“Stop,you’re hurting me!” Saway ni Ryan sa kanya.
Napatigil si Anne. Bumalik pala ang kamay niya sa pagkalalaki ni Ryan. Napahigpit yata ang hawak niya rito nang magsimula siyang maglakbay-diwa.
Puno ng pagtataka ang mga mata ni Ryan nang titigan niya ito. She bowed down to take his manhood in her mouth but Ryan stopped her again.
“I dunno what’s happening to you. But you don’t have to do anything if hindi mo kaya.” Sambit ni Ryan.
Ito ang unang beses na may lalaking nakahimig ng nararamdaman niya. Genuine concern was in Ryan’s eyes. How sensitive, she whispered. Tinabig nya ang kamay nito.
“Kaya ko naman, Nerdy Boy. Watch me.” And she ducked down again. She tasted him and kissed every angle of his manhood. Bumabaon sa bedsheet ang mga kamao ni Ryan. Anne teased him with her tongue. Biro ng kaklase niya dati na mas arousing daw ang pagsusulat ng Chinese scripts gamit ang dila while doing the BJ, marami raw kasing strokes. Anne knew two Mandarin characters and used her tongue to brand Ryan’s manhood. Narinig nya ang buntunghininga ni Ryan sa ginawa niya. She took him fully inside her mouth. Her tongue still trying to wriggle inside. Ryan put his hands on her shoulders.
Pakiramdam ni Ryan ay napakabait ng karma sa kanya. Naghain yata ang mga diwata ng katropa nila sa harapan niya. Wala syang magawa kundi bumuntung-hininga at tumingala sa ligayang dulot ng babaeng nasa pagitan ng mga hita niya ngayon. Pero hindi maalis sa isip ni Ryan ang poot na nasilayan niya kanina sa mukha nito. He’s thinking if sa kanya ito galit or may alaalang nanggugulo rito. Either way, he hated to see it again. Shemay, how can she still pleasure me kahit may umi-stress dito.Bulong niya sa sarili. Malapit na syang labasan sa ginagawa nito. Nakatambad sa harap niya ang makinis nitong likuran. Nanunukso ang puwitan ng dalaga. Ang ganda ng hugis nito at alam niyang malambot itong hawakan. Pero isa lang ang gusto niyang gawin doon sa mga oras na ito. He lifted Anne’s face from his crotch. Dinaganan niya ito and he landed on her buttocks. He heard Anne’s muffled protests pero hindi niya pinakinggan. He squeezed her butt, kissed each hump and bit them. Anne screamed and struggled to get up. Ryan laughed and rolled over. Bumangon si Anne at pinaghahampas siya.
“Pervert k a ba?Anung klaseng trip yon!” Bulyaw nito sa kanya. Patuloy sya nitong pinaghahampas and she ended up straddling him.
Natatawa lang na iniwasan ni Ryan ang mga hampas ng dalaga. When Anne rode him, he held her waist at habang busy ito sa paghampas sa kanya, he aimed his manhood to what’s inside her lap. He entered her fast and smooth. Natigil sa paghampas si Anne and she moaned aloud. Nang mahimasmasan, she dropped her hands. And looked at him dangerously.
“At.. ngayon…uhm… hin-di…ah.. ka pa nagpaalam… na…. papasok ka na!” Nanghihinang bulyaw ni Anne. Nagsisimula na kasing kumilos si Ryan.
Ryan got up and hugged her. Mahirap ang posisyong iyon but he wanted to enclose her in his arms. Dahan dahan lamang ang ginawa niyang pagkilos. Tila pinaghehele niya ang war-freak na babaeng ito. He can feel Anne’s heartbeat going back to its normal beat. Even when she’s mad, nakakahalina pa ring pagmasdan ang mukha nito. Anne is not the beauty queen type. But her face is intriguing. Bawat ekspresyon nito ay parang problema sa trigonometry. Magulo sa unang tingin. Ngunit saka mo maiintindihan kung muli mong pag-aaralan. And the moment you solved it, parang mas gumanda ang sikat ng araw. Funny how he can have this assessment about this stranger.
Anne thought this must be love-making and not sex. Pero pinalis nya sa isip ang ideyang iyon. Matagal na niyang napaghiwalay ang pag-ibig at pagtatalik sa dalawang may divider na dimension. She had met men she liked not just in bed. Pero ayaw niyang umiyak gaya ng mommy niya. Ayaw niyang maramdamang iwanan ng minamahal. Sa murang edad, ginawa na niyang manhid ang sarili sa pagmamahal. Career woman sya. At sa tatahakin niyang landas, hindi niya siguro malalasap ang magmahal at mahalin. Bawat pagniniig ay paraan lamang ng sandaling paglimot at ng pangangalap ng kwento. But Ryan’s gentleness made her dream that maybe, lovemaking is possible. That she can merge love and sex. To give not just her body, but her soul as well. Anne resisted the thought. She kissed Ryan torridly and moved fast. She pulled him on top of her and raked his hair. She arched her hips to meet his thrusts. She pulled his hair until he winced and she whispered.
“Ryan, I want it rough.”
Hinintay ni Anne ang dahas ng pag-angkin ni Ryan. Pero wala. Parang batis na wagas ang galaw ng binata.
“Ano bang…?” Simula ni Anne.
“Shh…I’ll direct the flow, Ms. Film Major.” Saway ni Ryan. Makikipagtalo pa sana si Anne pero kinintalan siya ni Ryan ng halik sa noo at ngumiti ito. Naku po, nag-eempake na ang puso ni Anne sa hot nerd na ito.
