The Best Story I’ve Read in PL (White Flowers:Repost)

This is a REPOST so please refrain from saying that this is a REPOST!!!

Credits to doggs_starr for making such a wonderful story, to pinoytambay and mywap where I found a copy of this story.

*kahit ilang ulit ko nang nabasa ang story na to, it still gives me the same thrill like I read it the first time. I just wanna share this to you again since there’s no link to this story anymore, pinagtyagaan ko hanapin sa ibang site and post it here again.*



Author: doggs_starr

Author’s Note: This is a true story but the names of the characters, places and even their nationalities are altered to protect their identities.

“Ako si Felippe Anselmo Blancaflor Montecristo, my parents are both half-Filipino-half-Spaniard. Though my parents both grew up in Spain, they settled here in the Philippines months before I was born. Now, I’m turning 25 and still single. I don’t consider myself a Spaniard because I’m a Filipino and I grew up here in our country.

I took up Mechanical Engineering, consistent dean’s lister and graduated with honors when I was 21. Right after I graduated from a prestigious university in Katipunan, I battled the licensure exam and made it to the top. Hindi pa ko nakuntento, I studied fine arts and graduated at a public university at Q.C. near an all-girls school a year ago.

I thought being a licensed Mechanical engineer and an artist will make my life and my days exciting. I thought I got everything that I need but my life is still gray.

Meron pang kulang sa pagkatao ko at pilit kong hinahanap iyon!”

FLASHBACK

13 years ago, month of January while walking inside the school hallway…

Me: Patay, nakalimutan ko na naman gumawa ng assignment!

Sofia: As always, Elmo!

Me: Pakopya na lang ako, Fie?!

Sofia: Hay naku, may magagawa pa ba ko? Lagi naman ka naman nangongopya sakin simula nung grade 1 tayo!

Me: Kaya nga love na love kita kc hindi mo ko pinapabayaan.

Sofia: Wag mo na ko bolahin, kailangan ilibre mo ko mamaya ng cake…

Me: Any flavor basta meron white flower design sa middle…I know what you really like…as always!!!

Sofia: Magkaliwanagan nga tayo Elmo, kung hindi mo tutulungan sarili mo hindi na rin kita tutulungan. May utak ka naman tamad ka lang talaga!

Me: Wait! Best friend, are you mad at me? All these years ngayon lang kita nagalit sa ‘kin. What’s wrong? May nagawa ba kong mali?

Sofia: Evrything’s wrong everytime na kinukunsinti ko yang katamaran mo!

Me: I’m sorry, all these times kala ko tinutulungan mo ko and ok sa’yo yun. Hindi pala. Don’t worry I’ll try to make it all by myself from now on…

Sofia: It’s different from what you think Elmo. I always love that we do our home works together, I always love teaching you in our lesson pero kailangan mo matuto on your own.

Me: Yes I will pag wala ka na..(said jokingly with a smile).

Sofia: Soon you will (with a sad face).

ell rings)

Me: Come on let’s go!

I took her hand and we hurriedly went up stairs to the class room.

Maria Sofia Almonte Simoncelli is my bestfriend since we were in 1st grade. Their house is just a block away from ours. Her mother is from a prominent family in Visayas who married a half-Italian. We met while our parents is in a homeowner’s meeting in the clubhouse. I can still remember teasing her as lampayatot while she ran after me and give a pinch when she caught me. She is my childhood friend that I will never forget.

Month of March, Graduation day…

Emcee: The Valedictorian is Maria Sofia Simoncelli!!!

(Everyone clapping and cheering)

After the ceremonies, my classmates and I took pictures. And decided to approach my best friend to congratulate her and to take pictures of us together…

Me: Congrats best friend!

Sofia: Thanks…

Me: Have you decided kung san ka papasok ng high school?

Sofia: No, not yet…

Me: Sana pareho tayo ng school para naman hindi ako mahiya sa mga magiging bagong classmates ko. At least andun ka kaya meron na ko kakilala.

Sofia: My parents are planning to settle at Milan for good. Sabi ni dad lolo is not good anymore. Maaaring hindi na sya magtagal ng ilang months. Dad wants us to be on lolo’s side during his last days here. I’ll be studying at Milan and since lolo wants us to be there, ipapamana na lang daw nya kay dad yung family house nila sa Milan.

Me: Whatta!!! (shoked)

Sofia: Promise me you’ll be good…

Me: Kailan nyo balak umalis?

Sofia: Maybe a week or two.

Me: Mamimiss kita ng sobra. (with a teary eyes).

Sofia: Ako din naman mamimiss kita.

After that day, wala na ko sinayang na araw. I always make it a point na lagi ako nsa bahay nila Sofia. Everytime na wala ako sa kanila, I make things na pwede nya baunin sa pag alis nya para hindi nya makalimutan ung friendship namin. It always comes to my mind what she always tells me every time that I ask her of what makes her smile or what’s her favorite pastry. “I love sweets. Chocolates, candies, cakes, and even cookies. It’s better when it has a white flower design on the middle ‘coz ill love it more!”

I always bring her cakes and cookies with white flower sugar candy in the middle every time na pumupunta ko sa kanila

The day came na kailangan na nila umalis. I’ll be losing the most special girl in my life. My best friend and my confidant since wala naman ako ibang kilala dito sa subdivision naming

Sofia: Promise me to be good and study hard, ok?

Me: Yes I will

Sabay abot ng bunch of yelloy with white tulips in the middle. It made her cry that’s why I ran away from her before they left. I can not face the reality seeing her leaving. I immediately ran up the attic and stare at the blues sky while the tears are rushing down my cheeks.

“I can’t face the thought of you leaving, so take me along I swear I’ll be strong if you take me wherever you go. I want to learn the things that you know. I know that whatever you do, I’ll follow you

-Take me I’ll follow obby Caldwell)

FLASHBACK ENDS

“Nobody said it was easy, it’s such a shame for us to part. Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard. I’ll take me back to the start.”

-The Scientist (Coldplay)

Nagising ako with this song. Why am I here? I don’t know this place. Why am I naked? Then suddenly a familiar woman’s voice said:

Woman: Gising ka na pala! Take those paracetamols after eating breakfast. It will be great for you this morning.

Nakapikit ako sa sakit ng ulo. I can’t remember anything last night except I was in a bar drinking and talking to stranger, a woman with voluptuous lips and perfectly trimmed tummy with a head-turning pairs of bomb shells. I can’t even remember her name. All I can remember was her face with a resemblance to a former actress Michelle Bayle.

When I opened my eyes, it was Cassandra or Cassey as I call her. She is a model, a nude model. I got along with her several times when I was having sessions with my fellow artist and by appointment when having a photo shoot. Yes, I’m a photographer too. I take photos of different kinds.

Cassey: Know what, ang daldal mo kagabi!

Me: Why am I here?

Cassey: You passed out after drinking the last shot of the gold!

Me: I don’t really drink.

Cassey: I know! That’s why when I saw you have few drinks to many, I told myself that you’ll gonna be drunk, as drunk as you never did for the rest of your life…hahahahaha!!! (laughing sarcasticly)

Me: I gotta go…

Cassey: Your car was still parked at the bar. We went here at my pad last night with my ride. If you want, I can drop you at the bar.Here’s your car keys.(sabay hagis sakin ng susi).

Me: I can’t remember anything after that conversation with that woman…

Cassey: Martina… That’s her name. She’s my classmate way back in college. We barely know each other but last night was different. She wanted to take you to her pad but I insisted.

Me: Why?

Cassey: Do you think you can still have sex after you passed out? Look at yourself, you’re naked! I tried last night but I failed…hahahahaha!!!

Me: You did?

Cassey: Of course. Wala naman siguro masama kung titikman kita. I heard you’re great in bed and I wanna prove that.

Me: at kanino mo naman nalaman yan?

Cassey: from the other girls at the bar…That’s what they always say after you dumped them. Maraming nagkakandarapa sa’yo pero after mo matikman, iniiwan mo na.

Me: you’re lucky I never did that to you.

Cassey: Maganda naman ako and sexy bakit ayaw mo sakin or sa ibang babae na mnagkaka gusto sayo? Elmo, palay na lumalapit sa manok!

Me: I said I gotta go. Thanks for letting me sleep here. I owe you one.

I hurriedly fixed myself and went down the building to take a cab but Cassey insisted for a ride. I have no choice but to hop in knowing that it’s hard to get a cab in this street of Makati.

Cassey: What’s wrong with you?

Me: What?

Cassey: About what you said last night before you passed out…about your achievements in life, being a licensed engineer and an artist and your boring life? You’re talking last night like you were having a speech and people wants to know everything about you. Sino or ano ba hinahanap mo sa pagkatao mo? Elmo, you got everything that you need.

Me: Ewan ko, hindi ko alam.

Then a long silence.

After a few minutes, we reached the bar and drove my car.

Why did I dreamed of her last night? It was more than 13 years since Sofia left and heard nothing about her. I never received any letters or news from her since then.

On my way home, I decided to pass by at Sofia’s house. It was an old house without anyone inside. It’s been 13 long years and no one occupies that big house. It was sometimes maintained by relatives but doesn’t stay too long. I still remember once, a few men are cleaning the house and trimming the grasses. I decided to ask questions about Sofia and her family but they told me that they don’t know anything about them. That they just accepted the job of cleaning the house.

Another week passed and I decided to pass by at Sofia’s old family house. Few men and women are again trimming the grasses, cleaning the pool and painting the walls. I asked someone what’s going on and if the owners asked them to maintain it again. The man said that within a month, the owners will move in and they will celebrate their daughter’s 25th birthday. I recall that it was Sofia’s birthday this coming May 20th and she’s turning 25 this year. We’re the same age but I’m few months older than her. My heart was pounding with excitement and nervousness upon knowing that Sofia’s going back with in a month.

Three weeks had passed and it seems that this was the longest time of my life. It was 17th of May. I wrapped things up, gather the best suit that I may use on the night of Sofia’s birthday. I planned to get a bouquet of red tulips with a white in the centre. I also plan of giving her a chocolate mousse designed with white flower sugar candy on the centre. Lots of thoughts came into my mind.

Then it was Saturday, 20th of May. I decided to drop by to the office and see if I still have pending works to do. While at the basement parking, I noticed a blue Yamaha big bike same as mine parked across my car. The rider was in black leather jacket, midnight black helmet and in black jeans. I also notice that the rider was looking to my direction but I cannot see the face because of the heavy black tint on its helmet. The rider hurriedly started the engine and you can hear the monstrous roar of his bike and hurriedly made it’s way to the basement parking exit when he noticed that I was looking at him and studying his actions. My heart pounded and asked myself? Was that a stalker or an assassin that follows me? It troubles my mind a little bit and decided to ignore it and kept thinking that it was just a stranger that I encountered at the parking lot and nothing else.

