This is my 2nd post, the 1st one was entitled “Lickilicious”.
After my encounter with Louie, I tried to avoid him, ignoring his texts and making alibis whenever he asks me out. Yet, I could not stop but reminisce the things we did. Though I wanted to try sex for real, I did not want to do it with him, he does not deserve it. I still have that fantasy of doing it with the man who at least cares.
Days passed. I tried to kept myself busy with school. I enrolled in a gym and tried to spend more time with my 2 friends. But I still feel bored and depressed. I do not know why, probably because something is just missing. I wanted a man in my life. Nakakahiya man aminin but at the age of 18, i was still an NBSB.
I still chat on MIRC but not that often. Madali ako ma bored sa mga ka chat ko. Until one day I met this guy sa chat, lets just call him Bryan, whom I find to be interesting. He was friendly, sweet and had a good sense of humor. His work is based in my hometown but he travels to CDO at least once a month. We have been texting for a week when he informed me he was going to CDO and asked if we could meet. He would be staying for a night and he requested me to accompany him. I could sense that he wanted more than just a company so I made him promise na he would not do anything I would not like. Nag promise naman sya. I do not know why he gained my trust.
We met at a mall in CDO. We watched a movie, “The Jackass”, pero hindi naman talaga movie yun, just a compilation of stupid jokes. After an hour, we got bored and decided to have dinner instead. I was anxious, for I was not sure what would happen next. I knew there is a big possibilty that I might lose my virginity that night. Medyo takot na kinabakabahan na excited. Ewan! Bahala na! Come what may, anyway, 18 na naman ako. Nagkataon pa na safe pa ako, so bahala na. Nice naman yung guy.
Bryan was indeed sweet and friendly even in person. I was beginning to like him. He was an average looking guy, medium built. He was 10 years older than me, pero yun naman talaga mga type ko, matured guys.
During dinner, he asked me where we could check in since he does not know the place that much. I suggested that place where Louie brought me, yun lang din naman kasi alam ko that time.
So yun na, sakay kami ng taxi. Kinakabahan pa ako ng bonggang bongga. He held my hands and Im sure na feel nya na super lamig at super nginig na ako.
When we arrived at the lodge, he was so impressed. Wala daw kasing ganun kagandang lodge sa place nila. Ako naman, di halos makagalaw sa sobrang kaba.. I sat on the other side of the bed, frozen.. I guess he noticed it. He tried to relax me by opening topics regarding school, family, music, etc.. Later, medyo nawala na yung kaba ko, but i felt so cold, malakas kasi ang aircon.. Then he asked if he could hug me. “Sure”
We were standing and he hugged me really tight.
“Thanks at pinagbigyan mo ako.”
“No problem, as long as you keep your promise”.
Then he started kissing me. At first smack lang sa cheeks, then sa lips. Then he started to open his lips. I didn’t know how to kiss that time, it was my first. But I’ve read an article in Cosmopolitan Mag on kissing techniques so sinubukan ko ng i apply. It felt so good. I kissed him back. I could not believe what I was doing, I could kiss indeed. You dont really have to be experienced to enjoy the smooching. You just have to feel and explore each other’s mouth. We were licking each other’s lips and tongues, then he paused to ask.
“Are you sure you’ve never been …?”
Before he could finished his question, I sealed his lips with mine, then the kiss went on. I could feel my knees shaking and my cunt getting wet.
Then he started to kiss me on the neck. His left hand on my back trying to unhook my bra while his other hand on my butt, squeezing them. Oh shit, it really felt so good.
Then I felt his hands on my boobs, he squeezed them and rubbed the nipples. Napaliyad ako sa sobrang sarap. I lied down in bed. He pulled my tops and my bra. He licked me on the neck down to my breasts. He sucked my nipples while his hand were busy unbuttoning my jeans. He pulled down my pants, leaving me only with panty. He too, removed his shirt and jeans leaving his brief on. Then he postioned myself in front of me. I reached for his bulge and tried to feel it. Damn, he was as hard as a steel rod. He smiled at me. Then he opened my legs and pushed himself in between. Though I was still wearing my panty, I knew he could feel I was dripping. He rubbed his covered cock against my cunt.. It felt so good.. I was pulled his butt to increase the friction. Then he looked at me and asked if we could both remove our undies.. I just nodded my head and obeyed.
For a few seconds, I thought he has gone to the CR, but then I felt something hot and wet in my cunt. He was eating me down there, he licked and sucked my clit. All I could say was “ooohh, ahhhhhhhhh sssssssssshhitt, cge pa”.
Then he positioned himself in front of me again, this time we were both naked na. Then I reminded him of our agreement.
“Don’t worry, dili lage nako isulod.”
Since my body was craving for more, i opened my legs and let him rub his cock on my dripping cunt. Damn it felt so good, and I wanted more. Sa sobrang sarap, I got carried away and lost control of myself. I did not realize I was already pulling his butt and pushing mine to meet his. Then I felt a slight pain inside, but i ignored it. Instead, I pushed my body upward to meet his thrusts. Parang nakalimutan ko na sarili ko that time.
After few minutes, he pulled out. Then I realized what I have just done. SInumbatan ko sya.
“You broke your promise”
“No, i did not. I promised you na I wont do anything you won’t like. But I guess you liked it naman. You even pulled my butt so I could thrust further.”
I was speechless, he was right. I had no choice but to face and accept my destiny. I lost my virginity to someone I still consider as a stranger. I hate regretting kaya I tried to think of reasons para hindi ako mag regret. Inisip ko na lang na in fairness nag enjoy na man ako. If mag end na ang world the next day, then I wont die a virgin. (naloka na yata)
Since andun na kami, sinulit ko na lang. We did it again. Then rest for few minutes then we tried dogstyle. Medyo masakit na pussy ko so he ate me again. I could not remember how many times he fucked me that night. Halos di na kami natulog. He gave me tips on how to bj. Weve had some funny moments din, tawanan, minsan emote. I felt secured with him and I was beginning to like him more, not becuase he was a good fucker, but because napakasarap nyang kasama.
In the morning, we fucked again before we checked out. Super hapdi na pussy ko tsaka medyo masakit na balakang ko. Hinatid nya ako sa boardinghaus ko. Bago ako bumaba ng taxi, he kissed mo on the cheek and said thank you.
I would admit, I was hoping that sooner, we could be more than just friends.
In my next posts, I’ll be sharing more of my experiences with Bryan and others..
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