After Matt and I’s steamy phone sex, with the promise na dadalhin niya ko sa bahay nila dahil mag-oout of town si mom niya, insip ko kung gusto ko pa rin bang tumuloy. I mean, kung gusto ko pa rin bang maki-pagsex sa bf ko (for two years during that time)…or decide na magpractice na lang muna ng celibacy (which I later found out I cannot) not for the sake of doing it lang, resisting sex and yadda yadda but for the sake na hindi ako mabuntis sa ginagawa namin. I mean, damn! Hindi yata basta sex lang yun, it’s one heck of an experience to die for, and I don’t doubt na mauulit at mauulit pa unless he knocked me up already.
I noticed den kasi na after two months ng pag-lay low ko…well naming dalawa, ng hindi pagsesex ( and rare passionate kisses) feeling ko lumalayo yung loob namin sa isa’t isa. Yes it sounds stupid pero we barely see each other sa dami ng projects at internships namin to fulfill. We really have to battle against the odds.
The morning after, he called me and asked if he can pick me up in the afternoon. Sabi ko naman, ok lang. Then he laughed and said, as in ok lang? Um-oo naman ako. Then I realized, shit he promised to fuck me nga pala. Natawa na lang ako sa naisip ko eh. Pero sabi ko, it’s up to me naman yan e. So hindi ako nag-alala.
Then I heard his car honked outside, his dad’s 18th birthday gift, kung saan nabinyagan naming dalawa. I kinda felt a little proud for him. And off we go. Sa kotse pa lang, parang panay na ang pagsulyap-sulyap ni Matt sa dibdib ko. And to think that I’m wearing a t-shirt then, totally not sexy, it freaked me out. Sabi ko, this is bad. I tried to switch the mood nung nakita ko yung cock niya na nagbubulge na sa pants niya: galit na galit at tayong-tayo. Sabi ko, kaya ko ‘to. Sisiguraduhin kong walang mangyayari sa ‘min ngayong gabi. I kept my fingers crossed and babbled everything from Ferrari’s to Lamborghini’s and everything. I tried really hard to shift his attention to something else. Ang pangit naman na sex na lang ang mag-uugnay sa’min.
Ayan na. So, nasa bahay na nila kami and as he had said, wala nga ang mom niya. Nasa States kasi si dad niya kaya mga maids lang nila yung nandon. Medyo ka-close ko naman sila kaya di na’ko nahiya.
I sat down in one of the couches when suddenly; he brought me up in his arms and carried me all the way to his room… SHIT. Nasabi ko na lang. Pinaghandaan talaga ng loko-loko at gwapo kong boyfriend ang araw na’to. Bakano! There’s no way I can get out of this room safe.
The room smells like Freesia, with a hint of Sakura or Cherry blossoms—my two favorite flowers. Then, a dozen of candles sit on the floor. And the bed is filled with Cherry blossom petals. And I wonder kung how in the world siya nakakuha non. Wala nun sa DangWa I’m sure. Damn. Now what?
Niyakap niya ko at sinabi na sobra niya kong na-miss…at..at..hay..pagbigyan ko raw sana siya kahit ngayon lang. I felt a sudden rush of guilt. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, ang selfish mo…but it’s my right pa rin naman di ‘ba? So I stood my ground. Then nililis niya yung blouse ko. Gumapang yung mg kamay niya.. ahh.. na-miss ko yun ng sobra. Pag-dakma niya sa bra ko pinalis ko yung kamay niya and firmly said “No!” Tinanggal niya yung kamay niya and I was relieved. I thought I convinced him na. Tapos, binuhat niya ko and brushed his lips to my neck. It’s so warm, so full of longing. I swear, bibigay na’ko nang mga panahon na ‘yon. Pero I didn’t let go. “Baba mo na’ko mahal. Please naman.” Pero parang hindi niya ko narinig. I repeated the words louder. Di pa rin siya natinag. He’s kissing me in the neck, in the nape, then cupping my breasts inside my bra. Nalilibugan na ‘ko pero natatakot talaga ko na baka matuluyan na’ko. Sakto kasi kapanahunan ko pa naman. Hindi pa ‘ko nagkakaroon. Shit. But he was so tempting…too tempting.
Nagulat ako sa ginawa ko. Nagpupumiglas ako. Nagsisigaw. But he held me so tight na wala talaga kong magawa. I punched him in the chest but nothing happened. He just held me tighter. “Shhh, baby. Don’t be such a tease. Baka akalain nila I’m raping somebody. Pero ok lang, they’ll understand ‘pag nalaman nilang ikaw yun.” Nalilibugan na ‘ko talaga. Ang galing ng bf ko, di yata kaya ng powers ko. Pero ayokong magpatalo. Nagpupumiglas talaga ko. I punched him and even dared slap him full in the face. He stopped kissing my neck and looked at me in the eye. Then I realized my eyes are wet na pala. I’m crying. Shit. Nagulat ako when he laid me down on the bed, with the pink, soft petals on my back, he pinned my wrists to the mattress and rubbed his cock to my pussy…in his usual, panties on manner. Sabi ko, “Stop, baby! Tama na please. Matthew, let me go!” Gumagaralgal na yung boses ko. Lalo pa niyang hinigpitan yung kapit. Pero he stopped rubbing my pussy with his cock. I hadn’t noticed that I was already crying so hard when he kissed me. The world stopped. I mean, it’s like our first real kiss in two months! I remained motionless. I didn’t care to reciprocate. Then his tongue sparked with mine and I realized it’s moving on its own. I kissed him hard. Sabi niya, “Sorry talaga baby…pero ain’t two months enough? You know what Hikari? I’m proud to say that I waited that much for you, that I didn’t even care to look for other women’s company—” ”You really wouldn’t dare— ”. He cut my words with his warm kiss. I sort of blocked out. Parang nawala lahat ng pinlano ko nung araw na ‘yon. I realized na sobra ko rin pala talagang na-miss si Matthew, well this moments with him, actually. His hands travelled down to my belly, then to my thighs, then to my groins…then I moaned so loud. Buking na ‘ko. Ohhh fff—he just pinched my clit so hard. Ang sarap sarap niya. Sabi ko, hindi ko mapapaligaya ang sarili ko ng ganun. Only Matt can do that. Then he finger-fucked me. “Ahhhh…Matt don’t stop. Faster! oohhh….” He looked at me naughtily and licked my thighs. Then he fucked me with both his two fingers and his tongue. Hindi ko alam kung saang lupalop niya natutunan yon pero I don’t know anybody who can do that that well. “Ahhhhh…Matt..idiin mo pa baby. Ummmph.. shit. You’re a sex god Matthew.” Then nilabasan na’ko. It was my first time to cum that early yun bang nasa unang base ng foreplay pa lang…and that’s my record up to now. Tapos tumayo siya at ako naman ang bida. Wala na talaga sa isip ko na ilang oras lang bago yung mga panahon na’yon eh sinusumpa kong hindi ako makikipag sex.