I was getting dressed for Sofia’s birthday when the thought bothers me. Why am I not invited? I knew her since the 1st grade and I’m not invited to her birthday? Baka naman engagement party ang set up and this special day magpo propose ng marriage yung boyfriend nya? Or maybe may asawa na sya kaya kinalimutan na nya lahat ng pinagsamahan naming dalawa? Pero hindi, I made up my mind. I still wanna see her after all these years. What ever happens after we see each other, I’ll take it as a gentleman. I just wanna let her know that I’ve changed and tried my best to be the best that I can be.

I was about to pick up the flowers that I bought on a flower shop when I noticed the blue Yamaha big bike again. This time, it was tailing me. I stopped at the next corner of the street and it passed by but parked a few blocks away from my car the rider went off the bike but didn’t remove its helmet. It was on the same suit when I saw it at the basement parking this afternoon. I decided to take the left street and see if it still follows me. I never saw it since I stopped and I arrived at the flower shop to pick up the bouquet.

I was standing at the gate of Sofia’s house feeling uneasy and nervous with the bouquet on my hand when a man approached me:

Man: Ikaw yung nakatira dun sa kabilang street diba?

Me: Magandang gabi po! Opo ako nga po un.

Man: Halika, Pasok ka.

He guided me inside the house towards the celebrant.

Man: Sylvia, anak mukhang may bisita tayo na gusto kang makilala.

Me: (in my mind) Sylvia? Sinong Sylvia? This was supposed to be Sofia’s birthday celebration.

Woman: Hi, good evening I’m Sylvia.

When I looked at the woman’s face, it was fat with thick eyebrows and her lips was like the lips of the Hollywood celebrity with a surname Tyler. Not Liv Tyler but her father Stephen Tyler of Aerosmith. I simply tore the card at the bouquet and simply kept it inside my pocket.

Me: Paktay kang bata ka!!! Bka mapagkamalan pa kong manliligaw nitong model ng Lydia’s lechon!

Bigla ako ng natauhan.

Sylvia: ah, excuse me! Pipi ka ba?

Me: (Nag iisip ng palusot) Ah, ako nga pala si Elmo, kapitbahay nyo. Dun lang ako nakatira sa kabilang street. I learned na may birthday celebration yung new neighbour naming kaya I decided to drop by and bring some present.

Sylvia: Thanks for the flowers, Elmo. I love tulips!

Me: O, sige alis na ko may pupuntahan pa kasi ako.

Sylvia: ganun? Hindi mo naba ko yayayain sumayaw?

Me: I really have to go. (Sabay talikod at lakad ng mabilis).

Anak ng tipaklong pag mamalasin ka nga naman!!! I hopped in my car and decided to go home since I have nothing left to do. I went up my room and laid my back on my soft bed. I fell asleep and I know I was dreaming again.

FLASHBACK

Sofia: Elmo, wait! Ang bilis mo naman mag bike naiiwan mo na ko.

Me: Dalian mo ang bagal mo naman e

Sofia: Dun muna tayo sa playground, pagod na ko.

Me: Ok sige una na ko dun sumunod ka na lang.

Sofia: Napaka gentleman mo talaga.

Me: Ang tagal mo kasi.

Sofia: So, pag matagal pala ko hindi mo na ko hihintayin?

FLASHBACK ENDS

“And you could trust me not to drink and not to sleep around, if you don’t expect too much from me I might not feel it down. Coz all I really want is to be with you feeling like I matter too. If I hadn’t blown the whole thing years ago I might not be here with you”

-Hey Jealousy (Gin Blossoms)

Nananaginip na naman ako. Napatingin ako sa wrist watch ko. It’s already 9:30. naisip ko maaga pa kaya I decided to take a shower and planned of going out. I told myself that pupunta na lang ulit ako sa bar na lagi kong tinatambayan hoping that there’s a chance na makita ko ulit si Martina, ung kausap kong magandang babae before I passed out the last time I went there. I decided to use my Yamaha big bike para medyo maiba naman and para naman meron akong reason para hindi uminom at malasing.

I was abaout to get off our garage when suddenly a Ducati Monster passed by. I decided to take a 2nd look because I know no one here in our village rides an Italian bike and at this time of the evening. Naisip ko naman na isa sa mga visitors dun sa birthday party.

I was already on my way to Ortigas when the Ducati Monster appeared on my right side and revving up its engine. I answered a rev up to signal that I’m going take his challenge to race on the streets. He took a turn at Ortigas avenue going to C5 and we stopped at the next intersection. He revved up again and look at the red light and look back at me. I nodded and seem to understand that at green light, we will start and whoever at the front will lead the stretch and the one tailing is obliged to take the way. When the light turned green you can hear the roar of two bikes. Parang may halimaw na gustong makawala sa loob ng engine. Nauna agad ung Ducati kaya sinusundan ko lang. I need to overtake para siya naman ang bumuntot sakin at ako ang masusunod sa dadaanan namin. Iwan na iwan ako sa stretch ng Ortigas ave. when I saw him turning right to C5 road. So I just followed him and pumiga ng madiin sa accelerator. I was about a hundred meters behind when I saw his hard light blinks and slowed down near a gasoline station at Tiendesita’s. Tinapatan ko sya and nag isip at para makilala ko kung sino yung laging sumusunod sakin.

Me: Nice bike, brod!

Man: (Just nodded and thumbs-up)

He was about to go again but I insisted.

Me: Teka pare.

He Stopped and inangat ung black tinted glass ng helmet nya. Nagulat ako dahil talagang covered ng bonnet pati yung nose nya. When I saw his eyes, something tells me it’s really different and the eyes of this man really has something. Bago ako bumalik sa katinuan, nawala na sya sa paningin ko. Humarurot na sa C5 road going to Kalayaan and its when I realized that I’m going to somewhere else.

After a few minutes, I arrived at the bar at Ortigas center. Pagpasok ko sa bar, si Cassey agad una kong nakita and surprisingly lumapit sakin and naki pag beso.

Cassey: Buti naman at naisipan mo pumasyal dito. Tagal mo nawala ah.

Me: Stressed ako this past few days. Kailangan ko ng outlet.

Cassey: Then I’ll get naked infront of you. Tonight, if you want. Hahahaha!

Me: Cassey!?!?!

Cassey: Ok sige may ipapakilala na lang ako sayo.

Me: bugaw ka na rin ba ngayon?

Cassey: Sira ulo! You missed the opportunity of knowing her the last time you were here. Ynah….

Then a pretty lady came near us.

Cassey: Ynah, this is Elmo. Elmo, meet Ynah.

Me: Felippe –

Ynah: Felippe Anslemo Blancaflor Montecristo? Cassey told me everything she knows about you. Sabi nya gusto mo daw ako ma meet personally.

Me: Yes. I want to know you formally.

The night was still young and we chatted for hours. We had a few drinks but I managed to keep my alcohol intake tolerable. I don’t know what drives me to ask her some questions.

Me: Have you ever had sex to someone you barely know?

Ynah: No, not yet.

Me: Do you wanna feel the rush?

Ynah: Convince me. (in a seducing tone)

I decided to ask her if she wanna come with me coz I’m gonna get us a room in a nearby hotel. She told me that her pad is not that far and we can stay there if I want. I talked to Cassey for a while and told her that I’m spending the night with Ynah. Don’t bother to look for us coz we’re gonna be busy for the whole night and gave her a naughty smile.

We rode my bike and she told me the direction. After a few minutes, we’re already at the basement parking of the building when I noticed a familiar bike at the corner of the walls. Ynah noticed that I was staring at the bike.

Ynah: Pareho kayo ng bike, oh. Babae ang may ari nyan. A hottie rich girl. She’s got a pad here and as far as I know meron pa silang house sa Dasma.

I never really understand what she said coz my hand was busy caressing her butt and she can feel my manhood on her tummy. Her arms are wrapped around my neck and about to give me kiss. I gave her a gentle kiss and her lips fought back. I inserted my tongue inside her mouth and seek for hers. She was already rubbing my dick and told her to make our way fast to the elevator. She was kissing my neck while we’re inside the elevator when I look at her and signalled rot the camera.

Ynah: Pabayaan mo sila mag enjoy sa show.

We kissed again and squeezed her breast to give the man, if there’s anyone watching a hot scene. We were still kissing when we reached the 16th floor and to our surprise, a woman standing outside the elevator waiting for a ride to go down. I looked at the woman’s face and her eyes are judgmental giving me a sarcastic look. We get off the elevator and let the woman get in. it’s her eyes that bothers me a bit. She’s standing about 5 foot 7 judging from the way she looks, a boyish type of beauty like Gab Dela Merced. She’s got a hair that almost covers her hypnotic eyes. Ynah was about to speak when I kissed her again and lifted her facing each other and she wrapped her legs around my waist. I was kissing and licking her neck when she moaned and said;

Ynah: 1606 (and put the keys inside my pocket).

Me: Ok (gasping)

We reached the door 1606. I’m about to get the keys inside my pocket when she unbuttoned my ply and grabbed my dick inside my pants. I hurriedly inserted the keys to the door knob and pushed it. We were already inside her pad when we started kissing again while her hand was still inside my pants. I was so horny that time and I even forgot the keys at the keyhole. I pushed Ynah at the sofa and told her not to make a single move and I’ll be back in a bit.

When I get the keys and peek if there’s someone saw us, I saw this woman at the elevator again standing at the corner behind the window. It seems that she is longing for a fresh air to breathe. She turned my head towards my direction but before she saw me, I hurriedly closed the door and locked ourselves inside. I told myself that it is gonna be a long night for me and Ynah.

I didn’t saw Ynah at the couch when I turned to her. Instead, I saw her clothes towards the direction of the bathroom. I decided to take my clothes off myself and join her at the shower. It was a great view from the door. She was already naked and you can see the water flowing from her shoulder to her feet and it was even a greater view when she turned around.

Ynah: Join me!

I entered the bathroom and immediately kissed her while caressing her boobs. I gently pinched her pinkish nipples and it was music to my ear hearing her moan. I kissed her ear and her neck. To her shoulder. I was already licking her left breast while my right hand is continuously gently pinching her left nipple and give her occasional bite on her right. She was moaning and eventually her moan became louder. I licked her tummy and kneel. I put her left thigh on my right shoulder to see her shaved pussy next to my face. I gave it a kiss and her her begging for more.

Me: you want this?

Ynah: yes, more please! Wag kang titigil! Putang ina ang sarap!

I inserted my tongue and brushed it up and down.

Ynah: Oooohhhh! Shiiiiiit! Tang ina! Ang galing mo!!!

Me: Say my name!

Ynah.: Elmo, ang galing mo, Elmo!!!

Naramdaman ko na lalabasan na agad sya kya lalo ko pang ginalingan. I will give her the greatest time of her life. Sinipsip ko pa ung clit nya and minsan sinasabayan ko ng finger with my middle and ring fingers. Naramdaman ko ung mainit na liquid na umagos sa fingers ko kaya I took it out and pina sipsip ko sa kanya. Tumagal pa kame sa ganong position and ilang ulit cya nag cum until she told me that she wanna be fair. Ako naman ang pina upo nya sa bowl and sya naman ang lumuhod. My dick was already as hard as steel. She was licking my nipples while caressing my balls. Slowly her kiss goes downwards until it reached the head of my dick. She gave it a lick and slowly put it inside her mouth. My dick was already wet due to her saliva. Ynah spitted on it’s head and put it in her mouth. Paulit ulit nya ginawa yun and palalim na ng palalim ang pagsubo nya sa burat ko hanggang maramdaman ko na umabot na to sa lalamunan nya. I told my self that she was already giving me a deep throat.

