Sorry if my first post is not a story. Maybe if mabibigyan nyo ko ng advice, un next post ko will be about my first encounter.
I have a virtual fubu that i met in a chatroom. we’ve been chatting for six straight days now. We’d talk for seven to seventeen hours a day. Hindi lang about sex ang usapan. From religious practices to matters of the heart. Harutan, asaran, kulitan, lambingan. From online chat to facebook comments and wall posts to exchange of sweet txt messages. Hindi na nga sya actually virtual fubu. Virtual bf, companion.
He admitted madami na sya naging sexmate. Mga no strings attached, purely sexual. While ako walang experience sa fubu. Even sa virtual fubu. When we do it on cam, he never ask me to do anything na hindi ko kaya. Puro pacute and tease lang ang ginagawa ko but very evident un effect ko sa kanya. I even told him na sa first meeting namin ayoko muna ng sex and he’s cool with it. He still wants to meet me daw kasi hindi lang naman un ang tingin nya sakin. He even regretted telling me un mga experiences nya kasi baka daw dun ko ibase what we have right now. He said he’s very defensive kc ayaw nya mawala ako. I dont know what he meant, i never dare to ask. I can feel something but i dont want to rush. Siguro ganun din sya. And there’s still a part of me telling me not to trust him.
He seems so real. His words are not just flattering pero may feelings. I can feel there’s something but syempre, mind over heart.
I’m 26, working overseas and currently has a gf. Yes, i’m bi-sexual. He knows our story and how i wanna end up that 7 years relationship. Uuwi ako sa pinas and he’s very eager to meet me. I have a problem. I’m still a virgin and hindi nya alam to.
Should i meet him? Should i give in? I dont know the rules of this game. Please guide me.