Nagsimula lahat ito sa don mueng airport thailand after seeing Kannika,were i was on flight to manila,since it wasnt departure yet i snooped around and duty free was the only place to shop there without leaving the vicinity or i have to pay my duties sa travel tax.Dun ko siya nakilala her names Cha nida she’s thai by the way,around 5’4″,sexy waist,medium breast and supple hips,dream girl talaga,i cant help but notice her very alluringly beautiful face and figure,para akong binabaan ng diyosa sa lupa,ive been with alot of gourgoues women,and she is superb beyond comparisson,mukhang driver lang nya ako hahaha,yes i am already married and still playing around,but this time pakiramdam ko ako pinaglalaruan ng pagkakataon.Dahil makapal ang mukha ko i went to her and asked if i could get a picture with her.She was working at the airport under management,para siyang c Francine Prieto with a fresher prespective and better than any without the make up,grabe talaga.
Back at manila,i had the photos then developed and kept were i always looked at her,sabi ko makikita kita uli at wala akong paki even if ur taken,ninakaw mo puso ko…………Time flew by and business was getting along,done some inventory of what was needed i had to go back to get motorcycle parts,to get fast moving parts and new products since the market was growing and alot of new bike models pop up time and again.it was four months by then,and i promised Kannika il return.
Upon arrival sa don mueng airport,i got the picture from my wallet and i asked airport personnel where i could see her,natawa sila para kong naghahanap ng nawawalang tao sa airport,but i had to find the girl who swoop me off my feet.At last she was called since i arrived noon,it was their breaktime,nakilala naman nya makapal kong mukha,she smiled and the more it took me back kse lalo siyang gumaganda smiling.I asked for her number,she gave me and her e mail in case in overseas home in the philippines.
I had to keep kannika at bay,she’s still part of the story but since its another girl,excuse me f i exclude her for the meantime para ndi magulo kwento.I checked in at Bayuk this time,i called her that evening asking if she was free for lunch,i had to be at my best get up if i want to win this girl,its the highest building in pratunam,dumating siya,we met at the sky lounge which is a dinning area overlooking most of thailand,ang ganda na ng view ang ganda pa ng kasama ko,people of all ages were looking at her feeling ko tuloy tumutugtog ung YOU LOOK WONDERFUL TONITE,hehehe.Ampogi ko feel ko hahaha
Napagusapan namen cultural differences namen,pero me lakad siya,had to take her younger brother buying things for soccer/football.Natanong ko sya why at 29 ndi p siya kasal,she told me that in their family runs traditional fixed marriage arrangemnts(since thai is chinese culture).Nabawasan ngiti ko,parang gusto siya iuwi ng pilipinas kahit d p siya sa akin.Nagpaalam na siya,pero i stopped her for the moment,i was so lost in her eyes i forgot the long stem roses i bought for her(mahal dun ha,walang dangwa,hehehe)iniabot ko,she was pleased.So we said our goodbyes,but i insisted i see her tonite,pumayag siya but she had to rush since her drivers waiting at the front way down.
Wala akong nagawa buong araw kundi isipin siya kahit naghahanapbuhay ako d2,lumatag na dilim and it was my que to get ready,i invited her for dinner naman earlier,mabilis ang mga pangyayari since i dont have the leisure to stay that long here at bawat kilos gastos.I just dont understand bkit sa dinami dami at sa pagkalayo layo dun ko siya nakilala.it was nearly time 7:30 na,will meet by 8pm.
She arrived as promise,after dinner we went to my room and had a little drink,tinanong nya ako why did i go back,i told her it was for business,we were overlooking thailand since my room is at a high floor,she asked me again,bakit ko daw siya binalikan,thats when she was looking me in the eyes,nagtatanong mga mata nya,i told her”wat if i told you i loved you the moment i first met you?’.Tumawa lng siya and looked away out side overlooking thailand,and told me how beauiful the stars are,sabi ko just like you,seems so hard to reach but just so near,she blushed,hinawakan ko kamay nya,she told me”my hearts not taken but i cant forsake my fathers promise of marriage,you know that i am engaged…………..”,silence,nakakabinging katahimikan…………..
Holding her hand i hugged her from behind,gus2 ko siyang nakawin sa nakagisnan niyang kultura,”im sorry im a lifetime too late”how i wish i had met her in another lifetime,i put my chin over her shoulder with me still behind her,gus2 nya ako harapin,so i held her chin and kissed her passionately with all the love and desire i had in my heart,but it wasnt enough,i undressed her while kissing her over the terrace,with all the lights she was a sight to behold,hindi ko siya mabastos tulad ng ibang babaing nagdaan sa akin,parang first time ko ulit.It was a fairy tale love story for me in this lifetime…..
