The breeze of aircon touches my skin when I entered my room, fresh from the bath. I closed the door and I feel the cold air more. Missing my partner, my lover… He’s in his wife, his true family. That makes me really sad.
I didn’t wear any clothes yet, I lie on my bed. Wondering what he is doing now. I miss his kisses, his hugs and caresses on our borrowed time.
Oh I wake up in the night, and I reached beside me hoping you would be there.
I clearly remember what he did last time. He was kissing me thorridly, taking my clothes off slowly while we slow dancing to the tunes of saxophone. Until he removed my bra, carried me and lied on the bed, continued kissing then he caressed my breast. He went down and licking my nipples giving me pure bliss, a ground that only he can do. He asked me if I liked it, I just said “so much”; removed all his clothes and gave him a blowjob that he will never forget.
He was moaning so loud, he cannot resist playing my clit, insert his fingers on my wet pussy made me stop blowjob him and nothing did but to moan.
Then he stopped. Told me that he is sorry, that he can’t give me all his time; if only he know me first before his wife. I shut his mouth with tears flowing on my eyes. I said “There’s nothing we can do right now. All I know is we have this night, and I love you.”
Oh, it’s sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along. Yes, it’s sad t belong to someone else when the right one comes along.
He lay me down again, we kissed passionately while rubbing his fingers through my clit. Enjoying our night – our sinful night together. Back in my mind I told myself, I don’t care if this love is forbidden. But I love him, I love him…
I know I am the stupidest girl you will ever know. But if you are at my shoes… If you are in my shoes…
So I lived my life in a dreamworld for the rest of my days. Just you and me walking hand in hand in a wishful memory. Oh, I guess it’s all that it would ever be.
He slowly insert his into mine. That time, we are one. Only for that time. Slowly, he do the thing. We moaned, loving the pleasure we felt until we came.
It’s time to go.
He bid goodbye, he said he love me and leave. I got nothing to do than to cry. Thinking when it will be the next time we’ll be together again.