I’ve been trying to stay away from PL as possible(for those who still don’t know me, read my stories .)
I haven’t been able to update in a while now, this is a song I wrote not a week ago – so, for what it’s worth I give you…
None of Us Matter Now
F-13
Verse 1:
This love, is orchestrated
It’s pretty much, been dominated
By you, and not me, no matter how much it hurts, I still take it
You’re like my drug, I’m addicted
You’re like my breath, and I need it
You’re like the blood that flows in me when I am high and I loved it
I’ve been called crazy, I am
I’ve been called obsessed, and I can
Offer my body and never defend, myself from receiving the pain
Can and will get shot through the brain
‘Cause I am high and you are my cocaine
If there’s one thing that I regret, it’s not the moment that we met
It’s the day that you and I made each other so motherfucking upset
Tipping the scale now and together we’ve made the balance offset
Why dig through memories and try to revive something that’s long dead?
But that’s exactly what you did; You walked in and flicked the switch
It’s like triggering a bomb; A single mistake could turn everything in a second to none
I told you that you are my only one; Yet you still chose to close your ears and not respond
You ripped my soul off my body, held it up and tore it to shreds
You fucked with my mind and sucked it off and dragged it out of my head
Now we lay in this bed, like a couple of dead
Motherfucking individual sacrifices to the demon himself
We are tittering on the edge of glory, I offered myself
Why do you keep reminding me?
Chorus:
None of us matter now, yet I’m never gonna give up
None of us matter now, yet still longing for another touch
None of us matter now, sell my soul to you and make a vow
To love you forever and a day from now
But still it’s only just a vow
Verse 2:
Look at me, into my eyes
Our heartbeats feel like synchronized
I already felt the aftermath the second that you said goodbye
Losing my strength, what kept me alive, was the same reason that I’m going to die
Why do we keep saying that love is blind? Only to realize, that it’s just lust that binds
Two supposed lovers, who promised to hold onto each other
‘Til death do us part, but now we’re killing one another
Doesn’t make a motherfucking difference; When both of us seek nothing but independence
We sold our souls to the demon; we made what was a molehill a behemoth
Mountain turned volcano as our rages fueled its core every second
Pour down the rain, bring on the pain
This lonely road I will take, every turn that I will make
Reminds me of the time when we still love each other enough to mate
You pinned me down; I don’t fight back and let you suffocate
And rip all the life of out of me; let me help you release all your hate!
(Chorus)
Verse 3:
I feel like a fucking masochist, ‘cause even when you treat me like this
I still hold on to the memories, every moment that we have each other I’ll miss
But now affection turned to hate, what was love then has degraded down to lust
Memories burn down to ashes, emotions blown away to dust
I gave you everything I had, let you do everything you must
I lay my cards on the table, knowing how dangerous it was
No matter how much I give, none of it was fucking enough
But you still left so I took a blade to slit my pulse and start bleeding
The next two seconds I wake, realize that I was only dreaming
You were not on my side again, so I took a beer bottle and popped it
Drank some and to the bed I spilled the rest of it,
I huffed up a puff with my cigarette, and threw a lighter set fire on it
Bridge:
Why you’re leaving now, I have no clue
On my account, I sacrificed myself for you
Still you closed it now
The windows to your heart, no
Matter how I beg and bow, you still walked away from me our memories and kept on screamin’
(Chorus) …And still none of us matter now
~f-13~
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recorded version to be posted soon.