face to still, forcing her mouth to open. She tried to push him away, a futile effort. He captured her hands with his free hand and held them tight above her head.
She felt him grinding his big hard dick on her belly. But she didn’t feel anything but only a hollow, sickening feeling in the pit of her stomach. She was trying to trash beneath him and throw him off but he was stronger than her.
His kisses, hard and ruthless, were moving from her face to her neck. Biting her skin. His hand was on her boobs, mashing, molding, squeezing.
“Tofi plss no.. Don’t do this, Tofi! Pls!! No!!!!” She was begging him.
He met her eyes; it was hard and cold except for the lust she saw he was feeling. He raised her baby tee and her bra and fastened his mouth on her nipple. Sucking, licking, biting relentlessly. It was the sucking that pained her. She bit her lips to keep from crying aloud. It was so painful.
She wanted to cry out for help. But who would hear her? And if somebody would hear her, it would be a scandal! And so she just kept asking him to stop and squirm below him to be free.
She felt his hand on her skirt lifting it up. He was like a beast on top of her. Gigil na gigil; his mouth was everywhere on her. He was able to yank her bikini off her. She tried to close her legs but he pressed his leg on it til the pain became unbearable. He succeeded on prying her legs open and positioned himself in between her legs.
She was so dry. There was no pleasure on what he did. Her head and heart was aching and pulsing with his betrayal. He rubbed his dick’s head on her pussy. Trying to coax pleasure from her. But when she whimpered again for him to stop, he thrust his dick inside her dry hole. She moaned with the pain it gave her. She felt like she was ripped apart. His dick was big and fat. She wasn’t a virgin anymore but she was never forced before. Not up to this.
She felt a pricked in her eyes but determined not to cry, she just bit her lips while he humped on top of her. Every thrust more painful than the other. He was sucking her breasts alternately. He was kissing her neck. But still she wasn’t feeling any pleasure.
Lord pls.. Pls make me wet. Pls make me wet. Plsss… she prayed over and over again in her head.
He was humping on her merciless. Thrusting his hard big dick inside her hole. She felt numbed with the pain, not just the pain he was doing to her physically but the pain of his betrayal. She was praying for her body to respond so that he would be able to finish. Her pussy was becoming numb too. And by some miracle, a small wetness was lubricating his piston-like dick as he drilled into her pussy.
He pumped frantically into her as he felt her wetness. After a few pumps, he spewed his cum inside her. He collapsed on top of her, kissing her forehead.
Then he got up and went to the bathroom. She curled on her side. She felt him lie down beside her. Felt him cover her with the blanket. She waited for him to fall asleep so she could go up and leave. But sleep fell on her too. She awakened with him on top of her again. And did it all over to her again. Her only consolation was that it wasn’t as painful as the first since her pussy was lubricated with his cum.
He tried to be gentle. But she just closed her eyes and let him do what he wanted. He finished off and fell asleep again. This time, she had the chance to go. She went home to the dorm and curled in her bed. She was shivering uncontrollably and staring at nothing. That’s how Marie found her and took care of her until she was able to tell her roommate of what happened.
End.