Me: Shit! This woman can really give great head!

Naka ilang ulit pa nya ginawa yun at naramdaman ko na lalabasan na rin ako.

Me: Ynah, I’m cumming.

She just looked into my eyes naughtily and lalong bumilis yung pag labas-pasok ng burat ko sa bibig nya. Suddenly pinag stay nya lang yung bibig nya sa ulo ng burat ko habang nilalaro ng dila at mabilis ang pag taas-baba ng kamay nya sa shaft ng burat ko. In a few seconds, I came inside her mouth and she swallows my juice. She even licked my dick like she was cleaning it and her tongue seems to be lokking for some more juice that spilled on it’s shaft.

Tumayo ako at tumapat sa shower. Sumunod naman sya agad at binigyana ako ng passionate kiss. Gumapang sa tenga pababa sa neck, hanggang makrating sa chest ko and suck my nipples. It gave me a hard on again. I told her to lean on the wall. I want to fucked her on doggie position. I squeezed her round but habang kinikiskis ko ung titi ko sa bunagad ng puke nya. Sa sobrang sensation na nararamdaman nya he held my dick and guided it towards inside her pussy. Habang pinapasok ko ung titi ko sa masikip na lagusan nya, my right hand searched for her clit and tickled it. One can be heard inside the bathroom but the rush of water from the shower and her occasional loud moan.

Ynah: Oh! Shit! Baby, that’s great. Do it faster please?

She was begging for more, I thought.

I pumped slowly then fast, I did it several times and you can her beg to fuck her more. Whne I felt na lalabasan na naman ako after a few minutes on that position, I stooped and grabbed her hair and kissd her torridly. Bigla kong hinugot burat ko sa puke nya at tinignan nya ko ng masama na may halong pagkainis.

Me: Don’t look at me like that. It’s not what you think.

Ynah: I already came thrice but I want more. Please?

I gave her a grin and lumayo ako sa kanya and turned the shower off. Lalo syang nainis sa ginawa ko.

Ynah: San ka pupunta?

Umupo ulit ako sa toilet bowl ang held my dick and rubbed it up and down.

Me: Gusto mo to? Get it!

It seems that she knew what I mean kaya lumapit sya sakin and gave me a kiss on my lips. She grabbed my dick, rubbed it and inupuan nya paharap sakin. Basang basa na puke nya kya mabilis to nakapasok. Slowly, gumiling sya while kissing me and my hands are busy caressing her breasts. Hanggang sa bumilis ng bumilis ang pag giling nya at nagtaas baba ng mabilis. Sinasalubong ko na ang bawat ulos nya nang maramdaman ko na naman ang warm liquid na bumalot sa pagkalalaki ko. I told my self na nilabasan na naman cya and I saw it on her facial reaction. Nagtuloy tuloy lang sya sa pag taas baba at bumilis na rin ng bumilis ang pag salubong ko sa bawat ulos nya.

Me: Ynah, are you on pills?

Ynah: no, I’m not.

She felt that I was cumming coz I pumped harder and harder. She stopped and I can feel that her pussy is squeezing my dick inside. She’s giving me a muscle control. I’m about to push her coz I’m gonna blow it inside her but she wrapped me around her arms tightly and before I knew it, I came inside her. We were both panting and took a shower again. I’m speechless and don’t even know how to react coz cumming inside her bothers me most. I only met this girl tonight and we had sex. What if she got pregnant? I’m gonna have a kid out of wedlock and to someone I only knew the name and the place where she lives?

Ynah: bakit ka tahimik? Don’t worry I’m safe!

Me: are you sure?

Ynah: Yes, I am. I’m the only one who knows if I’m safe or not.

She gave me a naughty grin.

Me: Whoooahhh!!!

Ynah: You don’t have a condom? How come that you don’t have the coat knowing that you’ve managed to slept with several girls in that bar?

Me: How did you know?

Ynah: I told you that Cassey told me everything.

Me: Meaning, planado nyo na tong mangyayari satin?

Ynah: Yes. Ewan ko ba kung bakit patay na patay ako sayo? Gustong gusto kita tikman hindi ka naman kagwapuhan pero malakas ang sex appeal mo. When I looked into your eyes the last time we met, I know that there’s something behind those puppyeyes. You look mysterious.

Me: So you’re safe?

Ynah: Bakit ba?

Hindi na ko nagsalita. Instead, I grabbed her by her butt and lifted her up and kissed her. I carried her to the bed. Again, it was another round of great sex.

After another two rounds in bed, Ynah and I fell asleep.

FLASHBACK

Sofia: Tell me you’ll be good pag alis ko.

Me: I can’t promise but I’ll try.

Sofia: Just be good and you will be rewarded for it.

Me: It’s hard for me to tell you this. You know, you’re the most special girl in my life and no one can ever take your place here in my heart.

Sofia: Yes I know. I can feel it. You’re the most special boy in my life, too.

Me: then why do you have to leave?

Sofia: I don’t want us to part. If you will, you can wait for me and I promise that I’ll be back. At sana meron pa kong babalikan.

Me: I’ll wait! Trust me, I will.

FLASHBACK ENDS

“I’ll give you everything I can. I’ll build your dreams with this two hands. We’ll hang some memories on the wall”

-I Swear (All 4 One)

Hindi ko namalayan na mahaba na pala ang naitulog ko. It’s already 9:00 in the morning when I took a glimpse on my watch. I saw Ynah sitting next to the computer. It’s a wonderful song. Yung song na yun ang gumising sakin. I stared at her and from the way she looks, kanina pa sya gising and she’s surfing the net. She looked at me and smiled.

Ynah: Good morning, babe! How’s your sleep?

Me: Good morning. Last night was really great.

Ynah: Yes. You are great!

I smiled back. I look for my pouch bag and went to the bathroom. I took a shower and brushed my teeth. When I’m about to throw a tissue I look for the trash bin. I noticed that there’s a plenty of used condoms inside the thrash bin and it seems that the others are still wet while the others are already dry. I wonder how many men have slept with this girl before me. I went out of the bathroom and I saw her placing something on her drawer.

Me: I’m done. I guess I need to go.

Ynah: Don’t you want to have some pizza before you leave?

Me: No, I’m fine. Thanks.

Ynah: Look at this.

She pulled out a gun from her drawer and pointed to me…

Me: Hey, what are you trying to do? Relax! Put that down.

Ynah: Bakit, natatakot ka? You shouldn’t be!

Me: Look, I’m sorry for what happened last night. I promise I won’t tell anyone.

My sweat started to rush down from my forehead to my nose stills. I’m so nervous ‘coz I know that I only knew this girl hours ago.

Me: You don’t have to do this.

She just laughed at me sarcastically. I know that it was a loaded gun. She pulled something from her drawer and tossed me. It was the clip of the gun with hollow point rounds in it. She put down the gun and pulled the slide to eject the last round in its chamber. I breathed heavily and wiped my forehead.

Me: It’s not a good joke.

Ynah: I just wanted you to know that after what happened last night, I’m not gonna let you dump me that easy.

Me: Go! Shoot me if you want to. What happened last night was just because of alcohol. There’s no affection in it. It’s just a pure lust. You can’t force me to do things that I don’t want to.

I tossed the clip back to her.

Ynah: I know. You’re really a tough guy. It was just a test. I just want to know how far can you go in this kind of situation.

Me: Then why do you have a gun in your drawer?

Ynah: Just like condoms, better have one and don’t need it than need it and don’t have one!

Me: Yeah, you’re right.

Ynah: Ok, let’s go. I need to buy some things in the supermarket. I just hope that it’s ok for you to drop me there.

Me: it’s alright. Let’s wrap it up.

When we are on our way to the elevator, I saw a familiar face. Again, it was the girl last night. The girl when we went out the elevator, the girl at the corridor window staring at nowhere. This time, she was on her way up. She took a look at me again. This time, I saw her pretty eyes. It was a pretty lying eyes. It seems that she’s hiding something. We passed by at each other and as I turned my head to her, I saw her also having a second look at me. Ynah was saying something when we’re already inside the elevator but I was not that attentive. All I can see is the woman’s eyes. A familiar one. I just don’t know where I saw it and when I saw it. We reached the basement parking and I’m about to ride my bike when I discovered that I don’t have the key with me.

Me: Ynah, I guess I left the keys in your pad.

Ynah: go, get it yourself. I’ll just wait for you here.

Ynah handed me her key and I headed to the elevator. I reached the 16th floor and hurriedly went to her pad. I slid the key inside the key hole but I wonder why it was already unlocked. I tried to call Ynah’s mobile but it’s unreachable. Maybe it’s a dead spot under the basement. As I entered the pad, I know that there’s something wrong. Is there an intruder or something? I haven’t noticed anything wrong but the lights on the living room. As far as I can remember, we left the pad with all the lights off. I just made it sure that everything that I can remember is in place. I went to the bedroom to pick up my key at the side table when I heard the door closes. I hurriedly went out of the room to see who it was. I never saw anyone or something inside the pad and I even take a look outside the door. Nobody’s there. I locked up the door and went to the elevator. It was about to close when I pushed the button and hurriedly went inside. To my surprise, it was the same woman who I saw minutes ago. I looked at her face but she just kept her head bowed. It’s just the two of us inside the elevator. She pushed the B2 button where my bike was parked. Instead, I pushed the G button. When we reached the ground floor I went out of the elevator and went to the stairs to go down at basement parking. From the glass door of the basement parking stairs, I saw the woman rode a Yamaha big bike, same as mine beside the Ducati Monster.

I hurriedly went to Ynah waiting for me at the basement.

Me: you know how to drive a bike?

Ynah: Yes, a little but not that often I drive a big bike.

I tossed her the keys.

Me: Drive my bike. I’ll pick it up at the supermarket or I’ll pick it up here later. I’ll give you a call.

I ran back to the basement stairs as Ynah was left staring at me. Clueless. I shouted at her.

Me: I’ll explain later. You take good care…of my bike.

I was almost at the door when I look back at her. She raised her right fist with a dirty finger. I was already at the lobby when I saw the woman’s bike passed by through the glass doors. I went outside to get a cab. I stooped the first cab that passed by and told the driver that it was urgent. I sat at the back seat and told the driver to follow the blue Yamaha bike but keep a distance because she might notice that we’re tailing her.

Driver: Sir, syota mo ba un? Siguro nag away kayo kaya mo sinusundan? Astig ah, naka bigbike. Bihira sa babae ganyan kalakas ang loob mag motor.

Me: hindi ko sya syota.

Driver: Bakit mo sinusundan?

Me: Manong, please! Just keep your eyes on the road. (and your mouth shut).

Driver: ok. Sinabi mo eh! Hawak lumalayo na sya masyadong mabilis ung motor nya. Humawak ka mabuti hahataw tayo.

