I heavily dragged my depressed feet home. My heart seemed to have stopped beating as I carried the supposed disk with me. I left the bouquet at his apartment. I was too brokenhearted to bring it with me. I walked up to my own apartment and opened the door. Tears still cloud my eyes as I sit down on my computer. I immediately checked my facebook account and found nothing. I checked on some new stories on PL. The first one that I read was “White Flowers: Full” by dogg_starr. It only brought me down even more as I read it. I logged in on Y! messenger and…
<BUZZ>
Me: ?
Joey: Hi! Kamusta?
Me: Now’s not the right time po.
Joey: Aw… Bkt naman?
Me: Just broke up wid my bf
Joey: Really? Me too…
Me: Really? With whom?
Joey: My fiancée
Me: That’s too bad
Joey: I know,
Me: I guess parang pinagtagpo tayo ng tadhana mga brokenhearted?
Joey: Haha maybe… just a question,
Me: Ano?
Joey: Can I see your face on cam?
Me: Why naman?
Joey: Wala lang.
Out of my depression, I followed what he said. After a few seconds.
Joey: Oh… cute ka naman pala eh,
Me: Thanks
Joey: ba’t ka iniwan ng bf mo?
Me: Long story, I don’t want to talk about it.
Joey: I see, I can respect that
Me: thanks again.
Joey: haha… pulang-pula pa mata mo. Cheer up!
Me: salamat pero medyo mahirap eh.
Joey: Cheer up! Sus… anyway, brb po may kukunin lang.
Me: Sure.
I sat there staring at the PC when I suddenly remember the disk Dean left me. I grabbed my bag and took it out. I put it in my CPU and checked its contents.
In it was a folder named:
“To my dearest Joy”
I double-clicked it and it flashed a video entitled “This is Us.”
My eyes are filled with shock with what I saw. In a full-screen window popped up:
“Babes I missed THIS”
“Ooohhh… Really?”
“Yess… Baby, don’t stop, Ohhh…”
I could do nothing but cry as I watched myself sucking Dean’s manhood. Tears filled my eyes. My cheeks paled at the sight. I can’t take it.
“Babe sige lang! Ohhhh… I’m cumming! I’m cumming!”
I remembered how Dean’s hot semen flowed from my mouth down to my throat. I remembered how I licked his dick clean of his own secretion. My thoughts mixed, my sorrowful emotions seemed to slowly settle. Sourness turned into something sweet, clouds of storm turned into rainbows, remorse turned into lust.
I could feel the heat rushing up my veins. I put my hands on my legs and squeeze them. I could feel my groin and thighs heat up. Sweat builds op on my neck.
“Ohhh… YES! Babes! That’s it!”
Yes! I want it! I put my legs up on the desk and flash my pink, soaking panties. This time, my pantyhose was out of the way. I put my hand on my chest and started to massage it. I bit my lips in enthusiasm.
My finger slides down my clit; I pinched my breasts over my blouse. I moan as I touched myself. Ooohhh… I exclaimed as I increased my tempo, synchronizing it with my moans on the video. I inserted my hands into my panties and rubbed my dripping wet pussy. The computer table shook as my thighs vibrated in pleasure.
“Babes! I’m cumming! I’m cumming! Ohhh!!!” I hear myself scream in the video. That turned me on so much that I felt my body tighten as I reached orgasm. My pussy flooded with my juice as my body twisted while I screamed my heart out. How I wish that was Dean. I caught my breath and fixed my seating position. I minimized the window and….
SHIT! Bukas pa pala webcam ko… Broadcasting (1) viewers.
I immediately messaged Joey:
Me: Are you back yet?
Joey: ….
Me: May nakta k b?
Joey: opo.
Me: SHET! How long k n b nakaupo jan?
Joey: Long enough…
Me: Anong long enough?
Joey: simula sa simula
Me: Simula? Ba’t di mu cnabi sken?
Joey: I wanted you to finish of course.
Me: Shet talaga! Nakakahiya!
Joey: Don’t worry, di naman ako ganun.
Me: Weh? Talaga?
Joey: Oo… pero I’ve got to admit, nakakalibog yung ginagawa mo.
Me: Should I be flattered?
Joey: Of course, you just turned on a broken-hearted guy.
Me: Sus, sinasabi mo lang yan eh.
Joey: I’m serious.
Me: sana nga.
Joey: oo nga pala, wag ka magalet ha?
Me: Saan?
Joey: Sa itatanong ko…
Me: Sus, ano naman?
Joey: Can I ask you out?
My heart stopped as I read those words. I liked Joey but, I’m just not ready yet. Is he taking advantage of me? He just said that he got heart-broken right? And so was I. What am I supposed to tell him? I’m not ready yet for such a cause, but still…
Me: sorry ahh… wala pa me sa mood. Maybe next tym.
Joey: okay sure – I can respect that.
Me: thanks for understanding
Joey: I liked your new story by the way.
Me: Where?
Joey: on PL ofcourse.
Me: Thanks, ikaw naman ata laging nauunang bumasa nun eh.
Joey: Maybe I am… haha
The conversation dragged on. Soon enough, I found myself talking to him more often. Days, nights – anytime I was free I would check if he’s online. We often had chats only then I noticed, I’m starting to fall for him. Eversince the day I said no, he never popped the question again, how am I supposed to tell him how I feel now?
To be continued….
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I feel lonely… pa-add:
~to those who still have no idea, I’m a guy. If you don’t have any interest, fine by me; I just want a chatmate, that’s all.