Tila inuugoy ng mahinang alon ang galaw nila ni Ryan. Nagtataka si Anne kung bakit hindi naging hayok si Ryan sa mga sinabi at ginawa niya rito. With other men, everything she did was a mantra for them to get rough and dirty. Mas ok yun for her. The rougher they get, mas lumalayo sila sa kalooban niya. Pinapagod ni Anne ang mga ex lovers niya at ang sarili niya rin in the process. Gusto niya, after all the hot happenings, they would be too breathless to be cheesy before the goodbyes. And Ryan is going against that rule. Isa pa, he’s too sweet. Too caring. Parang virgin sya kung hawakan nito. Gusto niyang mainis. Pero umuusbong ang isang panibagong emosyon para kay Ryan. Naisip na lang ni Anne na isa itong magandang alaala. Once, she was treated properly in a one night stand. She sighed and let go. Weird at gusto niyang iyakan ang nangyayari. She will go away tomorrow. That’s the rule. She will just cherish this memory. This rainy summer night. This man.
Ryan sensed Anne’s sadness again. Anu bang nangyayari sa babaeng ito? Mas mabilis pa sa weather magbago ng mood. He pushed harder inside her. Hinigpitan niya ang yakap dito. What is happening to you, Beautiful Stranger?” Naisip niya. May boyfriend ba ito at may problema sila ngayon? Hay… Parang ayaw niyang isiping may nobyo ito. Ryan kissed her to erase those sadness sa mga mata nito. Patuloy niya itong hahalikan hanggang sa ngumiti ito ulit. Hay, inis niyang untag sa sarili. Now where did that thought come from?
Masuyo ang mga halik ni Ryan which confused Anne more. She had been kissed countless of times. Isang halik lang, she can get the message already. Merong kung humalik sa kanya e parang mauubusan ng labi. It means, matagal na walang sex si gago so she’s going in for a long tiring night. Merong parang tumitikim ng putahe sa pyesta. One wrong move and she will be driven home without orgasm. Mayroong nag-eeksperemnto. Kung anu-anong tricks ang pinagagawa sa labi at dila niya. But Ryan’s kisses are doing something more. The kiss wanted her to feel at peace. Parang gusto nitong alisin ang pait sa buhay nya. The kiss seemed like a promise. Hay, Anne hated promises. Like she hated Santa Claus. And all the Disney fairytales. Ryan’s kisses were trying to make her believe in them.
She kissed him like a porn star. Ayaw niyang mabura nito ang mga bakod na pilit niyang itinayo para ingatan ang kalooban niya. Tama na. Sex lang ang gusto ko. Pag-uulit niya sa sarili. Tinutupok niya ng pagnanasa si Ryan. Thru her kisses, nais niyang itaboy ang kabutihan nito. Nais niyang iparamdam dito na hindi possible ang fairytales. Magsex na lang tayo. She made an effort to get up. Nagpaubaya si Ryan. She was straddling him again. Hinablot niya ang sinturon at tinali ang mga kamay ng binata sa headboard. Wonder was written on his face. But she paid no attention. She moved on top of him, her one hand on his shoulder. The other on his leg for support. She moved harder and faster. Napapagod na sya pero ayaw na niyang makontrol pa ni Ryan. She fucked him until her muscles ached. Shi didn’t stop kahit nangisay na sya sa orgasm. She didn’t stop kahit kanina pa nagriring ang cellphone nya. Nakapikit lamang si Ryan at panay ang buntong-hininga. She leaned and kissed him tenderly as she tried to move her hips wildly. Ryan whimpered and shook his tied hands. Anne kissed him with all the passion she knew as she felt another series of orgasm. She did not slow down. She did not stop kissing him. Ryan is moaning loudly between her kisses. He’s near.
Anne let go of his lips and Ryan is moaned louder. Sumasagot na rin pataas ang hips nito. Anne smiled as her nth orgasm came. Just before he reached his orgasm, nakawala si Ryan sa pagkakatali niya at yumakap kay Anne. He felt all the energy drain from him. Napalitan ito ng kakaibang paikaramdam.
Parang gusto niyang sumigaw sa itaas ng bundok at magpatihulog pababa. Binagsak niya ang ulo sa balikat ni Anne nang maubos ang pag-agos ng likido mula sa kanyang pagkalalaki. Humihingal sya. Anne, caressed his hair. She hummed a song at iyon ang huling natandaan ni Ryan nang gabing iyon.
Amoy ng sinangag ang gumising kay Ryan kinabukasan. Hindi muna siya dumilat. Inimagine niya na nasa kusina si Anne, wearing nothing but a big t-shirt and preparing breakfast. Napangiti si Ryan sa pangarap na iyon. At lalong tumigas ang pagkalalaki niya nang simulan niyang isipin how he will make love to her on the dining table.
Tinakbo niya pababa ang kusina hoping to see the girl in his dream. Pero isang plato ng singangag ang nandoon at piniritong ham and egg. Nandoon din sa mesa ang hindi niya natapos na sketch ng mukha ni Anne. Hinanap niya sa buong bahay ang dalaga. Pero wala na rin ang gamit nito. Bumalik siya sa kusina. Miuli niyang dinampot nag sketch. May sulat sa likod nito: Finish this.
Gustong matawa ni Ryan. Paano nya gagawin iyon kung wala na ang modelo?