This is not an erotic story. These are simply my thoughts. my way of thanking PL community as I bid goodbye.
I was checking some themes written by my students when this idea entered my mind.
Why is PL important to me?
Why are we all here?
Have you ever thought of that?
I happen to find PL by accident. I was looking for related Literature and studies written by Filipinos about Process-genre approach to writing for my thesis when this site opened.
I began reading, true to the saying, nakakapalibog, yes nililibugan talaga ako when I read some of the stories posted. The very first past that I read that really caught my attention was a the Love Forbidden by fairybelle. I was moved by this story. Somehow, I found myself registering as a member of the community and without introducing myself, I began to comment, until I was inspired to write because I too have a story to share.In Pl I can be whatever I wanted to be.It was like a dream come true. I continued to write, what I do outside, I applied in PL with a different genre of course.
I was happy for a while; I was able to share my thoughts, my feelings, opinions and my stories.
I learned to love PL that I became addicted to it. The truth is until now I have to work double time to make up for my back log in paper works.
Then I met friends, I entered controversies, I too have been attached to some issues of which I claim to be untrue…”WALANG NANLOKO SAKIN DITO SA PL.,HINDI AKO NAGING MATRONA .KAHIT KAILAN,WALA AKONG BINIBIGYAN NG PERA”
I gave away my Love in PL, the guy I have been with for some time, with which I promised forever. I don’t know if I regret doing it. But I never had time to think about it. Maybe I have said some words to ease my pain, but I never meant to hurt anyone. I love them both so much, that I don’t want my sacrifice to be in vain. I always pray that everything will come to its purpose. I have embraced the pain for friendship and love to grow.
I found friends in PL. Whom I’m grateful enough. I was honored to be able to see them for real thru pics and cam. we share others insights, stories, without even being judged because of what I’ve written.
They’ve seen the real me, they’ve heard, the real me, not the FEMMEOIR but the real me.
I may have lost a lover but I am happy I found friends.
But now I have to leave PL, so that I may have the Peace I wanted in life. Each issues and controversies made me feel bad and because of that I had to stay away. Im no longer happy in PL because of this.
I entered a happy PL, but Im leaving a troubled one. I wish all the differences be settled, we are a community of great minds. No one is above each of us. Im only a dot in this site, but I always wish everything will be fine for everyone.
To WOB, thank you for giving me RH and BB.. they become the sister I always dream of.
To RH, wherever you are, I love you girl, though I had to stay away from you you’ll always be a sister for me. I’m sorry if I caused you pain too,I never meant it to be.Maybe my impulsiveness, my being so trusting, being so tactless, childish and a brat brought all of this, but still its unforgivable because I hurt you. as I have said I love you sis.
To John michael1208 thank you for the kind words the advices and
Padi, cute ka talaga. promise pig orgulyo taka ki BB and kan nahiling ka, tama daa ako, cute ka talaga.
To Edward47, thank you for listening to my story, you didn’t judge me for doing so..Oh well pwede pa din naman akong maging relay station kung di pa din binibigay and number sayo..believe me di ka naman magsisisi.
To fairybelle, thanks sis for being such a positive influence to me…Ganda ng ngiti mo palagi, kaya nga po nahahahawa ako sayo..Ill always look forward na makachat ka.
To hornydad, uy salamat ha nakakwentuhan kita, and promise po, naalala ko sayo ang love ko dati…pareho kayo ng built ng katawan…hehehehehe
haizzzz reminiscing….pero totoo….kaya lang hmmm di ko pa din yun ipagpapalit..yun pa din ang mas gwapo. oh well di kita pwedeng tawaging neil..pero siguro pareho kayo horny.
To BB..salamat sis for being always there……………..
dots lang yan kasi di pa tayo tapos…sensya na kasi po mas matanda ako sayo pero parang ate kita…..sowee sa sakit ng ulo na binibigay ko dati…
Kay Mr Truth…salamat sa mga comment…di mo ako inaaway…ngayon pwede na po…kasi nag emote na ako….
To the guys out there…thanks for the comments…negative man o positive….
I loved PL because of you…
So long……farewell
May the force be with Us all…