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my eyes were following the needles of the clock in front of me while my head rested on the table..i was bored..i had nothing to do but stay there until someone would text me or call me to invite me to a place i know i would enjoy..but nothing..everyone had something to do but me..
i lifted my hand and banged the table…”damn!i got to get out of here”…i took my bag and left my room..on the way down my brother asked if where i was going..”sa mall”..”sama?” he said..”bakit wala kaba lakad ngayon?”..”wala e..may lakad kasi si gwenn at ang barkada niya”..”fine you can come”..he took out his keys and opened the door for me and drove us to the nearest mall..”o ano na gagawin natin?” he said..”edi umikot lang…tingin djan tingin dun”..”ge..dun lang ko sa bench store tingin nang damit”..”ge”..my brother and i are twins..he’s a minute older than me but i never call him kuya..kasi nga minuto lan tinanda niya..he has a girlfriend named gwenn..nakilala niya to sa isang party and mula nun di na sila nagkakahiwalay..but this day was different..ngayon ko lan nakita na di niya kasama si gwenn..were already 22 years old..both our parents are in the states..bihira umuwi so lagi lan kaming dalawa andun kung walang lakad..one week nakong alang lakad kaya bored na ko sa bahay…
an hour past and i was still looking around the mall..i got startled when someone pointed something at my back and said..”holdap to’wag kang kikilos nang masama”..i was about to pee my pants when i heared the guy snicker..i slowly looked at my back..then i saw my brother let out a loud laugh holding his tummy..”you stupid shit!!!i almost peed my pants because of you”..”im sorry okay..i just can’t help it..you look like a victim waiting to be nabbed”..”i hate you!!!”..i sat down on a bench he sat beside me and said in a serious voice..”okay..im sorry..i wont do it again..if you want ill buy you an ice cream with lots of fudge and marshmallows..you like?”..he smiled at me and he took my hand and bought me an ice cream..my brother is the kind of person that is so sweet that he can’t even hurt a fly..we know everything about each other and even his deepest darkest secrets and mine too..we made a pact that whatever happens we’ll always be there for each other..
we decided to go home but we drove by first at Mcdo to order dinner..ala naman kasing magluluto sa bahay..ala pa ung katulong na kinuha sa agency..asa daan na kami nan huminto si blaine..nakita niya si gwenn sa kabilang road may kasamang guy..kinalabit niya ko..”bri (short for brianna) si gwenn un diba?”..”san?”..there i saw her holding hands with a guy..i looked at my brother and saw he was getting mad..he was about to get off the car but i stopped him..”wag dito blaine..sundan muna natin..tignan natin kung san pupunta”..he agreed..we saw them heading in at a motel..”shit!!!tangina naman gwenn bakit moko ginanito?” he said inside the car..i felt his rage..you know the kind of emotion na nararamdaman nan isang kakambal pag nasakatan ung kakambal nila..we waited for about 30 minutes bago ako lumabas nan car..he asked kung san ko pupunta..i told him to wait there alam kong mas masasaktan niya si gwenn kung siya ang susugod dun..i knocked on the door..the guy answered it..hinawi ko siya paalis sa harap ko..i saw gwenn sitting by the bed naked to her shock she covered herself..lumapit ko and then..
“plak”..sinampal ko siya..i told her “never kang sinaktan nang kapatid ko..bakit mo to ginawa sakanya?..he was always loyal to you”..wala siyang sinabi..she cried infront of me..hinila ko siya palabas nang room nang bigla akong hinwakan nung guy..nasaktan ako pilit kong tinatangal sakanya ang pagkakahawak niya sakin..he pushed me to the floor..he slapped me right there and then..nagulat ko at napaiyak narinig ko si gwenn na binangit ang name ni blaine..i saw him with a bat in his hand..hinampas niya sa likod ung guy..napaiga ito..hahampasin sana niya ulti pero pinigilan ko baka mapatay niya at makasuhan siya..he looked at gwenn and said..”i really hate you now but not as much as i hate this guy..you very well know na inaalagaan ko ang kapatid ko but because of you nasaktan siya..i never looked at you differently but now you really look like a whore!!!i regret the day is aw you!!!”..umalis kami dun na umiiyak si gwenn..di na namin alam kung anong ginawa sknya nung guy sa ginawa naming skandalo sa motel..di na nagparamdam si gwenn at ilang days rin nagkulong ang kapatid ko..
