Bakit (Part II)

Author Name: emaldem | Source: pinoyliterotica.com

At 21, I was really ripe for a good sexual encounter. I experienced my wet, tongue-sucking first kiss, my first breast suck and lick, my first finger-fuck, and my first oral sex – pussy licking and sucking and blowjob. Without a boyfriend to continue on with my stalled sexual awakening, I resorted to my old habit of masturbation.

I longed to get porno books and magazines and fantasize that someone is putting his penis in my already wet pussy. Sometimes I wake up feeling wet in my panties when I put my fingers in. I always dream of my second bf putting his penis into mine and I will be receiving it with wide open pussy. But I did not know how it feels so I am always longing for it to happen. I rub my pussy in my pillows hoping that it is a man who is ready to fuck me. I see wet marks in the pillow cases because I cum while imagining sometimes.

It was always like that until I met someone at my work place. I was already 22 then when I attended a training course in my company for budding managers. I was the youngest in a class of 30 who are in their late 20s to early 30s. There was this man who was in his mid 30’s who kept looking at me and complimenting me whenever I come to class. Whatever I wear, even if it is the most baduy clothes in my wardrobe, he would have something good to say. It went on for a couple of weeks until one time, we were divided in a group of two’s to make a project. He immediately chose me as his partner. I was a bit flattered because I know that he is already close to becoming a manager and he became interested in me.

He invited me one afternoon in his office so that we can talk about the project. He introduced me to his staff as his girlfriend which I just smiled off, not taking the matter seriously. We talked about the project for a while over coke and cookies in his office room. Then he excused himself to pee. I was walking around his room looking at some pictures on the wall when he entered it slowly and he suddenly embraced me from behind. It was so sudden and I could not move. He then proceeded on kissing my neck and smelling my perfume. I was able to free my self from him afterwards and told him that I don’t like to deal with dirty old men.

He apologized saying that he had really a huge crush on me and to straighten things up, he would like to treat me for a dinner and to watch a concert afterwards, the following Friday. Before Friday came, he would call me for snacks or lunch, which I agreed to come….he was courting me already. The Friday date of dinner and concert came. I was looking so hot with a black tight pants and red sexy blouse. He was looking cute too at the age of 35. He was so gentle during the dinner, taking note of my needs and introducing me to drinking wine. In the dark concert hall, his arm would be by my arm in the arm chair, then it moved behind me to my shoulder, which gave me a start. He noticed it so he put his arm down again.

Later on, as the concert went on and as I became happy with the music, I did not notice that his arms were already back at my shoulder and his face was very close to mine. I looked at him sideways and he was looking at me too. He then suddenly closed the distance with a sensual kiss. It was so good, and I did not notice that my mouth opened to receive his. After a while he told me that I already know how to kiss. He assumed that I already had someone who taught me how to do it. The kiss was repeated again during the concert and we were already holding hands when we came out of the concert hall.

As we were walking in the dark path going to his car, we stopped near a big tree. He leaned me back on the tree as he kissed me again, this time more sensual, wet, and with more tongue sucking. I responded with matching heat and his member suddenly bulged and touched my front. We stopped kissing and looked deeply in each other’s eyes. He then said that he loved me and he would make me happy and if I would accept his love. I said I would. Then he kissed me again, then my whole face and my neck. I was already moaning and slowly weakening in my knees – a sign that I am going to give in. But then he stopped. We still have work the following day, and we need to rest so he took me home. I realized what transpired when I got home. I now have a new boyfriend who now knows that I am hot and ready for him. He is older but wiser and have more experience. I learned from friends that he had a long time girlfriend who cheated him at the end. That’s why he has never married. He has a son when he was at his teens, who frequently visits him.

My days were always filled with anticipation of his calls, visits, lunch, dinners and long and intelligent talks, which always ended up in a long sensual kiss. Sometimes, he will come to fetch me from office when nobody is there anymore and we will sneak behind the dividers, kiss and grope each other. I like it when he runs his finger on top of my pants just above my pussy and clitoris. I give him a deep kiss after that.

Until one time when we walked in the campus…the place where lovers go, we stopped by a bench near a big tree, talked a while and did some hot necking. He was at once all over my body, caressing my breasts and my front. He was running his fingers again in the front of my pants which made me horny and my pelvis started moving up and down. I also rubbed his hard on, up and down. He was so surprised that I am really ready and hot. He laid me down on the grass and loved and showered me with kisses and caresses. I can’t help but moan for it was all so good. We loved each other that much and would like to show each other that we do. A few days later, he invited me to his bachelor’s pad. He said he will cook for me his special pasta dish.

