Back from a visit to my parents is my cousin Mia who spent 3 months in Boston, where I lived since I was 7, met my husband Rob in College, got married and went to the Philippines where Rob has decided to put up his Architectural firm. Mia and I are like sisters, she is an only child, though her family came back to Manila when she was 15, we never grew apart. She’s always with us in Boston when her summer break from school starts and only comes back when her classes begins. Though we basically grew up together, Mia and I are different people … Maybe a few resemblances in our gestures but she isn’t quite as me. She dresses easy and looks fantastic even in just a pair of jeans, very articulate and funny. She has an aura of an Angelina Jolie, that is passionate and artsy, she is not afraid to take chances and is very independent. A free spirit.
She married my husband’s friend Steve, also a Filipino… We never really liked the blond and blue eyed guys, don’t we? Haha it’s always been just a Filipino that we fall for. Dated a few guys back in the states but we both knew were going to marry Filipino guys coz they take care of girls the best!
Anyway, she’s back, she lives a few blocks away from us and is excited to see me, go to the malls….and the gym. We are both enrolled in the same gym and you know by now that my secrets at the gym won’t be so secure if I have Mia tagging along almost all the time! But I love her dearly and I shouldn’t mind that at all.
“bye Steve!” I waved at the gate as Mia got in the car. We gave each other little pecks on the cheek and giggled excitedly. Were going out to buy new make up and maybe watch a movie and you know just talk over coffee. You all know how my heart is loaded with stuff that I couldn’t really talk to anyone about but maybe just little chats with Mia will help.
“so how are you?” she started with a big smile while I was busily browsing on the lipstick corner.
“um…I’m fine!”
“really?…your hair looks awful red and your skin is as pale as that!” pointing out to the purest white powder, the kind that clowns would wear in a circus.
“do I?”
Mia bursts into laughter, ” no silly! You’re looking great, what’s up?”
I could feel my face warming up a blush.
“nothing…”
“are you pregnant?” she said without a blink.
“no! … I’m not pregnant!” …
Am I…
” you? … are you pregnant?” poking her tummy with a stick of mascara.
“nah…” she gave a frown, … “well let’s go pay for that and watch that movie”
So we watched Green Lantern and it turned out to be a bore except whenever the gorgeous Blake Lively is on, she’s just so sexy I wanna grow legs like hers!
After the movie we went home coz we’re tired, the movie has sucked all of our energy to do anything so we decided to hang out in my house. Like in the old days, we chatted for hours about hollywood, weather, boston, manila, our husbands, getting pregnant, the gym and our “trainers”…
“are you gonna resume training with Jake?” I asked blankly. Mia turned and nodded.
“you know Jeremy is kinda cool, he seems serious at work, look at you…you look great!” she beams, while navigating facebook on my laptop.
“yeah he is…” I popped my arms and showed her some small bump *slash* “muscles” on my biceps.
“yeah right…what’s that?” she laughed.
I smashed her head with a pillow and stood up to get my hair brush at the bathroom counter. It took me a while to find it coz it wasnt there…I happen to have left it in my vanity drawer in the bedroom. So I walked back and from the door I found Mia staring frozen at my laptop… she is sitting straight on the bed, mouth hanging open. what is it?
I hesitantly walked towards her and knotted my fingers.
She turned to look at me with an expression I will never forget.
“Katy you ASS!”
I gasped and had a peek at my laptop … pinoyliterotica.com (bad katy 01)
“Tell me this isn’t true!!!” She was looking like a psycho ready to attack.
fuck. shit.
Blood is draining from my face and off my body, I’m gonna faint…
“Katy!!! what were you thinking?!!!” she is really a psycho now.
“I… I…dont know…” I’m shaking like fuck.
“…fuck Katy, this is true??”
I can’t come any closer to her, my life is in danger…
I nodded.
She grabbed the pillow I hit her with and started attacking me like a wild, crazy addict. My hair went to my face and the pillow actually hurt, I started to cry….
“I didnt mean to…” I sobbed.
“fuck Katy how could you do this Rob?!” …”He is a good man! …” ‘hitting me with the pillow ” He is kind and loving and generous to you!” she hits me so hard again “you are married for godsakes!!!”
I guess she has tired herself with hitting me that when she was done, she was also crying….
“Mia…” I tried to hug her, but she wasn’t moving for it, she was flushed…her hair with the bangs were wet in sweat all over her face.
“I’m going home!” … she stood up and just walked down the stairs and left.
I was left on the floor sobbing…but soon enough I wasn’t.
I stood up, with tears still on my cheeks I kept the laptop and plunged to the bed, staring at the ceiling.
fuck. now Mia knows.
I’m dead as dead.
My phone beeped a message and I took it, I dried my eyes and saw that it was from Jeremy,
“4:30, moon over sunshine”
(moon over sunshine means : meeting up at his condo)
we have several “codes” to say things like I Love You is : Hey sunflowers!
(fuck the cheesiness.)
