Three years ago, I was a virgin. Everything I’ve learned about sex, I’ve learned from occasionally watching porn, or reading adult magazines. The first time I read a magazine dedicated to sexual stuffs, I was fucking aroused. And I hated it. I was young, studying in a catholic school. (shoutout to all catholic schoolgirls here)
You know what they teach in school. Sex is bad. Sex is dirty. Sex is taboo.
But come on.. All of us went through that period. Right? Back then, just the words, “boobs” “vagina”, and I felt my hormones raging. Hey, I’m just a girl. A suppressed horny girl in denial. I hated myself whenever I felt hot. When I first found out about the tingly sensation by touching my pussy, ohmygad. I did it often during baths and showers. I felt super horny watching scandals after scandals. I touched myself everywhere.. Including my growing breasts and its increased sensation. But in real life, I’m still the normal girl that I am. I’m still the same in every way, except in one.. I’m now more sexually and sensually aware.
Fast forward a few years. I met someone. Became friends. Became special friends. Had my first real sex with him. Been friends with benefits for a while. Became complicated. But we realized, we do want to be in each other’s lives. Now, I’m not a virgin anymore. Far from it, to say the least. Had my share of romantic evenings, super quickies, motel escapades and public places. Before, I held on to my virginity for so long, because I’d want to save it til marriage. But then, I realized that my virginity is not just supposed to be given to someone like a gift. It’s more of a precious thing to be shared with someone.
So there. Lust and love. Best things in the world.
How about you PL readers, how did you lose your virginity? For guys, you were virgins too.