The cab seems like in a full throttle and I can recall the movie Taxi. I was keeping the woman in a bike on my sight that I never noticed that we were taking the way where I live.

Nakarating kme sa gate ng subdivision namin at nakita ko yung motor na pumasok dun. Pumunta ako sa guard house para tignan kung meron iniwan na ID yung naka motor.

Guard: Mr. Montecristo, magandang umaga.

Me: Good morning! Meron bang iniwan na ID yung nka big bike?

Guard: Wala po sir. Hindi ba regular na bisita nyo yun? Dati po nag-iiwan ng ID dito yun. Halos araw araw naman po pumupunta dito yun kaya hindi ko na din po hinihingian ng ID.

Me: Walang nagpupunta sa bahay namin na naka motor.

Guard: Minsan naka sunod po ung kay Mr. Simoncelli nung pumunta dito para tignan yung lumang bahay.

Me: Ganun ba? O, sige maraming salamat.

Gurad: Sir, may problema po ba? Bakit kayo naka taxi?

Me: Wala naman. Salamat.

I went back to the cab and instructed the driver the direction towards our house. When we passed by the clubhouse, which is a few blocks away from our house, I spoted the blue Yamaha big bike parked across the street. I told the driver to pull over to pay my bill. As I steeped down the cab, I took a look at the big bike. It’s almost exactly the same as my bike. I went inside the clubhouse to see where the woman went. I saw the woman standing in the middle of the swing and the see-saw. She’s staring at the swing and it seems like she’s reminded of something. She touched the rusty see-saw and awfully smiled. I was hiding behind the one-way mirror and I can see her face clearly. It was just familiar face of a woman. I just don’t know where and when I saw it. I was thinking too much where I met this woman that I didn’t noticed that she was about to go. I only realized that she’s leaving when I heard her bike’s monstrous roar. She already left when I went outside the clubhouse. I decided to walk to our house and give myself a rest and a brunch as well. I was already at the gate of our house when I heard the roar of the motorcycle again. This time, it seems that it’s getting near. I decided to hide behind the bush so that I can clearly see where the bike was headed. I was surprised that it stooped right in front of the bush where I was hiding. I saw her take a look at our house but she’s not removing her helmet. I decided to go out of the bush and confront the woman when she got down from her bike.

Me: Hey! Excuse me. Are you following me? Do you need something from me?

The woman was surprised when she saw me coming out from the bush. She was speechless and she doesn’t know what to do.

Woaman: Nothing! The big old house is just as beautiful as it was. I just love architecture that’s why I always take a look at this house.

Me: This is our house. My dad’s the designer!

Woman: Yes as I can see.

In my mind, she told me that the house is just beautiful at it was. Naglaro sa isip ko kung ilang years na nya alam or gaano na nya katagal alam itong bahay na to. It keeps on repeating in my mind. “The big old house is just as beautiful as it was”.

Me: . “The big old house is just as beautiful as it was”? How long do you know this house?

Woman: (Shocked) No, I just passed by a few days ago.

The woman was about to leave but I followed her beside her bike. I tried to make her talk if what she really know about us. I know that she’s up to something. I should make her talk. I grabbed her by her elbows and make a little pull as she was being harassed.

Me: Tell me! You’re the one who tailed me yesterday on my way to the flower shop.

I held her harder.

Woman: Let me go!

Me: No, I won’t until you tell me what you want!

I wished that I shouldn’t do that to her coz before I knew, I was already back from the bushes. Face down. She hit my right shin with her right heel, blew my groin that made me bent and gave me a hard slap that make me saw some stars and pushed me back to the bushes. Damn! This woman is a complete package if you want a bodyguard and a deadly weapon as well. She could kill me with her bare hands if she wanted to. She’s not that good because she never noticed that she was being tailed on her way here.

Before the high note on my ear was gone and my visions turned clearer, I can the bike pulling away towards the direction of the west gate of our subdivision. I just realized how pathetic I was. Beaten by a woman and did nothing. Somehow I just thought, I can never hit a woman with my bear hands. I never did.

I went inside the house and surprisingly saw my mom.

Me: I thought you’re on vacation?

Mom: Yes, I was.

Me: And dad?

Mom: He’s still at Macau for a job.

She noticed that my face was soaring.

Mom: What happened to your face?

Me: A woman gave me a blow on my groin and slapped me that made me went down on the bushes minutes ago.

Mom: I should have seen that. She must be really a though woman. Is she the one you slept with last night?

Me: Mom?!?!

Mom: I arrived last night around midnight. Your car was here but not your bike. I waited for you until 3am but it seems that you’re still having fun so I thought I shouldn’t bother you anymore. Now it’s almost lunch time and you told me that some woman spanked you? I can’t obliterate the thought that you slept with that woman and gave you a blow upon knowing that she’ll just end up being dumped.

I was speechless. I just went up to my room to have some rest. I went inside the bathroom to take a cold shower but instead, I filled up the tub and lay myself to feel the cool water all over my body. I felt sleepy and relaxed. I was rejuvenated by the cold water. I already had a short nap at the tub when I decided to fix myself to get me a full sleep. I turned on my ipod on and connected to my home theatre system to satisfy myself on the music that I was playing. I fell asleep.

“Oh, now feel it, comin’ back again. Like a rollin’ thunder chasing the wind. Forces pullin’ from the center of the earth again. I can feel it.”

-Lightning Crashes (Live)

FLASHBACK

Touch your lips just so I know. In your eyes, love it glows so I’m bare-boned and crazy for you when you come crash into me , baby and I come into you in a boy’s dream, in a boy’s dream. If I’ve gone overboard then I’m begging you to forgive me. In my haste when I’m holding you so girl, close to me.

-Crash (Dave Matthew’s Band)

It was a week before Sofia and her family left when I went to their house to visit her. I brought my guitar along with me ‘coz she loves listening as I play my guitar but unfortunately not my voice. She told me that I still need to learn to sing.

Me: Fie, I’m here! Tao po! Anybody home?

Their maid went out to check on someone who’s yelling like a dog. She was about on her early 20’s, 5’5” tall, slim, morena and also posses a not so big but round pair of breasts. Every time that I visit their house, I can’t stop myself from peeking to their maid because of her great body to die for. I was barely on my teenage year and barely know about sex that time but I already had a hard-on on their maid. Sabi nga nila, bata pa malibog na.

Maid: Oh, Elmo! Pasok ka. Bakit hindi ka pa pumasok anong ginagawa mo jan sa labas? Lagi ka naman nandito sa bahay bakit hindi ka pa pumasok? Wag mo sabihin na nahihiya ka pa din?

Me: Ah, eh…

I was speechless because she was only wearing a razorback white sando with black bra and a very shot pair of shorts. Maybe it’s the outfit that she is comfortable to wear but during that time, it was already sexy and seductive for a woman to wear.

Maid: Nasa back yard si Sofia may ginagawa pero sabi pag dumating ka daw papasukin daw kita. Teka, tatawagin ko.

Me: Wag na po. ako na lang po pupunta sa kanya.

Maid: Ikaw ang bahala. Ipaghahanda ko lang kayo ng merienda.

Me: Salamat po. Punta na po ako dun.

I went straight to the backdoor to see Sofia. It seems that she’s doing something when I saw her that’s why she didn’t notice that I was already behind her. I cleared my throat and began to play my guitar and sang Ryan Cayabyab’s “Tuwing Umuulan at Kapiling ka”. She was a little surprised when she turned around and you can see the confusion and the frustration on her pretty face as I continued singing our favourite song. I stopped at almost at the middle of the song and asked her.

Me: What’s wrong? Tama naman yung kanta ko and yung chords ko ha?

Sofia: I know pero yung boses ang may mali(Laughs out loud).

Me: Ganon? Nilalait mo yung effort na ginawa ko para lang sayo. Alam mo ban a medyo mahirap tugtugin yan kasi sa piano ginawa yung notes ng kantang yan?

Sofia: Halika, upo ka dito sa tabi ko.

I put down my guitar and sat beside her.

Sofia: As long as it’s from here(pointing on my chest), I will always love to hear that from you. If it is from the heart, it will always be special for someone to hear that.

Me: Talaga? Peksman? Baka binobola mo lang ako?

Sofia: Syempre hindi.

She held my face and pinched my cheeks.

Sofia: Ikaw napaka pikon mo!

Me: akala ko kasi hindi mo nagustuhan yung hinanda ko para sayo? Ilang araw ko kaya pinaghirapan yun.

She gave me a hug and held my face again.

Sofia: Gustong gusto ko! I’m thankful kasi I felt really special.

Me: So, you want to hear the song?

Sofia: Wag na baka umulan ng malakas. Ok na “Kapiling ka”. Wag na yung “Tuwing Umuulan”(Laughs out loud again).

Me: Ikaw talaga Inaasar mo na naman ako!

Sofia: Ok! You play it, then I’ll sing it.

I played the guitar and she sang. When we finished the song, their maid appeared with some snacks.

Maid: Ang Sweet nyo naman, nakakatuwa. Baka langgamin kayo jan.

She put down the tray on the table and I can’t take my eyes off from her cleavage.

Sofia: Thanks yaya! Ang bait mo talaga kaya love na love kita. Sexy mo pa ngayon kaya nakatingin sayo si elmo, oh…

Medyo napahiya ako sa sinabi ni Sofia that’s why I took off my eyes to their maid.

Maid: Ikaw Elmo may kalokohan ka na ha? Baka nililigawan mo na yang alaga ko, bata pa yan.

Me: Hindi po. Hindi nga po ako marunong manligaw eh. Pano po ba yun?

Maid: Yung nagbibigay ng bulaklak, chocolate, o kahit ano na sa tingin nya maganda at lagging dumadalaw sa babae. Kagaya ng ginagawa mo sa alaga ko.

Me: Ganun po ba yun?

Maid: Oo ganun yun! O, sige maiwan ko na kayo dyan.

Sofia: Thanks, yaya!

Me: Salamat po!

Their maid went back inside the house.

Sofia: Sexy ni yaya no?

Me: Oo nga e. Sexy talaga!

Soifa: Ikaw talaga kung anu ano pumapasok dyansa utak mo. Masama yan. May HD ka kay yaya! Hahahahahaha!!!

Me: Wala no.ut I already had a hard-on)

Then a moment of silence.

Sofia: Bakit ka natahimik?

Me: Sabi kasi ng yaya mo nililigawan daw kita.

Sofia: Hindi naman ah.

Me: Di ba sabi nya ganun daw yun, kagaya ng ginagawa ko?

Sofia: Ewan ko. Wala pa naman nanliligaw sakin kasi bata pa ako. Hindi pa ko pwede magka boyfriend.

Me: Ako din hindi pa pwede magka girlfriend.

Sofia: Bakit naman?

Me: Kasi bata ka pa.

She stared at me in a few moments and smiled.

Sofia: Here, take this. I did it for you. I hope you like it.

She handed me a silver pocket watch with a silver lace.

Sofia: Open it. There’s a picture of the two of us inside.

Me: It’s beautiful. This must be an old pocket watch.

