i strongly suggest you play the songs i was playing here 
. although, the songs do not indicate how long each scene took. i just highlighted the good ones.. 
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some people go for rock…bosa nova… or other genre..
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i go for this to calm myself…
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i stretched… laid on my side… and texted kiel…
“babe, please come here after work…. “
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pikit ulit… my fingers tracing my cleavage now…
then there was a knock..
“fianne, you okay?” it was rai…..
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i ignored it for a while..sobrang bad mood ayoko din magsalita….
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i opened my eyes again. i swear i dont want to think about this.
then i answered rai…
“yes rai, sorry teka lang….” yet i didnt move… i continued tracing my body with my fingers..
“aright then, ill be here lang sa sala, im fixing jes’ pc… ” so i guess he left my door now..
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still staring up… sighs once in while… my fingers moving from my cleavage, down to my tummy…
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i sighed again… closed my eyes… ang bigat sa pakiramdam eh… i breathed deep.. hoping the lust that these songs summon will eat up the bad feeling im having…
i traced sa puson ko… really close to my panties…. tracing its line… inserted a finger slowly moving sa side…. i raised my other hand… gently holding on to the sheet… i raised my right leg… my fingers moving to my inner thigh… moving up to my stomach again… to my cleavage….then covered my eyes again…
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…. i ought to get something.. or someone… banas ako.. sobra…
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i sat up…opened my eyes… then stood up… my other hand still tracing my breasts, i walked toward the door…
i hope i can pull off a good smile for this… then opened it.. rai was just sitting across me, in front of the pc,…topless and wearing cargo shorts..
i leaned against the door, then called his attention… “hey rai, alam mo ba anong oras makakauwi si kiel?”
lumingon sya, “oh….” he looked at me, squinted, smiled.
“well?” i asked again. no i dont want sex from him right now…yet i guess it shows that im a bit horny.
“uhm. i dont know doll, pero i think pauwi na yun, may dinaanan lang naman yun sa office daw…”
“aright then, ” the ignored him again…. i dont really know what i want now, i asked for company yet i dont think i can handle talking to people for now…i went back in my room. left the door open…. went back to lying in my bed, the lights were still closed yet the light from the door was, well, lets say naka spotlight sa katawan ko… i continued listening to my song.. touching myself again..
i was getting horny then, i dont know if i should wait for kiel or go for rai instead.. he’s already here anyway, and i really need a stress release. tonight i wont be their fuckdoll.
i guess half an hour already passed… robin thicke’s sex therapy’s playing now…
i was too busy trying to calm myself down that i didnt notice the guy standing by the door…
“problem doll?” he asked..a voice i’d know…
“bad mood lang… ”
“can i come in?” he asked, sometimes when you feel really bad, it helps that someone tames you, yung maingat kang kakausapin… lalapitan..he moved to the side of my bed.. i love his smell, the mix of good pabango, with a hint of nicotine… a hunter’s scent as i call it… i dont like guys who smoke but, this gets me…
“mind if i sit here?”
“yea sure..” i sighed..i opened my eyes again then laid on my side “sorry im being like this..” i tried to smile..
“what’s it about? ” he sat and leaned on the bed’s headboard just beside me..
“mhmmm…. ” i sat up… leaned against the headboard as well
“well?”
“i really wouldn’t want to talk about that right now….” i moved on top of him, sat down… and he placed his hands on my thigh…
“oh…” he got a bit suprised i guess.. thats it, im getting a good stress release… with both my hands i leaned against the wall, slowly i began grind against him, with the song im singing in my head… without second thoughts i started kissed his chin… slowly… up his sexy goatie… his lower lip… he opened his just a bit, i didnt kiss him… i licked his lips.. gently… his hand moving up to my hips… fingers tracing my pelvic bone that he told me he really liked… i can sense his concern since he still wouldnt grab me….
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“really babe, tell me” he asked, his hands moved up to my waist, to my shoulders, my arms…he tried to pull it down… then held my hand… “fianne…sorry ramdam ko bigat ng pakiramdam mo…”
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i breathed deeper, sighed…. “sshhhh…” i tried to hush him, my kisses going to his right jaw line.. gently licking it up to his ear… i dont want to talk about it… not now…
“pwede mamaya na…” i said… ”mhmm” i felt him getting annoyed…. i really felt sorry, i know he’s concerned and all, he rarely sees my like this anyway…
“please babe, ill tell you later…. just… ” i pushed him against the headboard… kisses going down his neck.. he was breathing deeply…. his eyes were closed…
“i want your hands on my back..” he followed… tracing my back.. from my shoulders, to my bra…going to my lower back…. i arched… for some reason im happy that i was lustful, rather than mad, and angry… my other hand leaning against his chest…went down to his stomach.. kisses following it… down to his crotch… i can feel his cock.. hard… i smiled… well at least im turning him on…
i raised his shirt up… my kisses went from the side his waist,..
“uhh..” he let out a slight groan.. that still gets him… i raised it higher… to his broad chest….kissing him still… licking a bit.. gave him a random bite..
“urgh… fck..” he was breathing deeper…he took off his shirt… leaving him with just his pants… i moved higher.. my hand on his head… i pulled him to face the other way by his hair, kissed his bare neck… a few kisses, bites, licks…i hope he’s enjoying this as much as i do.. i kept grinding on him, harder… pulled his head in between my breasts.. he began licking them..
“yes babe,… uhmm..” i moaned…. his kisses were going to my shoulders.. then back to my breasts again.. licking them slowly.. he moved my bra he could kiss my nipples, as he did he made me arch back again… i was hugging his head…. then his tongue flickered against my hard nipples… “mhmmf…” i bit my lip… still keeping the slow teases… i was on deep breaths as well…
“fuck..” i sighed as he stoped and smiled at me… i gave him a quick kiss..went down kissing him again… my fingers lingering on his arm as he was holding mine… then i stopped… leaned my forehead against his chest…
“babe its okay, tell me…”
“shhh…” kissed his chest again… going down… my other hand now grabbing his crotch…i guess im 7/10 out of my bad mood now..nothing beats sex after a fight… well.. unless you include good food….
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the song finished… it’s the weeknd’s wicked games that’s playing now…
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the beat started playing… slow….
“promise to tell me later babe…sorry…” i can feel him trying to resist… its rare that he does this…yet his hands were still touching my body… back to my arms..
“i will… just.. shh… ” i dont want to listen. no, i dont want to whine… not when im this hot and im loving my playlist…each beat makes me want to grind harder against him.. bite every after sweet kisses…. each of it getting closer to his crotch… i unbuttoned his pants… he was brushing my hair… still trying to hold on to my other hand…
to be continued.....
i hope you enjoyed this one. i decided to cut it here bigla….will be posting the next part soon…
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i made a facebook account. feel free to add Fianne Elisse as i might be posting links to my other stories there,
as well as a few teasers once in a while.