Sinupsop ko talaga ng mariin yung ulo ng cock niya. Tapos dahan-dahan, pina-ikot- ikot ko yung dila ko pabilis ng pabilis. Dinilaan ko yung butas ng cock niya habang hinahawakan ko yung balls niya as I hina-hand job the shaft. Tapos dinilaan ko na rin yung shaft hanggang sa napaungol siya. Di-neep throat ko siya ng ilang beses…and I looke him in the eye. Mag-cucum na rin pala siya, sabi niya. Then, sumirit yung puting juice niya. Kiniskis ko sa boobs ko yung cock niya habang pinapaliguan yung nipples ko ng tamod niya. Humiga na siya. Hindi na’ko talaga nakapigil kasi parang gusto ko ng labasan pero parang wala ng lalabas, dinaganan ko siya then pinasok ko yung cock niya na dumulas naman agad sa pussy ko. Ang init na niya at sobrang tigas. “Ahhhh…baby. ooohh…” I moaned as I sat on top of him. sabi ko. “Akala ko ba ayaw mo? O let’s stop na!” He teased. Binayo ko talaga siya sagad-sagaran… “Fuck baby..abot sa matris ko!” sabi ko. Naririnig ko yung sound ng paghampas ko sakanya and lalo lang akong nalibugan. Nilamas niya yung boobs ko. Pinipisil niya yung nipples ko na basa pa rin ng juice niya. Dahan-dahan talaga tapos paikot then padiin ng padiin. “Ooooh my fff– Matthew…mmmphhh” I found myself moaning too loud n naman. ” Tapos nilabasan na ‘ko. “Ahhh…baby..ang sarap..mmmhhh..” Pinahiran niya gamit yung middle finger niya yung juice ko sabay pinasubo sa’kin. Nilabas-masok niya yung daliri niya sa bibig ko as I blow-job his finger, sinasakyan ko pa rin siya. Bawat hampas, sobrang sarap. Ang haba kasi ng cock niya kaya sumasagad. Iniipit ko pa talaga para mas rigid. “Ahhh baby…ummphhhh…” Nilalamas ko na yung boobs ko habang napapaigtad sa sarap. Medyo napapagod na ‘ko but I waited for him to cum. Tapos napansin ata niya sabi niya “baby ko, let me help you.” He stood up but he didn’t pull his cock out. I embraced his neck and entwined my legs to his hips para lalong sumikip. “oooohh mahal…higpitan mo pa” sabi niya. Tapos nilapit ko pa yung katawan ko sakanya. Sobrang nasisiksik na tlga yung boobs ko sa dibdib niya.Then he swayed me back and forth by holding me in my thighs and to my butt cheeks. Sobrang sarap talaga ng position na yun. Binayo niya ko towards him and bawat pag-land ko sa kanya…sobrang sarap. “Ahhhh..mahal. ooohh…mmmhh..faster baby!” Binilisan pa niya hanggang sa mag-cum na naman ako. Then he told me he’s gonna cum na din. Sabi niya “baby bitiw ka na, lalabasan na’ ko” Pero parang wala sa sarili, I moaned… “ahhh..ooohhh baby…” mas hinigpitan ko pa yung kapit. “Hikari!” Then I kissed him. He swayed me back and forth again. Tapos I felt him cum inside me. Ang init. Ang sarap talaga niya. “Ahhh..baby..fuck” sabi niyang sarap na sarap. Nilalamas na naman niya yung boobs ko na naninigas pa rin. Tapos ayoko pa rin bumitiw sa kanya kaya napilitan siya umupo sa bed sa ganung posisyon. Nakapasok pa rin yung cock niya sa’kin habang hinahalikan niya ko. Those were supposed to be light and gentle kisses. After awhile I let my tongue enter his mouth and he torridly kissed me back. I moaned as I pulled his hair and he pulled me towards him tighter. Ang sarap ng feeling ng cock niya sa loob ko. Parang ayoko na alisin. Kinagat-kagat niya yung earlobes ko habang hinahaplos yung makinis kong likod hanggang sa mga hita ko. Tapos tumayo na ‘ko at sabay kaming humiga as he whispered “Arigatoo, Hikari” in my ears. It’s actually my first time to hear him speak my second tongue. It made me smile. Then we drifted to sleep as the Sakura graced our backs.
I took pills after that. No choice na talaga. Hindi ako nakatulog ng tatlong araw as I thought of the result of my too much longing. A month after, I took a pregnancy test and was more than glad to know it’s negative. So much for that. : )
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