Sofia: Yes. My grandpa gave it to me when I was 7.

Me: Then you must keep it. It might have some value to your family.

Sofia: No. you keep it. I want you to keep it and take good care of it.

Me: You know I will.

Sofia: Will you keep it as you keep your promise that you will wait for me, Felippe?

Me: Felippe?

Sofia: Yes. Every one calls you Elmo. I wanna be different. I want to call you by your first name.

Me: Only my mom calls me by my first name.

Sofia: Now, it’s going to be the two of us. What do you think?

Me: If that’s what you want.

I held her hand and gave it a gentle kiss to tell her that I adore her and I will keep my promise.

FLASHBACK ENDS

“Umasa ka na maghihintay ako kahit kalian. Kahit na umabot pang akoy nasa langit na. at kung hindi ka Makita, makikiusap kay Bathala na ika’y hanapin at sabihin, ipaalala sa iyo ang nakalimutang sumpaan. Na ako’y sa’yo at ika’y akin lamang”.

-Ako’y sa’yo(at ika’y akin) (I-Axe)

It’s already 3 pm when I woke up. I’m already starving and I can feel my stomach crumbles. I went down to the kitchen to see what food mom has prepared for me. I saw our maid washing the dishes. She told me that my mom was at the lawn trimming the orchids. I asked her what food I can eat. She told me that there’s still a chicken cacciatore at the microwave oven and she can reheat it for me if I want. She also told me that there’s a pizza and pasta at the fridge. I told her that if she can do me a quarter of a chicken, a couple of slice of pizza and a platter of pasta ‘coz I’m really starving. After a few minutes, my lunch and merienda was ready. I told our maid just to put it on the table at the lawn. I made a pitcher of lemonade and went to the lawn where my mom is trimming her orchids. My mom was already sitting at the table when I get there. She asked me how’s my sleep. I told her that I had a pretty good rest. She also asked me where my bike is. I told her that it was parked at a friend’s house. She just nodded then I handed her a glass of lemonade. We had a few chit chats when I finished my meal and realized if what this Italian stuff has to do with me? Last night, I was beaten an Italian bike, now I am eating an Italian food. I stood up and told her that I’m going to get my bike. I fixed myself and took a bath. It’s almost 4 pm when I gave Ynah a call and told her that I’m going to pick up my bike. She told me that my bike was parked where it was because she didn’t bother to drive it. She told me to hurry up ‘coz she has a visitor who’s about to come in her place.

It’s almost 7pm when I arrive at Ynah’s place. I knocked on the door. It was a medium-built guy with a dark complexion who opened the door. He is just wearing boxers when he widely opened the door. I saw Ynah at couch putting on her nighties.

Me: I’m here to pick up what Cassey told me.

Man: Babe, do you know this guy? He said that Cassey sent him here.

Ynah: Yes babe, it was his keys (She gave me a wink).

Me: Thanks a lot.

I told myself that Ynah is one hell of an itchy bitch. She can’t stand a day without someone scratching her. Last night it was me. Now it’s another man. I’m not mistaken. She already had already slept with plenty of men before me.

I was already at the basement parking door when I saw someone riding the blue Yamaha bike again. I know that it was the same woman who slapped my face and made me kiss the bushes right in front of our own house. I hurriedly went down the stairs when she passed by and look at her to determine where she was headed. I put on my helmet then rode my bike and squeezed the accelerator to tail the woman. I was really challenge by this woman because she’ really a tough one.

Upon reaching the main road from the basement parking, I already had a view where the bike was going. I never let it out of my sight until I noticed that we were already trailing the C5 road. I gave the accelerator a harder grip to come tailing near the woman. I knew that she knows that I was already tailing her because she looked at her back and see me. She even took a second look to make sure that I was really tailing her. She also gave her accelerator a harder squeeze to gain a distance from me but I told myself that I should never loose her. we were already almost at the end of the C5 road when she took the way going to the service road going to Magallanes. When I saw an opening, I made a herder squeeze at the accelerator to get right beside her. she was surprised when I suddenly appeared at her right side. I planned to get ahead of her and make her pull over. I over take on the right side and gave her a look over my left shoulder. The next thing I knew, I was already lying on the road and I was already ahead of my bike.

I realized that I didn’t managed to see that there’s a car coming from the street because I was looking back at her and didn’t even realized that she made a quick break. She saw the car but I didn’t. I was lying in pain but still managed to take off my helmet to give me more breathing room. My sight was already blurred when I saw the woman almost jumped off her bike and run towards me. She was screaming and all that I can hear that she’s calling me by my first name, Felippe. All I can remember was she was beside me when everyone around us is trying to give me first aid before I fell asleep.

“Pagmasdan ang ulan unti-unitng pumapatak sa mga halaman at mga bulaklak. Pagmasdan ang dilim, unti-unting bumabalot, sa buong paligid umuulan. Kasabay ng ulan, bumubuhos ang iyong ganda kasabay rin ng hanging kumakanta.”

This is the song that keeps on playing on my mind. I know that I was still asleep but I can hear the song sung by a woman.

“Maari bang minsan pa, ay mahagkan ka’t maiduyan pa. kapiling ka ulan laman ang saksi. Buhas na ulan aking mundo’y lunuring tuluyan. Hatid mo ma’y bagyo dalangin ito ng puso kong sumasamo. Pag-ibig ko’y umaapa, damdamin ko’y humihiyaw sa tuwa. Tuwing umuulan ay kapiling ka.”

When I opened my eyes, it was the woman beside me singing and tears rushing down her face. I saw my mom sitting at the couch. I tried to get up but hips are painful. My mom stood up and told me that don’t bother to get up ‘coz I sustained minor injuries and how lucky I am to be alive.

Mom: Iwan ko muna kayong dalawa. I guess you have a lot of this to talk about. She’s the one who called me from your cell phone.

I nodded and she went out of the room. It’s only then that I realized that I was inside a hospital suite and I already had a clue if who’s the woman beside me. I really don’t know what will I say ‘coz it seems that not a single word wants to come out of my mouth. I don’t even know what I really feel. It’s a mixed excitement and nervousness and shame because of where I am right now.

Me: Thanks, it’s a very nice song. Belated happy birthday!

She just smiled and gave a gentle kiss on my lips.

Sofia: Alam mo ba kung anong nagyari sa’yo nung bumangga ka sa kotse?

Tears was still in her eyes.

Me: Tell me.

Sofia: Para kang si Superman na lumipad tapos nag tumbling ka sa ere. Pagbasak mo una paa mo. Then hindi na sustain ng feet mo yung impact kaya sumubsob ka. Buti na lang naka helmet ka. Kung hindi, malamang, ubos yung balat sa mukha mo. Tapos nagpagulong gulong ka.

Me: Face down, like where I was in the bushes this morning?

She gave me a kiss on my lips again and held my face.

Sofia: I’m sorry. You screwed my plan.

She Smiled.

Sofia: I called your mom a week ago. She met mom and dad last month before they sell our house. I was about to surprise you. I just came back from Cebu the other night. Gusto ko sana mag celebrate ng birthday ko kasama ka kahit late na ng 1 day. Marami kasi ako inasikaso. And nagulat ako nung makita kita ng malapitan. Ibang iba ka na ngayon. I’m very nervous when you approached me and I don’t even know what to say. Akala ko din girlfriend mo yung kapitbahay ko sa condo. How’s the elevator by the way?

She gave me a naughty smile. I can’t even look into her eyes. I was ashamed of what she just saw. I’m still speechless and I just let her do the talking.

Sofia: This morning, I was about to talk to your mom about what I’m planning. I just want to make you meet me at EDSA Shang. I’ll tell her that someone misses you so much and wanted to see you. That should be my surprise for you. But you screwed it. Now look at you. I’m sorry I never thought that it will end this way.

Me: It’s not your fault. Maybe I just hate to be surprised that’s why I screwed it up and I ended up lying here.

Sofia: Don’t worry, hindi naman ganun kasama yung tama mo. Just a sprained ankle and konting gasgas lang naman. Sasakit lang daw talaga katawan mo kasi medyo nabugbog. If I were you, ituloy mo na lang yung tulog mo. It’s already mid-night.

Me: How’s your mom and dad?

Sofia: They’re fine. They we’re already here at the country months ago. They’re staying at Cebu right now that’s why kailan lang ako napunta dito sa Manila ulit.

Me: So, what took you so long?

Sofia: What?

Me: What took you so long to come back?

She was speechless.

Me: You know since you’ve been gone, I always look at the picture on the pocket watch that you gave me. I always count on what you say that you’ll come back. I waited for this for more than a decade.

Sofia: And how about the women when I’m not around.

Me: I used to play. But every time that I was in bed with another woman, I feel nothing but lust. Nothing’s special.

Sofia: All of them? Even the woman you slept with last night?

Even if there’s a cast on my ankle and my hips are painful, I tried to grab her by her nape and kissed her. It was a passionate kiss and even more special because I’m kissing the only girl that I used to love and will love for the rest of my life. It was more than a minute before we parted our lips.

Me: I never told you how much I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.

She was silent. Tears run down on her face again and gave me a kiss. The door opened and someone clears her throat. It was my mom who brought some snacks and surprisingly, there’s Cassey too.

Me: Cassey, what brought you here?

Cassey: I called your cell phone earlier tonight around 9 o’ clock. It was Sofia who answered. She told me what happened.

Me: Thanks Cassey. You’re the last person that I expected to show up. Hahahaha! By the way, I want you to meet her personally. Sofia, this is Cassey a very good friend.

Casey: I’m so happy to meet you. You must be the missing link?

They kissed on each other’s cheek.

Sofia: What missing link?

Cassey: I’ll tell you later. Let’s go on the ladies room to retouch.

Sofia: Oh! Sure.

Me: Cassey, watch your words!

The two ladies went out of the room.

Mom: Sabi ng doc makakalabas ka na daw bukas ng hapon. They just wanna make sure that you get a full rest.

Me: Gusto ko na umuwi!

Mom: Sofia told me that she’ll be right by your side until your discharge.

Me: Then, I can stay here for a week.

Mom: Dagukan kita dyan! Puro ka kalokohan.

Me: Where’s my bike by the way?

Mom: Pinadurog ko na! Lintik na motor yan! Yan pa yata ang papatay sa’yo?

I can still remember that when my dad asked what gift that I want when I finished fine arts. It’s my mom who really opposed when she learned that I want a big bike as a gift. I insisted and my dad can’t do something because he knows that he asked me what I want.

I just kept my eyes closed. My mom seems having a homily inside the hospital suite when the door opens and entered the ladies.

Sofia: I’ll just go home for a while to change clothes and get some too.

Me: You’ll just take a cab?

Sofia: No. Cassey will come along with me. I’ll use my bike then we’ll drop by into your place to get your car. I’ll be right back after a couple of hours.

Me: Mag-iingat ka, ha? Hihintayin kita?

Sofia: Just a couple of hours. I won’t be gone that long.

She kissed me and the two ladies went out of the door. I decided to take a nap and rest for a while.

