I’m in my early thirties, and I learned how to masturbate when I was eleven years old. I have been masturbating since then. Masturbation is definitely a secret thing, and there are only two persons in my life who caught me jacking off. The first one was my yaya when I was in elementary, and the second is my first cousin. Let’s just call my first cousin Ella.
I was in my early years in college and Ella was still in elementary. We were in our ancestral house in the province when it happened. I always made sure that the door is locked every time na nagbabati ako, but I forgot that my room’s door had an opening. Tinangal kase yung door knob kaya may maliit na hole sa room ko.
Incidentally, I was imagining her elder sister (my cousin Lora) when Ella peeped into the hole. Since Ella was only elementary and young, she had no clue what I was doing, yet she started saying loudly na “si kuya, ginaganyan nya yung titi nya.” She said that while gesticulating her hands up and down. I was so embarrassed not to her but the possibility that anyone in the house might hear what she was saying. I just told her that my titi was itching. That was years ago.
I went abroad to for many years and when I returned home, I saw a girl come out from the bathroom. Sabi ko, Hi! Lora Komusta ka na!
Sumagot sya, Hindi Kuya, ako si Ella! Sabay tawa sya.
Napagkamalan ko na sya si Lora kase magkamukha sila.
Only then I realized that my little cousin have grown into a very fine lady. She’s about 5’2, petite, maputi, at mahaba ang buhok. Kung noon ay pinapantasya ko ate nya, ngayon ay mas maganda pa sya kay ate Lora nya. So nag-kwentuhan kami at nagbonding nang gabing yun. She told me that she’s now a nursing student in Manila.
I was really impressed about her looks and figure. Baby face si Ella at yung mukha nya nung elementary pa sya ay hindi nagbago. Dalagita na sya ngayon (around 17 ). Matanda ako sakanya nang more than 10 years. We talked for hours, and I guess it was already dawn when we finished talking. She said that she wants to finished college so she could go to abroad too.
That morning, she has to go Manila since she has an early class. Hinatid ku pa sya sa may sakayan nang bus. And when she said goodbye, she gave me a hug and kissed me on my cheek. She was very sweet too, hindi na katulad noon na maliit pa sya na puro kapilyahan. I said goodbye and went home, and since that day, we texted each other every day. Ang saya ko talaga at ang feeling ko ay parang na-love at first sight.
I often go to manila and on one occasion, I was in Malate area. I texted her and I found out that she’s in the same mall. We met and had coffee, and again, I felt an extreme attraction to her. Pero hindi ako nagpahalata kese nga kuya nya ako. But, still I could not resist looking at her body. She was wearing Capri shorts, naka bra top camisole. On top of her spaghetti camisole ay white bottoned shirt na maiksi ang sleeve with 3 to 4 buttons sa harap. Bukas yung top button at nakalabas yung top portion nang maganda nyang chest. She doesn’t wear makeup and very innocent and face nya palagi. Since panatag na ang loob nya saakin, halus kung ano-ano ay kinukwentu nya. Of course one of the topic ay relationship, and she told me she never had any boyfriend yet. She asked me why I’m still single and I told her that, I still having fun being single. Natawa sya sa sinabi ko. She’s smart and she could figure out what I was saying.
“Siguru kuya Ricky, and dami mu nang nagging GF sa abroad no?
Napangiti ako at sabi ko. “Hindi naman, wala pa talaga kase akong nagugustuhan na mapangasawa eh”