Warning: This is nothing but blabbers. I have been feeling fucked up for the past days for being a bum and haven’t talked to anyone even with my boyfriend coz’ he might tell me I’m whining about my decisions.
Why is it so important nowadays na may kakikilala ka when applying to a company, hospital etc. Does it make you more qualified or competent?
It is not a secret that I resigned from my work several days ago. It was a rush, an impulsive decision and yet I feel perfectly good about it coz’ I know I did the right thing. Please allow me to narrate what happened.
Six months ago, I applied in this fucked up hospital in our place. I decided to work for them coz’ it is super accessible . I don’t even need to bring my car, kahit maglakad lang pwede na. So, super tipid. Nahihiya na din kasi ako humingi ng allowance kina Mama at Papa since nagraduate na ako and tapos na responsibilities nila sakin. We have a 12-hour shift (7am-7pm or 7pm-7am) so super sagad talaga sa pagod. Well, I work hard, ako yung tipo na pakitang gilas talaga sa work. I have been MIA for 6 months sa social life ko. So basically, I have been loyal with my job.
A month ago, may nagresign na co-worker which means a position for one of us. Nagconduct sila ng ranking and I am pretty confident that I’ll top it. Kahit mga co-workers ko ako ang sinasabi nila na mapepermanent. Then, the most awaited day happened. HINDI AKO ANG NAKUHA. Why? Kasi anak ng doctor yung isa kong kalaban sa ranking, and malaki daw ang utang na loob ng hospital sa doctor na yun, at to top it off, she has been working there for 2 months palang!
I know! WTF right. So, I confronted my superiors una supervisor lang, and I am asking for the evaluation forms namin and they can’t show me a thing.
So, I decided sabi ko na I can’t work for a company na unfair at hindi transparent sa mga decisions.
I know this has been experienced by all of us. one way or another. Naisip ko lang, paano aasenso ang Pilipinas kung ganyan palagi ang bulok na systemang ipapairal. I’ve stayed in Singapore and Malaysia for years and have met VIP’s, actors etc pero pag pumupunta sila sa airport or kung saan man they are being treated as if ordinaryong tao lang sila. E tayo?
Nakakadismaya. Kelan kaya tayo aasenso sa lagay na ito?