writing for me is the best way to unleash some unforgetful thoughts… para siguro ma-expose ako ng todo sa realidad na wala na sya at para maka-move on na rin talaga… writing theraphy ang tawag nila dito. so yun… kaya isusulat ko na, medyo pagpasensyahan na lang dahil baka di kayo ma-arouse or ma-turn on totally ^^,)
it was actually a way for me to socialize kaya sumali ako sa isang sports club, isa pa eh gusto ko rin na matamaan naman ng araw dahil puro trabaho na lang ang ginagawa ko since maka-grad ako.
the club is composed mostly of men, professionals and married… iilan ang bachelor.. taken pa yung iba.
nakilala ko sya kasi sya yung unang humingi ng number ko nung matapos yung club meet.. inform nya daw ako tungkol sa mga events ng club… that was his reason. i actually don’t paid attention to him kasi naman masyado syang pormal, which is really not my type.
he texted me then, and informed me of the club activities. sa simula he encourage me na sumama.. kasi ang hirap talagang maglaan ng schedule para sa club gawa ng work ko. we texted each other for maybe five months till we reach the point na maging intimate.
most of our communications is either thru text, he’ll call me sa work, e-mails at chat… which makes my eyebrows raised sometimes. ramdam ko lang na may mali at may tinatago sya…
he loves sexy text messages… kaya nya pala ko tinatanung madalas if tulog na ba ko or nakahiga na, anung suot kong pantulog, naligo na ba ko is because he fantasized me. he told me that later na lang.. sobrang naive ko during that time, although i admit na hindi sya ang nakauna sa kin. silly old man..
we both love chatting and argumenting… kuha kasi namin yung interest ng bawat isa at bukod dun,, may sense o laman syang kausap, and that is the very reason why i was attracted to him. napakahirap humanap ng ganung klaseng lalaki, to tell it frankly.
one time, he texted me in the morning if naligo na ba ko… i then replied to him “yes”, he texted back if anung kulay ng undies ko… “yellow” i told him. he then kiss me… inubos nya yung character sa fon na puro kisses lang. i texted… mwah. pagkadating ko sa opis.. he calls me. tinanong ko kung nag-marathon ba sya dahil parang hingal na hingal yung boses nya, he said nothing. i feel something is happenning to him, soo i kiss him… “honey, do you want me to kiss you? he said, shit!.. i then linger over the fon kissing him and moaning. i feel really aroused then, sinabi nya na laruin ko yung clit ko. i texted him, “honey, ayoko ko… gusto ko ikaw humawak.” sabi nya wait till afternoon at sunduin nya ko. it was really hard for me… almost one hour kaming nagphone sex. hay… when i go to the bathroom… sobrang basa ko na talaga… imagine, more than three years na kong walang sex nun… kaya talagang naglawa ako.
then afternoon came, nagulat pa ko dahil ang bilis nyang dumating… eksaktong 5pm nasa harap na sya ng opisina. i don’t have time na mag-ayos kasi sabi nya rin wag na daw… so bumaba na ko. when i was walking papunta sa sasakyan nya, all i know was that, di naman siguro serious yung kanina, medyo awkward lang tuwing naaalala ko. it was my first time to have a phone sex at sa kanya ko lang na-experience yun. the car window pull down automatically at nakita ko sya na nakatingin sa kin, i smiled at him.. he never smile in return… i hate him (i whisper to myself) di man lang ako ningitian. the car door open and i sat, then closed it. the moment i turn my face to him… di ko na nakita yung itsura nya kasi he kissed me… i was surprised by it, ang bilis. i can’t pull back so i just give in to his kisses… sobrang di ko magalaw yung lips ko during that moment kasi sobrang diin nya humalik. nireretract ko yung dila ko pero hinihigop nya ulit… so silly old man. after kissing my lips, he pulled me closer to him, then kinagat nya yung tenga ko… i’m sure nalasahan nya yung pabango cause he kiss me again at may pait yung lips nya and amoy pabango. i whisper to him, “honey your trembling…”, he whisper in return, “nakakagigil ka kasi…” then kiss me gently habang sinasabi nya yun.
its hard to explain the feelings… it’s more than lust actually, its more than the kisses. i love him more than that. i miss our conversations and our duets (pareho kaming mahilig sa music and we love singin’ tuwing nagbabayahe).
he start to drive without knowing where were going… i kiss him while his driving. he told me to pull my pants down so he can see my wet pussy… i told him, how come he’s so sure na wet na nga ako. he told me “if i see that its wet,, hihigupin ko yan.” i was so aroused when he told that… so i pulled my pants down together with my undie. he got off his pants.. ang awkward tingnan that his driving and pulling his pants down at the same time. tawa ko ng tawa that time. i see that’s his really hard, he told me to feel it, but i don’t… instead i got my face down to his and lick its head and pull it inside my mouth. his moaning habang hawak nya yung manibela at nagdadrive… he said “bakit ba kasi hindi traffic ngayon, shit!” i can’t smile because i have his inside my mouth. he’s clean, and i liked it. i lick his balls too.. at saka yung skin sa pagitan ng balls at papunta sa anal nya… sobrang napapamura sya when i licked it.
i am never in particular with someone’s maleness, his was just fine, and i love it… everytime i licked it, it becomes soo hard and i just can’t get over it.
he pulled me up and kiss me while caressing my crevices.. he loves kissing me soo much. all of a sudden sinubo nya yung tenga ko while touching my wetness.. i can’t give a moan… sobrang sarap. he push me back to my sit and pulled my knees up… i was amused to see him kneeling between my legs and pulling it up. he began to taste me, i give a smile to him when i see his cheeks na sobrang basa… he licked it while looking at me. he asked me if i liked it, i then nodded. he wanted me to tell it to him so i said: “hon, sobrang sarap. sige pa..” he then pulled his self up and rubbed his maleness to my pussy while pushing its head gently to my hole, only to find out that he’ll pulled it back then rubbed again to my wetness… sobrang gusto ko ng ipasok nya but he wanted to see na nabibitin ako. “hon, sige pa…”"” i told him. from the front seat, kinarga nya ko at dinala sa back seat. hiniga nya ulit ako at hinubad yung t-shirt nya at nilagay nya sa ilalim ng ulo ko. “para di ka mangawit”, he told me. he kissed me again, searching for my toungue but i didn’t gave it to him, kaya hinawakan nya ko sa batok, put his finger in my mouth… search it then kiss me again. he did that while thrusting his maleness inside me. sobrang dulas ko na kaya ilang beses din na sumablay bago makapasok talaga. he do it slowly… i just can’t give a moan.. ganun yata ako pag talagang nasasarapan. i can see that he’s sweating and sobrang gigil na gigil. he kisses me all over, sa mata, sa ilong, sa tenga, sa leeg… his really a kisser.
all of a sudden, i just felt that i want to moan, “hon please… sige pa, bilisan mo pa… please.” oh my…” then i explode… sobrang sarap habang pinupush nya pa rin yung maleness nya pagkatapos kong labasan… he lift my thighs up while thrusting his. pabilis sya ng pabilis, and i know he’s coming. ahhh… he gave a long moan.
after that, he kisses me again… his eyes were so lovely. i then tease him… “hon, amoy chlorine.”… he just give a loud laugh… we sing while his driving me home.
*** damn.. i wish i could get him out of my system.