When I got to his house, the table was set with wine, pasta, and fruits. It was really good. I volunteered to wash the dishes as he already cooked the food. He went to have a shower because he smelled of food. While I was washing the dishes, he sneaked behind me and groped my breast while kissing my neck. I turned around and we kissed deeply. He smelled so good because he just came out of the shower. He then removed my blouse and then my bra and started sucking my breast. He was doing it so gently thinking that it was my first time. But I rubbed his head and pressed it much deeper into my breasts. I even told him to suck it long and hard and bite it a bit. He looked at me with questioning eyes, and I said I had this before and I know how it feels. So he proceeded and gave me what I wanted.

I was getting weak in the knees again because the feeling was sensational. I felt that my pussy was also getting wet. He was going to undress me totally but I said, I need to take a shower first. I was not able to finish washing the dishes anymore. He let me took a shower and once I was out, he started to continue where he left off. We went to his room and was amazed that I was so comfortable being naked with him. He was on top of me already kissing my whole body, expressing his delight in seeing it and how he loves to love me. When he got to my pussy, he parted my thighs and slowly licked my pussy just the way my second bf did. He was not surprised anymore with how I received his caresses because he knew he was not the first. He pointed his tongue and directed it to my hole and then sucked my clit producing slurping sounds as he did it. He sucked me hard for a long time, I was moaning and raising my pelvis to meet his mouth. I sometimes press his head towards my pussy. He in turn grounded my pussy with his mouth much harder. It went on and on until I had my first big orgasm with him, a nice long one with a lot of cum in his face.

He was grinning and delighted that he was able to give me that happiness. He went up to kiss me so that I can taste my cum. It was soooo good. I was already so wet and horny that I groped his member which was still inside his briefs. I thought he was not yet hard because I was expecting something like my second boyfriends’. When he took off his brief, I saw a tiny hard, round prick about 4 inches long. I was not sure whether he was already ready to fuck. He told me to lick it and suck it and so I did, I was anticipating that I will lose my virginity right at that time. But I was wrong. A few more sucking and he already gave out a big moan and a big load into my mouth. I did not taste it. I ran into the bathroom and spit it out.

When I came back he had already his briefs on again. I had to clean up because I needed to go home that night for there is work the following day. As I got home, I still felt empty. Even if I had a big orgasm when he sucked my pussy, I was still hoping to get that penis into me. I went to bed with that desire and dreamed that I was being fucked by him repeatedly, with his penis going in and out of my pussy. It was now my third bf who occupied my dreams and my thoughts and my yearnings to be fucked. Sometimes when I feel the urge to masturbate, it was his name I call as I reach orgasm. That dream materialized a week after that. We went out for dinner one Wednesday evening. Since it was still a bit early, we went to his pad and had some beer. While doing so we were kissing torridly until we both got naked. He ate my pussy even if I had not washed the whole day and I sucked his penis which was a bit salty already. We were both tasting the beer in our mouth and our bodies’ secretions all at the same time. I was already too wet and horny to care when he suddenly pointed his hard penis into my wet pussy.

I immediately lost my tipsiness being aware of what is about to happen. He whispered that he loved me and he will take care of me no matter what happens. I said yes and kissed him full in the mouth, as I guided his penis into my pussy. He shoved it a bit and I felt pain, another one and I was really feeling the pain and ready to cry. He shoved harder and I screamed loudly. He rested on top of me while his penis lay still inside, kissing my lips and my face and trying to console my crying. He was so surprised to know that I was still a virgin. He thought that I was hot because I already had experience with the other stuff. Then he said, it will be better in a while. And it was, he slowly pulled his penis out slowly then in again and so on until the pain disappeared. I was already bleeding but he continued fucking me until he reached his orgasm. I was just enjoying his fucking but I did not cum.

He said sorry afterwards because I did not enjoy my first time. We kissed again and then he got his briefs and wiped my pussy with it and his penis next. His briefs had a tinge of red because of my blood. He wrapped it in paper and decided to throw it in the trash. He brought me home later ….and as I lay in bed after my first real fuck, I loved the feeling that I am a fulfilled woman. I did not regret it even if it was really really painful. The following day, he fetched me to go to work and asked me how I felt. I still felt pain, and I had to put a feminine napkin because I was still bleeding. We just saw each other for lunch and dinner, and had slow necking because he knew that I am still feeling the pain. to be continued……