Hiya everyone. I would just like to share some of my masturbating experiences, behind locked doors.
A bit of background about how I came to know what masturbation is…
Actually, I started really young, but never really knowing it was something naughty. As far as I can remember, the sensation when I touched the part between my legs was totally mind-blowing. It felt good, tickly, as I once thought. So, it was part of my nightly routine to fondle with my pussy before I slept. I was about 7 then.
I used to be in a Catholic school, so values were really being monitored during that time. So saying anything “dirty” around the nuns was something serious, so I never heard anything dirty come out of anyone’s mouth, not until I stepped to Grade 5.
I transferred to a public school, which was kind of a culture shock for me. I started hearing kids cursing and talking dirty and such. I wasn’t used to it. But it was then I realized that fondling with my pussy was a naughty act.
So then, I started to explore more of masturbating. I started slipping my hand in my undies, actually feeling my clit and how hot and wet it is. I used to just rub my pussy with clothes on, so this was new to me. I did not mind if I was wet or not. All I cared about is getting through the tingly feeling in between my legs.
So, after some time, I started stripping off my clothes under my blanket. Then, I’d lay there, spread my legs, and just play with my pussy til I felt better. I’d start to moan as well, and arch my back. There are some times I’d tie my feet to my bed, and rub my clit like mad! No matter how painful it was, just as long as I feel better, then that’s when I’d stop.
Then, I learned to read pornography. I’d read other people’s experience, how to masturbate and stuff. At first, I thought it was gross. But, since I already started to touch my pussy, It wont be any different. So, while playing with my clit, I discovered the hole to my pussy. I inserted a quarter of my middle finger. It was painful. I just kept my finger in there, not moving it. Then I’d take it out. Every night I’d do that, until I got used to it, and accidentally put in my whole finger this time! It felt even better. I started to put it in and out, and just moaned in satisfaction. It was then I became addicted to it. I’d find ways to fuck myself, while I took a bath, or I would just go to the bathroom to masturbate.
Up until now, it’s what I do. I fantasize about being tied and being forced to sex. Haha. I never want it to happen in real life, I just get turned on bout it. Haha..
So, if u wanna reach me, PM me on [email protected]. tnx