Dahan dahan kong buong pagpipigil sa gigil na hinalikan leeg nya,sabay sapo sa suso nya,everything was perfect,so was the night,sinuso ko dede nya na parang unang beses ko ginawa,she had this birthmark under her right breast,i kissed it knowing it would always remind me of her,at tinanggal ko na shirt ko,habang dahan dahan akong paluhod na tinatanggal panty niya para makita ko lahat at mahalikan siya doon,grabe ambango lahat sa kanya,para kong nasa langit,walang cnabi tumama ng lotto.
She was trimmed,habang nakaluhod ako sa kanya i motioned her to put her foot on my shoulder,para makita at malasahan ko lahat,she just gave in,hinawakan niya ulo ko habang nilalaro ko ng dila ko pagkababae niya,namasa na siya at ang sarap ng tamud niya,iba tlaga pag mahal mo tao,tinuloy ko lang hanggang sa maramdaman kong di na niya kaya,i took her to the bed,para kaming bagong kasal,i slowly lay her to bed,then and again i opened her legs and licked what was about to be mine.
Pinasok ko dila ko sa lahat ng abot ko,napapa aray siya i dont know why,at talagang kinain ko lahat ng pwede kong sipsipin at ariin,ilan beses din siyang nilabasan,and i knew it was time,pumatong na ako sa kanya,tinutok ko na at kinaskas ko sa butas niya para dumulas,narinig ko siyang umungol sa libog at sa sarap.Dahan dahan kong pinasok sa kanya,masikip sobrang sikip,to my surprise she’s still a virgin,tumulo luha niya sa sakit at hapdi at doon ko na napilas lahat,i had to make her mine all my life i told myself.Dahan dahan ko siyang kinadyot,taas baba umindayog pwet ko para bumaon lahat,at unti unti kong sinagad lahat at napayakap siya sa kin d k alam kung dala ng sakit o sarap or pinaghalo,d naman bumaon kuko niya pero mahigpit yakap nya at ang lambot talaga ng katawan niya,i had to make everything special,hinalikan ko siya na parang wala ng bukas at buong pagaalab kong siniil siya ng halik na parang magasawa talaga kme.Hanggang sa matapos pinutok ko sa loob,she looked at me,surprised,didnt question me but hugged me.I knew we were in love.
I wanted to keep the bedsheet as a remebrance,but i was so lost in love nalimutan ko.
She wasnt be able to go towork the next day after,she called in sick telling she would be absent for a day or two,buong pagmamahal ko siyang inasikaso since she’s everything i came for here cant wait,i got us room service for lunch that day,malungkot mata niya at malalim iniiisip nya,i can tell,shes a very intelligent sophisticated girl from her nature of studies and the way she moves,everything was finesse.
Sinubuan ko siya habang kumakain kme,it was like heaven,her phone rang i didnt understand the conversation,she told me it was her father,just checking.Matapos kumain,a little we were watching tv,she asked me”what if i get pregnant”i said”the world is big,we could get lost and be alone all our lives,its a big world”,at niyakap niya ako habang umiiyak siya,i reassured her na pananagutan ko whatever happens,days past like it was hours,we went to alot of places na parang mag asawa,we went to Dream Land,(enchanted kingdom nila)to her surprise we saw her older sister she introduced me,maganda din ate niya,para silang kambal with slight differences,we had lunch with her,kinausap nya ko,tinananong nya kung alam ko ba that she is promised already.I said Yes,but i didnt go this far to lose her,it was obvious that we were deeply in love,she cried to her ate and her ate comforted her,and told us na matanda na kme and alam na namen gingawa namen,i extended my stay at nasisira na ulo ko sa kanya and let the merchandise i bought go first since it would take a month for sea freight to reach our shores.
Since my stay was for a week,i had to exit to cambodia,para matatakan uli passport ko,four hours bus drive from thailand,she came with me,we had fun got alot of pictures from old cambodian relics and places,it was going to be my 5 weeks stay there so i rebooked to go back to my my homeland Pinas,that nyt we made passionate love,sa pad nya sabay kmeng naligo,sinabon kong mabuti katawan nya at hinalikan ko siya sa likod pababa pati pwet niya hinalikan ko at napatuwad siya,dahilan para lumabas umbok ng puke nya at pilit kong inabot ng dila,hinarap niya ako at pinatong ko paa niya sabalikat ko nakaluhod pa din ako at doon buong pagamahal kong kinain at hinimod puke nya,i was leaving,i had to make it all count.
