Thanks so much for the comments and ratings. Dapat talaga hindi ko na itutuloy ‘to cause thinking of those times brings back memories, happy and hurtful ones. Pero minsan, or rather madalas, telling someone about them makes it less painful. Kasi nga, parang you’re sharing you’re pain to everybody. And alam mo na hindi ka nag.iisa dahil lahat ng tao may problema din. So, here’s the second part of tragic lovelife..
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The following day, my mom, dad and I went to Samar kasi fiesta dun. Super saya!! Daming food and drinks and happenings. Kaya lang parang kulang. May mga times na hindi ako makakain (kahit lechon nasa harap ko) kapag nagtetext siya at naaalala ko ang first kiss ko. there were balloons and butterflies all over me. im in bliss. super happy. nababagalan ako sa oras at gusto ko ng umuwi ng manila.
in between family lunches and meeting relatives, magkatext kami. siyempre, getting to know pa at parang slumbook questions ang mga text namin. suncel talaga ako, pero walang signal yun sa province namin so niloloadan niya yung smart ng dad ko (na temporarily ay akin dahil wala naman siyang ka.text) para magkatext kami.
bhi: maen ka na?
me: ou. pangat.
bhi: anung pangat? fishda?
me: hindi. pangat. pangatlong init na ng lechon. wahahaha!!
bhi: asus. tataas na ldl mu niyan.
me: hehe..
bhi: misyou.. lambingan tau..
me: huh? panung lambingan?
bhi: sige. mauna ako.
after 5 mins..
bhi: kunyare nasa hotel tayo. i will lock the door to our room while kissing you passionately on the door. ill gently lie you down on the bed trailing kisses on your cheeks to your ear. suck your earlobe gently and lick the hole. ill whisper i love you while im removing the straps of your bra.
napalunok ako when i received this message. aminado ako, nakapanuod na ako ng porn and read playboy, fhm, and my fave, cosmopolitan mag. pero this is the first time that i read something that i imagined someone doing to me. nakakakilig.
bhi: oh, ikaw naman.
me: i wouldn’t know what to do.
bhi: dont worry, pag nagkita tayo, ill guide you. kelan ka ba uwi?
me: 18. oathtaking ko sa 19 weh.
bhi: punta ako bahay niyo. do you have your own room?
me: ou naman. 2nd floor room ko. ill text you later, tawag na ko ni dad.
bhi: ok. loveu.
no reply. i didnt even know kung mahal ko na nga siya. masyadong mabilis ang mga pangyayari. one day im single and that afternoon i experienced my first kiss and boom! may girlfriend na ako!
the day of our flight back, i texted her that ill text her pag nasa airport na kami. hindi na siya nagreply at hindi na ako umasa na pupunta siya sa bahay dahil kahit postman, naliligaw papunta sa amin (late ang first bill ko sa credit card dahil nadelay ang acct statement ko dahil naligaw ang postman).
sa wakas. home sweet home. namiss ko ang room ko pati ang anak ko (not may true daughter, niece ko siya na sa amin nakatira na ang tawag sa akin ay momsy). i texted her na nasa house na ako.
bhi: nasa basketball court ako, hindi mo lang ako pinansin.
wtf! siguro sa pagod ko ay hindi ko siya nakita. nagpaalam ako sa bahay na may susunduin ko lang friend ko sa court. excuse ko? nanghihiram ng books and review materials. naniwala naman sila syempre.
pagdating ko sa court..
bhi: hi. namiss kita.
me: ako din. 
tara, ill introduce you to my family.
pagbalik ko sa bahay, ipinakilala ko siya sa family ko as my bestfriend. my mom stereotypes bisexuals and lesbians and she’s not very fond of same sex relationships esp if her daughters are involved (2 lang kaming magkapatid, both girls pa).
me: mom, akyat lang kami. unpack and halungkat lang ako books for bhi.
mom: sige. bumaba na lang kayo pag nagutom kayo.
me: ok. yung cassava cake nasa pink na plastic bag, baka mapanis. kakainin ko pa yan. hehe..
at umakyat kami sa room ko. maliit lang un, 1 queen sized uratex foam (no bed, jap style kasi room ko kaya sahig lang ako natutulog), 1 cabinet for my clothes that doubles as tv and dvd table, at isang bookshelf na puno ng libro: nursing and fiction and mags. mahilig kasi ako magbasa. umupo ako sa foam. nahiga sa pagod. ni.lock niya ang door ko at tumabi sa akin.
