The things I believe
Let’s me down to where I can’t see
I can’t get to stand up
I can’t held my head up
The things I see
The badness, the sadness
The wickedness, the ruthlessness
Of the people I loved.
I am drowning in my sorrows
I am drowning in hatred of life
I am losing all my consciousness
I am losing all that I am
The people that I trust and love
Let’s me fall and gave all my doubts
Trying to stop myself
Not to love, not to care
All I know I am caught up in needing others
All I know I am trapped within myself
All I know I am caught up in needing love
All I know I am trapped.
I need to find the independent me
I need to get away from the needs and wants
I need to quit relying on others
I need to quit asking for love
I need to start being myself
I need to start getting out of my shell
I need to start living my own life
I need to start believing in me
And I need to start…
I need to act…
NOW!!!
“After awhile you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love,
you begin to learn that kisses don’t always mean something,
that promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made
and that
GOODBYES ARE REALLY FOREVER”