“I’ve been living on my great expectations what good is it when I’m stranded here and the world just passes by. Where are the signs to get out of this place. If I should stumble on my moment in time, how will I know if the story’s written on my face, does I show. Am I strong enough to walk on water, smart enough to come in out of the rain, or am I a fool? Going where the wind blows.”

- Going Where the Wind Blows (Mr. Big)

FLASHBACK

Me: What’s special about white flowers?

Sofia: Not just white flowers. It’s supposed to be somewhere in the middle.

Me: Yes, I know. How about that?

Sofia: I’ll tell you when I come back.

Me: Pano pag hindi ka na bumalik? Hindi ko na malalaman?

Sofia: Of course you would. Here, take this.

She handed me an empty box of a Cuban cigar brand Montecristo.

Me: Ano to? Montecristo? Hindi kami may ari nito, ah! Hahahaha!!!

She wrote my name on top of the brand name and a drew a flower in the middle of my name and the brand name.

Sofia: Just keep it and I’ll explain when I come back.

I just kept the cigar box as one of Sofia’s presents.

FLASHBACK ENDS

It was already around 6:30 am when I woke up. I can even feel more pain on my back and my ankle. I saw Sofia talking to an old man in white. He’s my attending physician, I guess. After a while, she walked beside me and kissed me on my forehead.

Sofia: Good morning!

Me: Good morning, gorgeous!

Sofia: Bolero ka talaga. Ilan na ba ang sinabihan mo ng gorgeous?

Me: Lahat sila pero when I tell you, I mean it.

Sofia: Gusto mo na ba kumain? Haba ng tulog mo no? They gave you a shot of pain killer last night nung tulog ka and anti-biotic for your wounds. Alam ko kasi na takot ka sa tablets and capsules kaya I told them na sa dextrose na lang padaanin.

Me: Thanks!

Sofia: Kagabi lang yun pero kailangan mo uminom ng gamot the following days.

Me: Pano kung ayoko?

Sofia: It’s up to you! Maybe I should cancel the Gallera trip?

Me: Anong Gallera trip?

Sofia: I just thought that I owe you a lot that’s why I’m planning to spend a week at Puerto Gallera.

Me: You and me together?

Sofia: Yes.

Me: In one suite?

Sofia: Of course not! You’ll have your own and I’ll have mine.

Me: Ok … . Maybe I’ll just bring some books to read in the evening?

Sofia: Bakit, tuloy ba tayo? Cancelled na yung trip!

Me: Pwede naman ako uminom ng gamot after meal and besides, malakas na ko. Uuwi na nga ako mamaya, di ba?

Sofia: Ok sige. Sinabi mo eh! Pag fully recovered ka na aalis tayo.

Me: Just give me week and you will see.

After my discharge at the hospital, I immediately called my staff to tell them that I’m going to be in a month-long vacation due to what happened. I told them that my dad’s going back to the country to fill my position again since he’s the one originally handling the business. I know that they wouldn’t be that happy to hear that “Kalbo” is going to be back because of his strict business tactics. He wants every little things in place and reports detailed by detailed.

I spent a week at home and it seems to be a blessing ‘coz I manage to be with Sofia every single day. She’s like my personal nurse, my girl and my baby. She took care of me the whole week.

It was Saturday morning, 27th of May a couple of hours after mid-night when we agreed to go to Puerto Gallera. Thanks to the pain killers and anti-biotics that Sofia fed me. I easily recovered with in a week. Sofia’s pad is our meeting place. I went to the elevator and remembered what happened a week ago with Ynah. It’s a lot of memory from pressing the 16 button to the hallway of the 16th floor. I was almost at Ynah’s front door when it opened and there she was standing locking her door. She saw when she turned around.

Ynah: Hi! I heard what happened to you. Kumusta ka na?

Me: Ok naman ako. So far so good.

Ynah: So…

Me: I’ll see someone special and we’re going out of town.

Ynah: Uhmm… A Girlfriend?

Me: Not yet. Maybe soon.

Ynah: You? Courting? Sounds strange! Anyway, good luck!

I just smiled and walked to Sofia’s front door. I knocked and she opened the door.

Me: Good morning, gorgeous! Are you ready?

Sofia: A few moments please. Come in.

Me: Ok. Take your time.

After a few minutes, we’re already at the elevator.

Sofia: I saw you here last week

She gave me a sarcastic smile.

Me: It would be more exciting if it would be the two of us.

Sofia: Ano ka sinusuwerte?

At the lobby, I told her to wait until I get a cab that will bring us to the bus station at Cubao. After a few moments, we are already riding the cab towards the bus station. We had a speedy and smooth ride on our way to Cubao. We’re lucky enough to easily get a ticket to Batangas Pier route. We’re already on board around 3am and the bus was about to leave. I told Sofia to rest her head on my shoulder and take a nap ‘coz it would be more or less 3 hours to get us at the city port. She gave me a sweet kiss on my cheeks, wrapped her right arms on my waist and leaned her head on my shoulder. I kissed her back on her forehead and leaned my head on her head too. We fell asleep together while sharing the music on my ipod.

I woke up after more than a couple of hours. I saw Sofia looking outside the window.

Me: Ganda ng morning view, di ba?

She just gave me a smile and held my hand. She’s the same Sofia that I knew during our childhood days. She’s not the vocal type but she will tell you what she feels the way she acts. She also had the temper that I don’t.

Me: Malapit na tayong bumamaba.

Sofia: Excited na ko to see the beach. Beaches in tropics are really something to talk to when we we’re in Italy.

Me: And Filipinos are better men than anyone else in this world. Not like the Italian and French fags.

I looked at her with a naughty look.

Sofia: Well, as they say, pure Filipinos are great men. Not like           the half-breds.

She gave me a sarcastic laugh.

It is really in my personality to pop out questions out of nowhere.

Me: Did you left someone special back in Italy?

Sofia: Uhhhmmm… No.

Me: Had you ever had someone special?

Sofia: Why do you need to know?

Me: Wala lang. Naitanong ko lang.

We reached the port and bought a ticket for a ride to a small boat that will bring us to the island of Mindoro. We boarded the boat and when it was about to leave, I handed her the life jacket and told her to wear it for her own safety. She took the life jacket and wear it. I held her hand and Sofia gave me a look. Maybe she was wondering why am I so protective to her.

Me: I just don’t want to lose you. I lost you for more than a decade and I don’t want to be in that situation again in my life.

She just squeezed my hand and gave me a hug.

After almost an hour, wewere already at the white beach of Puerto Gallera. I tried to get us an air-conditioned room but unfortunately or fortunately if I should say, there’s only a single air-conditioned room for two left in a hotel that we taught that will give a better view of the sunset.

Me: Ok lang ba talaga sa’yo to stay with me in one room.

Sofia: Maybe if you promise me to behave.

Me: Don’t worry I’ll be sleeping on the couch.

Sofia: That sounds better

We headed to the hotel room to place our things and to have some rest too. But she insisted that she wanted to have a swim under the morning sun so I told her to change in her most beautiful swimming outfit so that every man will be drooling and envious because she’s with me. After locking the door, we deposited the keys to counter. We had a great swim under the morning sun. it’s almost 10:00 in the morning when we decided to go back to our room to have a rest and eat early lunch and late breakfast. I went down to the lobby and placed my orders. I asked the woman at the reception if where I could get some flowers because I needed some red and white before our lunch is served. She told me that there’s a nearby store at the back of the hotel. I went outside the hotel and get some red roses with white in the middle. Luckily, I had what I needed in just a matter of few minutes. I went back to the hotel lobby where I placed my orders to have it delivered together with our meal. I didn’t noticed that she was already looking at me and asked.

Sofia: Anong ginagawa mo dyan? Para kang nakakita ng multo? Nagagandahan ka sakin no?

Me: Yes! You’re so beautiful.

Sofia: Magpalit ka na ng damit. Mag shower ka na tapos magpahinga ka pagkatapos kumain. Ano nga pala inorder mo?

Me: Stuffed squid, tiger prawns, Grilled tuna belly, 2 extra garlic fried rice, Buko juice and ube halaya for dessert. I can add some meat if you want? I’ll call the lobby.

Sofia: Ang dami naman. Ok na yun. Gusto ko yun. O sige na magpalit ka na muna. Buti naisip mo ngayon na tumawag na lang sa lobby to place your orders. Sana kanina mo pa ginawa para hindi ka na bumaba. What a bright idea!

She handed me a towel. I went to the closet to get an underwear and a shorts. I went straight to the bathroom and had a cold bath. I was already refreshed after taking a bath. Sofia’s still reading the novel when I went out of the bath room.

Me: Anong part na yung binabasa mo? Tell me something about that book, please?

Sofia: Uhmmm, Nag take ng Bar exam yung main character and pinatawag sya ng mga associates sa office where he works. It seems na importante yung sasabihin nila kasi he needs to pass the Bar exam para makapag tuloy sya ng work sa firm nay un.

Me: He didn’t just passed the Bar exam. He made it to the top!

Sofia: Paano mo nalaman? Nabasa mo na ba yung novel?

Me: Hindi pa.

She continued reading.

Sofia: Galing mo ah! Nahulaan mo.

Me: Luma na yang ganyang style ng story prang pelikula dito sa pinas. Kunyari hindi maganda yung out come na inaasahan pro yung result is better than they expected.

She just continued reading.

Sofia: What do you think will happen next?

Me: He will be consumed by his job. Wanna bet?

Sofia: What’s the deal?

Me: If I’m right, we’ll sleep in one bed for the whole week. But if I’m not, I’ll sleep not on the couch but on the floor for the whole week.

Sofia: Ok! Deal?

Me: Deal! By the way, Mitchell McDeere may be assigned somewhere together with Avery Tollar.

She threw the pillow and the blanket on the couch.

Sofia: The deal’s off! Ang daya mo nabasa mo na yung novel!

I just gave her a smile while someone knocked on the door. I hurriedly went to the door. It was our lunch brought by a woman in hotel uniform.

Me: Lunch is ready. Here it is.

Sofia stood up to prepare the lunch and to check what’s under every tray. I told her that let me first put it on the table. After I finished putting the trays on the table, I told her to check what we’ve got for lunch. She opened the covered tray with flowers last.

Sofia: Oh, My!

Me: Like it?

Sofia: Of course. It’s sweet. Thanks!

She went near me and gave me a kiss.

Me: What’s with the white flowers in the middle by the way?

Sofia: I told you before that it was always special if there’s a white flowers in the middle of everything that you gave me. The significance is your name.

Me: How about my name?

Sofia: Felippe Anselmo Blancaflor Montecristo. Your middle name is Blancaflor, right? And do you know what that means in English? White Flower.

Me: All my life hindi ko napansin yun, ah!

Sofia: Remember the Cuban cigar box that I gave you?

Me: Yeah, I remember. You mean, I’m always special to you?

She just held my hand and smiled.

Me: So you mean, you and me, we’re together, we’re both special to each other, so…

She turned her back on me and arranged the plates and put some food on both plates.

Sofia: We’re lovers? I’m your girlfriend? Is that what you mean?