There on we moved to her room,at umupo siya sa harapan ko habang nakaupo ako sa kama,d p nakapasok pero magkalapat lang ang mga ari namen at basa na siya,nasa gilid kme ng kama,she kissed me like no other girl has done,it was so full of love and lust at the same time,at d nagtagal at tumaas siya ng konte at pinasok ko na,at taas baba siyang umindayog sa akin,nagahabulan hininga namen at lalong bumibilis at lumalalim mga kadyot nya,at ng d n ako makatiis,pinahiga ko siya at nilagyan ko ng unan sa pwet,hell was i decided to make her mine,kinadyot ko siya ng sobrang sagad para pumasok lahat hanggang sa aabot at laging sumasagad burat ko sa sinapupunan niya,as i did i worked on her neck and breast palipat lipat ako at nababaliw ako sa ungol niya,sa ganda niya.
Next morning 9am, naabutan ko siya sa cr sumusuka,i wasnt surprised,iwas happy and scared at the same time,mixed emotions,nasabi ko sa sarili ko succes,last week pa pala siya nagsusuka she just didnt tell me at kada umaga ganun siya,umiyak siya in my arms,i cried with her,i held her as long as i could,i told her in a months time il be back for sure,it was my flight the next day,i left the pad and went to the market to buy her food,again i bought her flowers and chocolate and crazy me,maternity dress,just a few.
Napakatamis ng ngiti nya when she saw the dress and flowers,she hugged me,and told me she loves me so much.Sabe ko”get ready to get lost,is it ok if you live thailand?”.She just smiled at me and kissed me,again we made passionate love that whole day,d k siya mapakawalan sa tabi ko same with her.Next day i left at the airport i kissed her passionately goodbye,i left my heart to her,i promised id call back at manila.
At manila,at the airport i called her,i told her how much i miss her already and i love her so much,at home back to normal,bkit daw antagal ko?I told them i had a manufacturing facility tour at different product facilities para walang mahabang usapan.
Dalawang linggo nakalipas tinanong ko siya kung kumusta check up,she was given vitamins and milk supplements,lalo siyang gumanda when we talked thru skipe,i was planning to give up everything here,honestly i sold my car to my friend at a fairly good price,they asked why,sabi ko dagdag puhunan pero iba na ang nasa isip ko at puso ko,two weeks more i said to myself,i left my imporant documents and my bikes documents,enclosed with signed deeds of absolute sale to my youngest brother since i might not go back or it may take time before i do and packed most of my things that are important to me ,not to make things obvious sa kabaliwan ko.
A day before my flight i was calling her,no answer,i tired everything but to no avail,wala talaga,i packed light not knowing wat was awaiting me,went straight to her work at the airport,isang linggo na pala siyang d pumapasok,well we never talked about her work lately,only her condition and how much we love each other.
I didnt use the hotel package i had,i went straight to my tita’s house at soi senanikom,umikot ulo ko,depression set in,nagpunta pala mga magulang at kapatid nya dun at itinago na siya sa akin,unica hija siya kase bunsong babae.Nakakasira daw ako ng buhay,how can they say it is,mahal na mahal ko,siya……….her family was so mad at me,they didnt even took the chance to talk to me..
I went to places were we had our moments,im not the type to cry,but tears fell,luckily i had my shades…i was so depressed,i had never felt so much pain i wanted it to stay if its the only way il have her in my heart.
That didnt stop me,i searched,i waited,even in her pad security didnt let me in,at her former work,i tried to look if i could see her driver,i tried as long as i could stay,i was so lost,i didnt lose hope cause i know our love was stronger than time..whenever i was able to save money i went there,sometimes with friends but i had other reasons.Ive mailed her,got no response but i know its still working for the mailer deamon at the server didnt notify me about the account being deactivated,its been years now but i just cant stop….
The pain and the though of how much love we shared,and knowing she had my child broke me deeper.Nearly four years have passed,my cousin told me she has a baby boy at kamukha ko daw,since they live in a community near my relatives,i came back just to see her from a distance,this year,i didnt have te heart,i know she had to obey her parents,recently we have chat over with the intervention of my friends and cousin,it may take time but i will take wat is mine and provide her with all the love and time my life would permit me.Her family is politically inclined at their country so i know have to watch whatever moves i make….i just want her back,the love of my life.
Alam ko tagilid ako sa situation,one of her fathers reason si financial,im not rich,but made it myself,im self made,and all that matters now is that i see her then take her away as i can when opportunity comes,now and then i catch myself staring out of nowhere even when me and my friends go on out of town rides,id give it all up just to get her back,id give me life to be with her in another lifetime…..i just close my eyes and i miss her more.Will post her pic with me soon..