I was not into making the first move after the incident with Ms. E. The fact that we made out did not embolden me to inappropriately touch her despite the countless opportunities. She resented my not making any advances because it gave her the impression that I did not like her. She confessed this to me during our brief affair. She also admitted to intentionally sitting behind her desk while giving a lecture so I could look up her skirt. I have never slept again in her class after we made out. I began to look at Ms. E differently. I wondered if she noticed how I much I wanted her…yearned for her.
My mind conjured different scenarios of how I would lose my virginity. Finally during science week, towards the end of the school year, I finally had another chance to be alone with Ms. E. She had asked for my help to move some science exhibits from one of the labs into the classroom. I took it as a positive sign since she did not ask the class for volunteers but came directly to me and ask for my help.
My heart was pounding and my loins ached throughout choir practice. My breathing was heavy as I walked to Ms. E’s room. When I got there she has already begun moving some exhibits. I was surprised no students volunteered to help this petite beautiful woman. Some must have seen her moving the exhibits, however I was glad that there was no one else.
“Ms. E, ano pa po ang kelangan ilipat?”
“Lahat sa mesa na yun…” she pouted her lips to the direction of the table where the exhibits were.
I wish I were kissing those lips again. The thought brought me back to the incident in the ladies’ restroom that I found myself trying hard to hide a hard on that was bulging in my pants. I moved to grab an exhibit to hide my stiff member.
Ms. E continued to transfer the rest of the exhibits. I assumed she did not notice how hard I was and I continued to transfer the exhibits too. I was thankful that it was already past 6pm and there are some dim sections of the hallway. I made a brief stop over in a dark corner and fixed my hard on which was fighting against my pants.
“Aldo, ok ka lang dyan?” Ms. E called from inside the classroom.
“Ahh, eh opo Ms. E, inaayos ko lang tali ng sapatos ko.” I gave my excuse aloud then hurried inside the classroom.
When we finished moving the exhibits, I was sweating profusely and was a bit hesitant to get close to Ms. E fearing I smell. Ms. E herself was glistening with perspiration clearly accentuated by her white complexion under the light of the fluorescent. I could not resist looking at her cleavage. The sight of her breast through her uniform were so compelling I lost awareness that I was already ogling.
“Kumusta ang view?” Ms. E asked.
I was so embarrassed I replied with monosyllables.
“Ah…eh…”
Then Ms. E laughed quietly perhaps to make me feel comfortable. I smiled sheepishly. She drew near and wiped the sweat off my forehead with the handkerchief she had in her hand.
“Ang pawis mo…”
I could smell her perfume making me more uncomfortable because of my sweat which has started to go dry on my skin.
Ms. E was standing so close that I started to tremble with nervousness. I was trying hard to keep from shaking. My hands went cold and clammy. Then I felt Ms. E rub my right thigh which was my queue to reach and fondle her breast through her blouse.
Our lips locked immediately in a duel of tongues. My shaking stopped and I felt something warm envelope me, perhaps from the sudden rush of blood all over my body. My heart was pounding. I felt awkward.
Ms. E suddenly pulled herself away. Looking at me for a brief moment which seemed like forever. Her eyes were burning with lust and want. She hurried to lock the door and asked me to close the windows which I did in a heartbeat.
She asked me to stay where I was standing and she turned off the lights.
It went completely dark.
To be continued…