Me: Exactly.

She turned around. Her face is next to mine. I’m about to kiss her on her lips when she lifted the fork with a prawn in it and put it inside my mouth.

Sofia: Ano ka sinuswerte? Manligaw ka muna! Hindi mo pa nga ko nililigawan ng maayos gusto mo boyfriend na kita?

I slowly picked up the flowers and handed it to her as I knelt down and held her hand.

Me: Ms. Maria Sofia Almonte Simoncelli, I offer you my love together with my fidelity and loyalty.

Sofia: Ano ka ba? Naiiyak ako! Baka binobola mo lang ako? Tumayo ka nga dyan. You’re making me nervous!

Me: Would you be my girl?

Finally I popped it up.

Sofia: I don’t know what else to say pero, oo sige na. Oo na!

I stood up and I gave her a kiss on her lips.

Sofia: Nakakarami ka na ng kiss ha?

Me: Now, it’s official.

Sofia: Ok let’s eat.

We had our first lunch together and it was so good to have it with the one you really love. We finished our meal and decided to take a siesta. She continued reading the novel as I took my laptop out of my bag and see if there’s a wi-fi access at the hotel. Sofia gave me a tiger look and came towards me.

Sofia: House rule number 1: We came here to relax and make our selves free from stress so this one’s considered as contraband. Strictly no checking of emails and you can answer a call from your phone if it is not from work or any other woman especially my neighbour! Let’s just make it clear!

Me: Selos ka ba dun sa nakita mo sa elevator?

Sofia: Nung nakita ko kayo syempre oo. Sa dinami dami ng place na pupuntahan mo to flirt bakit dun pa mismo malapit sa place ko. As in few doors away from my pad. Pero ngayon, I don’t know if still have the reason to get jealous. I own you now! Pag bumalik ka pa dun wag na wag ka magpapahuli sakin. Gusto mo ulit makatikim ng sampal at sipa?

I hugged her, made her sat on my lap and gave her a kiss on her shoulders.

Me: Ang bango naman! Alam mo mas maganda ka pag medyo nagtataray ka. Let’s take a rest na lang muna. Maaga tayo gumising kanina di ba?

She stood up and I positioned myself to lay on the couch. I already have a pillow and a blanket with me when Sofia, sitting on the bed stared at me.

Sofia: Psssttt… dito ka na humiga, tabi tayo.

I hurriedly stood up and picked up my pillow and blanket. I almost jumped on the bed and lay beside her without saying a word.

Sofia: Magpapahinga tayo ha? Gusto lang kita katabi.

Me: Ako din gusto kita katabi.

I held her right hand with my left and wrapped her with my right arm. Her face was next to mine. I gave her a kiss on her lips I closed my eyes and I fell into deep sleep.

It was already around 4pm when I woke up and Sofia was not on my side anymore. I heard the water flowing on the bathroom so I thought that it was her taking a bath. I remembered that we will have a swim again in the afternoon when the sun is not that high anymore. I just sat down on the bed and waited for her to come out. I stretched my back and my legs to waken up my sleeping nerves. It was a great long hours of sleep in the afternoon. I can still feel light pain on my back and see some healing scratch wounds on my thighs and knees. The wound was already dry and itchy. I just poured a small amount of alcohol to ease the itch. Sofia went out of the bathroom with her swimming attire. She was wearing a two-piece white swimsuit that covered her medium-sized breasts and well toned round butt. I can’t keep my self from staring at her. She’s just very beautiful in everything that she wore. She also put on a very short board shorts to cover a little more skin and put her see-through blouse on. I just kept on staring at her when I realized that it’s already my turn to change my clothes and go for a dip.

We headed to the beach that was not crowded that time. We passed by to a several bars that was already playing their music. It seems that there was an audio competition on the shore because of the beat that came from those loud speakers of different establishments. Sofia just hanged her see-through blouse on the bamboo pole standing on the shore. We went to the water to take a dip. The sun is not that high anymore but the waster is still cold together with the breeze that gives you the smooth smell of the sea. It is the breeze that tells you that you’re far away from pollution and noise of the city. We’re holding our hands together under the chest-deep salt water that gives you a relaxing feeling. Sofia laid her back on my chest that gives my manhood an occasional bump on her butt. I put my arms around her waist while she put her hands over mine. We we’re on that same position talking and changing our different views in life. After a few bump on her butt, I felt that I’m having a hard-on. I felt that Sofia is already feeling uneasy because of what she feel right behind her. I kissed her on her right shoulder and told her how much I love her. She just responded a sweet smile and kissed me back on my lips. At first it was gentle and then it became harder. I told Sofia that I want to spend sometime alone with her. You can see in her eyes that she’s a little bit hesitant but she can’t do anything but comply with what I said. We reached the suite and closed the door. I immediately gave her a kiss on her lips. Again, it was a passionate kiss that eventually became torrid. She is just responding to everything that I did to her.

Me: Let’s take a shower together.

Sofia: Felippe?

Me: We’ll just take a shower together, please?

She didn’t say a single word but followed me inside the bathroom. I stood up under the shower and turned the shower on. I told her to give me a hug under the rushing water and she just took off her see-through blouse to join me where I was standing. She gave me a tight hug and leaned her head on my chest. I ran my fingers through her hair and to her shoulders. The water is dripping on our bodies. I hugged her tight before I held her face with my both hands and gave her a kiss. That was the sweetest kiss I ever had in my entire life. We kissed and now her arms are over my shoulders while my hands are already touching her waist. I put my hands on her back and dare to pull the lace of her top. Surprisingly she didn’t hesitate but just let her my hands unlaced even the one on her nape. We parted our lips and she put her hands on her face to cover her breasts with her arms.

Me: I want to see it. I know it’s beautiful. Everything in you is beautiful.

She didn’t say a word but kissed me again and put her arms over my shoulders. The water is continuously dripping on our bodies that added up a little sensation. I held her in her back and kissed her on her forehead down to her nose, to her lips, to her chin and to her neck. I kissed her on her ears that made her moaned softly. I whispered to her ear.

Me: Let’s go to bed.

Sofia: Baby, natatakot ako.

Me: Wag ka mag alala. I’ll take good care of you. Trust me.

I undressed her, took of the last clothes that she has and handed her the towel. Before I went out of the bathroom, I see to it that I cleaned every part of my body and made if smell fresh.

Sofia: Baby, ang tagal mo naman. Lalo akong kinakabahan.

I told myself na mapapalaban na naman ako and it would be a great fight. Kinakabahn si Sofia at natatakot sya. Maybe this is her first time. Ang swerte ko naman sa babaeng pnaka mamahal ko. Dahil ako ang una nya. Nasabi ko din na swerte din sya sakin dahil sya na yung magiging huli sa buhay ko.

Paglabas ko ng bathroom, nakita ko si Sofia na nakaupo sa kama at nakatapis pa din yung tuwalya sa katawan nya. Dahan dahan akong lumapit at umupo sa tabi nya.

Sofia: Natatakot talaga ko!

Me: Is this your first time?

Sofia: Oo. Sayo ko lang ibibigay to. Kaya pag niloko mo ko papatayin talaga kita!

I said nothing but kissed her on her lips towards her neck and to her chest. I slowly removed the towel wrapped around her body. I saw her beautiful body with cup-sized c breast and even skin tone. Pantay na pantay ang kulay nya sa mukha pati sa singit. Hindi produkto ng “salamat po, dok” or mga sabon na nagpapakinis ng mala aspaltong mukha.

Pinababa ko yung kiss ko papunta sa nipples nya habang nilalamas ko yung isa. Medyo nagtagal ako sa nipples nya na palipat lipat yung bibig ko sa magkabilng dibdib nya. I heard her occasional moan. Naisip ko na nasasarapan na din sya. Pinababa ko yung halik ko sa pusod nya papunta sa puson. Naramdaman ko din na medyo nakikiliti sya and added up more sensation. Pagdating ng dila ko sa pagitan ng mga hita nya, inamoy ko ang bango nito. Smells like teen spirit! She was a little hesistant when I tried to spread her legs apart. Medyo nahirapan din ako na paghiwalayin ang mga hita nya pero napapayag ko din sya dahil na rin sa sensation na nararamdaman nya. Pinagapang ko yung dila ko sa hiwa nya at napaangat ang puwet nya. Dinilaan ko pati singit nya. Naka hawak sya sa ulo ko at paikot ikot ang kamay nya dito. Wala syang masabunutan kaya humawak sya sa batok ko. All I can hear was her gasps and occasional moan sensing that she was already about to cum. I tried to insert my middle finger on hers but she reacted as if she was in pain.

Suddenly, I felt that there’s already a liquid flowing from her. nilalabasan na sya, sa isip ko. I filled my middle finger with my saliva and tried to insert it into hers. This time, medyo naipasok ko na ung daliri ko ng hindi sya masyado nagre react. I licked her clit and gave it a gentle bite that made her moan louder. Maya maya pa, naramdaman ko na naman na nilalabasan na sya. Nakapasok na ung kalahati ng daliri ko sa kanya. I let my finger stay inside her without making it move. Parang binabad ko muna ung daliri ko sa loob nya pra masanay ng konti ung pussy nya. Then hinugot ko na ulit ung daliri ko at hinalikan sya sa singit at dinilaan pa ito. Humalik ulit akosa kanya pataas sa pusod hanggang sa mkarating ako sa dibdib nya. Isinubo ko ulit ung utong nya sa kaliwa’t kanan, palitan. I kissed her on her lips again.

This time, hinawakan ko na burat ko at itinutok sa pussy nya. Ikiniskis ko muna yun gulo sa labas ng puke nya and then I felt na madulas pa din ito. I tried to give it a push while we were kissing. Napabitaw sya sa lips ko and napakagat labi sya. I saw her teary eyes. It seems that tinitiis nya lang yung sakit na nararamdaman. Hindi ko muna ipinasok ng sagad yung alaga ko pero hindi ko din hinugot. It was barely a quarter of an inch from the head of my dick ang nakapasok sa loob nya. Maya maya, I tried to give it a push again. Medyo napasigaw na sya ng konti pero more than half of my manhood was already inside. I gave ker a kiss while caressing her boobs.

I lowered my head to reach her nipples and played it with my tongue. I heard na napapasinghap sya that’s why I gave the hardest push on her. This time, napasigaw na talaga sya calling my furst name. medyo napaiyak sya on my last push that’s why I kissed her agin passionately and whispered to her ears.

Me: Mawawala na yan, trust me!

Sofia: Parang hindi ko kakayanin. Masakit talaga.

Me: I think this one will help.

I pumped slowly making it sure na hindi na sya masasaktan. Unti unting nawawala yung pag ngiwi nya habang tumatagal yung pag pump ko at napapalitan na ito ng mahinang ungol at pag kagat ng labi. Ilang minuto pa ang nakalipas at bumibilis na yung pag pump ko sa kanya at unti unting binabalot ng mainit na liquid ang aking pagkalalake. Nilalabasan na naman sya. It’s a sign that she was already enjoying what we are doing. I asked her on her ears.

Me: Masakit pa ba?