one day i decided to buy him a shirt sa bench store favorite niya kasi ung mga damit dun..pag uwi ko kumatok ako sa rum niya..wala siya..hinintay ko siya..but hours passed ala parin siya..i called him pero di siya sumasagot..i dialed and dialed but to no avail..until i said one last time nalang pag dipa sumagot bahala na siya..finally he answered..”bri sorry diko nasagot maingay kasi dito e”..naririnig ko ang loud music sa background..”asan kaba?umuwi kana may ibibigay ako sayo”..”andito ko sa isang bar itetext ko sayo kung saan punta ka dito kung gusto mo..dipa ako uuwi e”..”ge itext mo try ko pumunta”..i hanged up the phone..i heared my phone beeped..tinext na niya kung asan siya..nagdadalwang isip ako but something inside me told me to go there baka masayahan ako..hehe..tinext ko na pupunta ako..nagpalit ko nan damit..i wore a black tube shirt at pinatungan to nan low neck na strapless at mini skirt na may shorts sa loob ung manipis lang..binaba ko nan taxi sa bar na sinasabi ni blaine..tinext siya na andun nako..sinalubong niya ko sa glass na pintuan..maganda ang ambiance dun..maingay pero mukhang masaya dun..pinakilala niya ko sa mga kaibigan niya..ngayon ko lang sila nakita not the usual barkada na kasama nang kapatid ko..lumapit siya sa isang girl at inakbayan ito..pinakilala na si veronica ang bagong girlfriend niya…nashock ako ang bilis ata niya magpalit..
umupo ako at inasikaso nang kapatid ko..binigyan nang beer at pulutan..iniwan muna niya ko para sumayaw sila nung gurl..i looked at her mula head to foot..she was thin with big boobs sexy legs and a tight round butt..alluring tignan..kinausap ako nang mga bagong friends ni blaine..nang biglang may tinignan sila sa itaas tumahimik sila at para bang may sakit ako na nilayuan..i looked up and there he was..a very attractive guy na pababa nang stairs..matangkad at mukhang yummy..he was wearing a black shirt and black pants..lumapit siya at nagpakilala..”hi im damian”..diko makpagsalita..ang gwapo niya..mala robert pattinson ang mukha except sa pale skin..he’s so dreamy..may hikaw siya sa kilay at light na eyeliner sa mata..parang emo look na maayos..basta yummy and dreamy..”umm..pipi ka ba?”..nabasag ang moment ko..”hindi po ako pipi”..”e bakit dina nagsasalita?”..”sorry kasi…”..diko na natapos sasabihin ko nang umalis siya bigla..(aba..ayos un ah)..tumingin ko sa paligid nakita ko lahat nang mata nang mga babae nakatingin sakin..natakot tuloy ako..lumapit si blaine..sabi niya umuwi na daw kami..sinama niya ang bagong girlfriend niya..
nakadating na kami sa bahay..pumasok ako sa kawarto nilapag ko sa bed ang bag ko at pumasok sa c.r…but suddenly i felt something para bang may humalik sakin..i instantly felt hot..may para bang kamay na humahawak sa balat ko hinihimas ito..and then it shifted to my boobs nilalamas nang dahan dahan hangang agressive na ito..nanghihina nako..narararmdaman kong namamasa nako..bumaba ang mga kamay at dumampi sa pepe ko..triny ko lumabas nan c.r. pero diko na kaya..i looked at the mirror..i was turning red..para bang nagiba ung mirror at nakikita ko na may tao dun..i saw someone familiar..si blaine un at ung babae kanina..they were having sex..he was playing with the girls vagina..nararamdaman ko din na ginagawa niya sakin un..hangang sa kinantot na niya ito..i was really getting horny at basang basa nako..at every thrust he makes i feel his dick inside me fucking me..ang sarap nang pakiramdam..she was moaning and i cant help but moan too..after three very agressive thrust they both came and i came too..biglang nawala parang bula ung images sa mirror and napaupo ko sa sahig nan c.r. ko..pagod ako..i crawled onto my bed and slept in a fetal possition..
morning came..i sat down on the sofa sa sala with a cup of coffee in my hand..iniisip ko ung nanyari kagabi..di naman ko nalasing kasi halos diko naubos ung beer na iniinom ko..and then i saw the girl walk by the kitchen kumuha nang tubig..i looked at her..and she looked at me..”good morning” she said..and went to blaine’s room but before she left she gave me a grin..para bang nakakaloko…
-to be continued-