bhi: pagod ka ba? gusto mong umuwi na ako?
me: pipikit lang ako. ang tagtag ng flight namin weh. umulan pa sa airport pagka.land ng plane. 5 mins.
pumikit ako. pero nagulat ako ng may naramdaman akong dumampi sa labi ko.
bhi: 30 mins kang nakatulog. i kissed you to wake you up. uwi na lang ako kung pagod ka na.
me: sorry! nah, ok na ako. promise.
bhi: promise?
and as a yes, i kissed her. sa lips. doing what she did to me the last time we were together. i gently sucked her lower lip and she quickly responded by sliding her tongue into mine. she massaged my tongue and gently sucked it. i mimicked it and i felt her hands sliding inside my shirt. im still wearing my jacket so i removed them while she is removing the straps of my bra. we stopped kissing when she removed my shirt. she then massaged my breast while trailing kisses from my lips to my chin to my neck. she gently licked her way up to my ear and sucked my earlobe. i was ecstatic. im so aroused that i did the same to her. i gently flet my way up her shirt. she held my hand and whispered “no massage, just play with my nipples”. and so i obliged. i just played with her nipples using my thumb and forefinger. i removed her shirt and gently sucked on one of her tits. she moaned softly so i continued doing it alternately on her tits. she lifted my head from her chest and kissed them again while she’s playing with my nipples to. im so wet. i can feel my undies getting soaked. she then sucked and played with my nipples using her tongue while her hand is crawling down my shorts. she unzipped my shorts and inserted her hands under my undies. “basa ka na”, she told me and started playing with my clit. fudge! it was heaven. i have touched myself in the past but this is nothing like that. i cant helped it. i moaned and just let myself go with the flow. she then completely removed my shorts and undies and went down on me. she licked my clit and gently sucked on it. i can feel the tip of her finger on my hole. she stopped what she was doing and i looked at her. she looked at me like she was asking for permission to do what she wants to do. she knew im a virgin. i gently nodded and she massaged outside my hole. it felt so good. she then gently inserted her middle finger and i let out a little cry of pain.
bhi: masakit ba?
me: medyo. pero kaya kong tiisin.
bhi: sabihin mo lang, titigil na ko.
me: anu ka ba, ituloy mo na. nandyan ka na weh. la ng atrasan to.
bhi: ok.
she went down on me again. sucking on my clit while thrusting her finger back and forth my hole. she slipped another finger but i didnt care. i was so high and so close to climaxing that i started giving her directions.
me: oh! harder! faster. malapit na ko!!! aaaaah!!
she thrusts faster and faster and i felt my pussy tightened around her fingers. i came, multiple times. its so good. my heart was racing when i pulled her head back to me and kissed her on the lips. i can taste my sweet love juices on her lips. i was tired but i know that she has needs to.
me: ikaw naman.
bhi: alam mo ba gagawin mo?
me: excuse me, licensed nurse ako. mabilis naman akong matuto weh.
so we exchanged positions and she’s beneath me. i kissed her on the lips and slowly made my way to her breast with my lips. i sucked and played and pinched her nipples and she is moaning with pleasure. i trailed kisses on her tummy and licked her navel while im removing her pants. as soon as i touched her pussy, she moaned. she’s so wet. i made circular motions with my fingers on top of her clit. i may be new to this but im not dumb, i watched porns and read cosmo often so i know i few tricks by theory and experimented them on her. i continued massaging her clit while sucking on her nipples. i then gently inserted my middle finger on her pussy and she moaned with pleasure. i thrust my fingers back and forth aiming for the deepest part of her pussy. i also tried to stimulate her g.spot by bending my finger a little and rubbing it on the inside top part of her pussy. she’s moaning and her breathing is not normal anymore and i knew she’s about to come. i then thrust harder and deeper and i felt her juices flowing to my hands. she moaned and looked at me and smiled.
bhi: i love you. galing mo wah. san mu natutunan yun?
me: i read. ahahahaha!!
and she kissed me on the lips. full of love and passion. i kissed back. trying to convey what i am feeling through that kiss. i knew then that im starting to love her. i had never felt this kind of passion, love, and trust from anybody before. and i had never felt brave and trusting and secured with anybody else before her. i had given myself completely to her and there’s no turning back now.
hope you enjoyed reading!
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