Sofia: No, ituloy mo lang.

Bumilis na ng bumilis ang pag pump ko sa kanya at nagiging mas madiin everytime na maglalapat ang mga katawan naming dalawa. Nararamdaman ko pa na bumabaon yung mga kuko nya sa likod ko habang nakapulupot ang mga binti nya sa bewang ko.

Me: I’m cumming!

She just kissed me torridly and sinasalubong na nya ang bawat ulos ko. Biglang sumabog ang tamod ko sa loob ng puke nya kasabay ng pagbalot ng mainit na katas na nanggagaling sa loob ng puke nya. Sabay kaming nilabasan. Hindi ko muna hinugot ang burat ko sa puke nya. Naghalikan ulit kme. This time, mapangahas at mas nagaalab. I was still on top of her. She still gave me a smack on my lips when we parted our face.

I stood up and saw the blood stain on the towel that was under her body. The towel she used to cover her naked body. She sat down and turned her back on me. She went to the bathroom and to clean herself and followed her. I still saw her tears flowing on her cheeks before the water from the shower runs over her face.

Me: Is there something wrong?

Tahimik lang sya at walang kibo. I stood behind her and trapped her inside my arms.

Me: Tell me, I’m ready to listen.

She just kissed me before she speaks.

Sofia: Felippe, wag mo ko iiwan ha? Mahal na mahal kita. Ikaw ang una at huling lalake sa buhay ko.

Me: Hinding hindi na tayo maghihiwalay. Ikaw na ang huling babae sa buhay ko.

We kissed again and cleaned ourselves to get ready for dinner. She told me to place our orders over the phone coz she can’t manage to walk and stand too long. I told her that I’ll be the one to go down and place our order at the counter myself. I asked what she wants. She just told me that she just wanted to have a light meal.

I took my wallet inside my travel bag. She doesn’t have any idea what I was planning ahead. Inside my wallet is a diamond ring that fits my pinky. It’s too long that I planned to give it to her if she return. Now, it’s the perfect time to give it to her and propose a marriage. I ran down the counter and asked the woman on-duty for another favour.

Me: I want this to be on a separated plate. Maybe it’s time for me to pop another question again.

Woman: Ok sir. What a lucky girl.

I gave the woman a wink and paid our meal. I ran back to our suite and opened the door. I told her that the meal would be ready with in a few minutes.

Me: I get us pasta, garlic bread and lemonade. Want to try the island’s sling?

Sofia: That would be great. What the island’s sling by the way?

Me: It’s a mixed drink of some juices and rum.

Sofia: No, that would be all. I don’t want any alcohol at this moment. I wanted to relax. How about you, thought of having a drink tonight?

Me: No, I just thought that you might want to try it.

She just smiled and opened the novel that she’s reading. Then someone knocks on the door. I opened the door to see who it was. It was one of the attendants who brought us our food. I inspected every covered tray. There was pasta, garlic bread and the lemonade. I removed the cover of the smallest plate and there’s a small piece of cake with the ring on top. I whispered to the attendant.

Me: I didn’t paid for this cake. How much will this cost?

Woman: Libre po yan sabi ng manager ko. Pag ganitong espesyal na okasyon para sa inyo at sa klase ng suite nyo pasasalamat na lang daw po yan.

Me: Ok salamat din ha.

I handed the attendant a hundred before she left as I placed the plates on our table.

Sofia was sitting on the table when I told her to check the dishes. I handed her every plate with cover and she’s the one who opens the cover to check the food.

Sofia: Ano yang nasa platito? Kala ko pasta and garlic bread lang.

I handed her the last covered plate and she was surprised to see what’s on top the dessert.

Sofia: Felippe, what’s this?

I took the ring and wiped it with a tissue.

Me: Finally, I knew who I will give this.

Sofia: What?

Me: Maria Sofia Almonte Simoncelli, with my love, fidelity and loyalty, I want to have a house that I can call home, beautiful children that symbolizes blessings, and the realizations of my dream. I want those to happen with you. I want you to be part of my dreams. If you may accept, I want you to be my wife. Will you marry me?

She was speechless and doesn’t know what to say. She was surprised, I guess. I was nervous waiting for her answer. She stood up and took the ring and placed it on her middle finger.

Sofia: Yes, I do. I want to spend the rest of my life with you, too.

She gave me a hug and kissed each other while her tears run on her face again.

Me: Bakit ka umiiyak? May nakakaiyak bas a sinabi ko?

I looked at her with a naughty smile.

Sofia: Alam mo ba ang sabi nila? If you’re too happy and your heart can’t take all your happiness, it spills out and came through out your eyes.

Me: Are you happy?

Sofia: Like nothing else.

We kissed again and decided to take our dinner. We’re already sitting on the bed cuddling when I noticed that she stil holds the ring in her finger.

Me: Wala ng bawian ha? Pumayag ka na to be my wife.

Sofia: Hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala na you waited for me for a decade. There’s just something in my mind that tells me that you’ll keep your promise to wait. I made the right decision of waiting for this moment to come. I knew that we’ll be together again. Thanks and I’m sorry for making you wait that long. But you never behaved. She looked at me as if she’s going to give me a slap.

Me: I never promised to behave but I do promised to wait for you and I kept it.

Sofia: Kagatin kaya kita?

She gave me a bite on my shoulder and it triggers another few rounds of love making. We stayed at the hotel by the sea shore for a week. During those days, we’re like a newly wed couples on their honeymoon but the difference is, the honeymoon came first before our wedding.

Weeks passed and we planned to get married as soon as we can we told our parents of our plan. I told my mom and dad that I already found the right woman for me. I just let her go more than a decade ago but she came back for us to be together. My parents planned of going to Cebu where Sofia’s parents are staying but Sofia told us that her parent’s will be in the city in week to arrange some business transactions.

It was a week when Sofia told me that her parents are staying at Dasma, Makati and we decided to go to their place to formally arrange our marriage. It was an old filipino tradition of pamamanhikan. Sofia and I are holding each other’s hands when our parents are talking and how they wanted the wedding to happen. Since we have no relatives in our country, our guests will be more of family friends and my parents business associates. Sofia’s guests will be some of her relatives from Cebu and some of her parents business partners. We ended up on a final date of September 24, Sunday be our wedding day. We decided to get married at Our Lady of Mt. Carmel Church at New Manila. We had that date for us and the time to prepare.

It was almost a month before our wedding when Sofia told me that she’s been delayed for a couple of months and she thought of having my baby. I was too happy to know and confirmed it from an OB-Gyne that my Sofia is a couple of months pregnant. I’m having a baby soon. I was never too happy in my life before. I was too excited to have a baby and get married soon that I didn’t even realized that life is not really fair and how it fucks us all.

Wednesday, 23rd of August when I called Sofia that I will take her out for a dinner at Antipolo city and have a good look over the metro on the evening where it looks like a floating bunch of lights in the middle of the dark. We had a great dinner and good talk for our next plan and how excited I am for her to be Mrs. Montecristo soon.

We’re already on our way home when Sofia told me that she wanted to go Baclaran Church. We headed to Baclaran instead of going home early. We prayed together and asked for blessing when we get married. We’re already headed to our car when she held my hand and said something.

Sofia: ‘Wag ka magbabago. I just love you the way you are.

I just gave her a kiss and opened the door for her. she told me that she don’t want to go home yet and asked me if we can still have drive over the metro. I just comply and took the Roxas boulevard and took a turn at Quirino Ave. we’re having a good talk during our drive. We’re already at Kalayaan Ave. headed to Guadalupe when suddenly a speeding Elf truck from the right street of Reposo came out and hit our car.

All I saw is just a bright light when it happened and I don’t have any idea where I was after the collision. I thought of Sofia but I realized that our car was turned upside down. I Saw Sofia’s bloody face and she was gasping for some air to breathe. She opened her eyes and held my hand

Sofia: I love you! The best thing that happened to me is when I realized that I fell in love with the right man. If I have to spend another lifetime to fall in love with you again, I would.

Me: We’ll be fine soon.

I heard some people are already at the crash site while the others are chasing the man who went down from the Elf truck and trying to give us some help. I yelled for help and told them that my woman needs an immediate attention before my sight went black.

I woke up with an oxygen tank beside me and a lot of medical hoses in my body. My parents are crying when I woke up. I never had an idea that I will be in this kind of room because as far as I can remember, I’m doing fine after the crash. I tried to speak but no words came clearly out of my mouth because of the hose inside. I tried to get up but I never felt anything. It is then that I realized that I was inside an intensive care unit. My parent told me that I was already a couple of days there and they’re thankful to have me back. I was in a coma for a couple of days, they said. The first thing that comes to my mind is Sofia. I can still see her bloody face the last time we talked. My mom even cried harder. I asked her where Sofia was because I dreamed of her taking care of me by my side and watching me sleep. She even kissed my lips in my dream.

I also asked if how’s the child in her womb.

Mom: Ang importante sa ngayon magpagaling ka. Magpalakas ka at tibayan mo ang kalooban mo.

Me: Kumusta na ba si Sofia? Nasaan ba sya?

I undergo a surgery on my shoulder and my left arm. They placed a titanium plate to support my collar bone and my arm. I sensed that something happened to Sofia ‘coz she didn’t showed up in my more than a week long stay at the hospital.

A day before I was discharged, I heard a familiar man’s voice talking to my mom.

Man: Walang may gusto ng nangyari. It was an accident. Wag mo rin sisihin anak mo. Kailangan nyang maging malakas. Tanggap na naming lahat.

Mom: Bakit ganun? Bakit kailangan nyang mawala. Sabik na sabik na pa naman si Genaro sa magiging apo nya. Ewan ko kung ano magiging reaksyon ni Elmo kapag nalaman nya.

I called my mom to know what’s happening. I told myself that Sofia had a miscarriage due to the accident but it was even worse.

Mr. Simoncelli: Son, your child is dead right on the accident. I know it’s hard for you to accept this. Sofia is also dead. She was in coma right from the night it happened. Bumitaw na sya. Hindi ko na rin kayang makita sya na nahihirapan. Nabalian sya ng spine. Meron din mga ribs na nabali sa kanya. Yung isa tumusok sa baga nya kya nahirapan sya huminga. Yung isang nabaling rib tumusok sa pantog nya kaya medyo nahirapan yung mga doctor sa dami ng komplikasyon. Mas gugustuhin ko na rin na matapos ang paghihirap nya kesa sa makita syang habang buhay maghihirap.

Sofia’s father cried and I did!

I didn’t know what happened next because I passed out after a loud scream and hysteria. I never thought of this coming. When I woke up, the doctor says that I’m ready to be discharged and free of any harm. That day was the worst day of my life. It was September 3rd Saturday, when my world ends. I’m still lucky to see her on her wake and be able to be on her side during her interment. I wished that I should never had had took her to dinner that night. There are lot of ifs that came to my mind but the moments we shared are the moments that I could never forget!

In loving memory of Sofia Dela Madrid. I know you are happy where you are right now but it’s still hard for me to move on after 5 long years.

I love you and I missed you so much! I never loved anyone else but you!