The day I played God

Author Name: femmeoir | Source: pinoyliterotica.com

The day i played God
I though it was alright
i was not thinking of myself but I was thinking of my love…

I wanted him to be happy
because I know I cant give him myself
so I tried to find someone
Whom I think would fit him best

I gave away my love
without asking him if its alright
instead i tried to hurt him
telling him i have another guy
then things will fall apart so that he can be with my chosen gal

I only think of what I can give him
but never thought of the feelings
of the two person I tried to match
I thought of only happiness
but it seems Ive done wrong
because instead of happiness
i made others fall.

I know I cant repair things
of which I was way to fast to move
but i regret the day I played God
because now I met my doom.

I love the two person I tried to match
but I didnt give them time,
I didnt give him chance to say
his feelings so it seems
if he wants to let go or not
though i said id do the same

I wanted him to show his feelings
he always hid from me
if i was loved or not
but i felt it all from him

i wish i didnt play God
but the devil I may have been
because i hurt the two person i love
the day i match them in.

i love you guys….im sorry …my situation lead me to do it because i want you both to be happy….i wanted so much to sacrifice for both of you…now I have revealed the truth to him….BY Gods grace I leave it all..SO HELP ME GOD..