I had to keep things looking usual so Rob wouldn’t notice, one soul has found about it and I know my thread is shorter by a mile, Mia is my closest friend but she will try to fix things for me, I love her a lot, I dont want to disappoint her, she is right. But some part of me just dont get that! I am drawn to do what I want to do and I feel not giving up Jeremy but I dont want to let go of Rob either coz he is my husband! What is wrong with me? I feel so lost that I could never find the old, simple Katy that I was before.
2:00 pm the next day, I was feeling so down I had to see Jeremy. You see this is what is wrong, I turn to Jeremy a lot to feel better even if he is the reason why I’m miserable!
I Parked my car at the Podium in Ortigas and took a cab, I never take my car in Jeremy’s condo.
I got my spare key to his door and it opened smoothly, the smell of his cologne instantly made me feel better. I heaved a sigh …god I love him...
“ah! ah!…yes! yes! fuck me like that! …” a woman’s voice is groaning wildly at the distant room. I could hear his wooden bed rocking its joints clashing to the concrete wall.
“fuck! sige pa!” the woman is screaming her lungs out.
I could not move from the door, my hands gripping the knob.
“sige pa babe, kantot!” the woman pleaded.
I could hear clonking of the groins and slapping…I could hear sex all over the room!
I could not breathe….my heart is pounding so hard on my chest… I dropped to the floor, my bag loosening from my shoulders…
“mmmm….I missed you so much, do me hard babe! sagarin mo!”
Though I knew Jeremy has a girlfriend, I could not take this… It’s too much to actually know they are fucking each other’s brains out!
I gathered enough strength to get up, pulled myself from the door knob and wobbly managed on my feet.
” fuck you bitch…aahhh…aaahhh”
For a moment I thought …well, I turned to leave when a buffed chest blocked my way out.
“Katy?” …
Jeremy was standing close to me, his hair undone, wearing board shorts and a tight shirt.
“you..you…” I was gesturing towards his room…
He smiled and took my elbows, pressed his lips for a smack on my lips…
“ssshhh…”
We tiptoed inside the house and peeked through the gaps of the door to his room…
There. There.
I saw two sweating naked bodies on top of each other, the guy is grinding so hard on the woman’s pelvis.
I had to adjust my view, I have to see more…
Jeremy was behind me was snorting muffled laughs in his hands.
“sshhh…” I swayed him.
I saw the two changing positions, woman on top…
“fuck jake! … ang sarap” the woman moving her hips wild, while the guy strokes her breasts, pulling her nipples in between his thumbs.
The woman had an angle familiar to me…she has bangs and…wait, I adjusted my view…
Jeremy half-laughing was taking my hips and mimicking a doggie fuck.
shit.fuck.
“it’s Mia…” I gaped … “Jeremy… it’s Mia…” I held his hand.
“…and Jake” He said casually.
“how long have you known this” I turned to Jeremy.
“they’ve been going out before us… I couldn’t tell anyone, not even you.”
“you have them in your condo? and you did not tell me?”
“no. this is an emergency case, they missed each other so I let them use my place…”
“Jeremy! that’s my cousin”
“sshhh…” He moved closer to me, his right hand stroking the side of my face.
I instantly felt warm closer to him.
Mia is such a loud fucker…I felt a bit of embarrassment and shock 
Jeremy’s hands took the top of my cardigan sweater and slid it down my arms, exposing my neck. I was wearing a strapless floral dress above the knee. His one hand went to his glass of water and took the ice.
shit.
He began running the ice cube on my neck following it with a hot kiss.
“mmnn…” I took his head closer to my neck.
While his hand with the ice continued to trace my collarbones, the sides of my neck…my ears.
The ice melted over my hot skin, my hands took Jeremy’s face and heavily kissed his mouth. Sucking, groping his hair…while his hand felt for my breast under the dress and eventually slipped the dress to my waist.
I arched my back off the wall, where Mia and Jake’s love making is reverberating.
I can’t believe my cousin and I are both into this…it’s like a “semi” orgy, I half giggled.
I pulled up my skirt and he began fingering me…
But footsteps at the door from his room made us stop… I hurriedly pulled up my tube top, put my cardigan over and fixed my skirt.
Jake peeked through the door with a towel on his waist. The smell of sex lingering on him…
“Katy…” He was not surprised I was there but he knew I’m going to be nosy.
With my arms crossed like a principal in my highschool that is ready to lecture on bad, naughty pupils, I slipped past Jake into the room and saw Mia sitting on the edge of the bed, with a white sando on and pulling up her skinny jeans, so casual like we’re used to seeing each other like this.
“well. well. well” I started, tapping my right foot on the floor.
Mia just turned and smiled naughtily.
(hayy…dear readers, thanks all so much for the advice you put on my hello katy posts, I really appreciate it, sobra! I am beginning to make sense of this through your comments and I hope to come out really good no matter what I decide..salamat, salamat! …*kisses*)