“can i see you if i come by to subic?” big_boned asked. “let’s see.” i replied. its just one of those no-sense-text days that we actually enjoy. i usually bother him whenever he’s in the office. that’s the only time he got a signal kasi. (ganda ng iphone4 mo, tsong. choosy sa signal!) he enjoys naman my pangungulit. (i bet! :p) so there, he’s planning to see me. “people around me has been pushing me to go out of town and i since i knew you live in subic, i thought it’ll be a nice place to go to.” he explains.
big_boned is one of the few PL guys i got to be close with. he confessed his love for BBWs and admitted got the hots from my stories. he’s such a darling though, never went bastos with his comments in any story posted. talking about bein’ a gentleman. “ok. i can prolly book you a room here if you really want. beach front maybe?!” i said. “that’ll be how much?” ” say, a thousand, overnight?!” i texted back. it took him quite a while to reply. then, “yeah? that’ll be good enough.” he said. desidido nga sya talaga to come by. pinagtataka ko lang is he never mentioned to be tagging someone along. “hey, the room’s good for two, ha?!” i uttered. “yeah. that’s fine. i would go alone naman.” not being the naughty guy, i thought to myself, he’s prolly a loner. “book you a room and hook you up with someone then?!” biro ko. “i’d go for the first. i’m good with that.” he replied. grabe naman sa pagkagoodboy ‘to, naisip ko. hindi ko rin naman naisip na ipagkanulo ang sarili ko. not being a plastic or anything, i have been celibate for quite some time na and in contrary to what others say, hindi ko hinahanap ang fuck. i’ve got two hands anyways. or just maybe i sense him to be a kiddo…
days passed and we never really talked about the getaway he wants. until one thursday. he actually seem to be extra sweeter and i found it nice. he too opened up about some details about his real self. it was awkward too learning he is beginning to like me. takot na ako sa ganito. damn traumatized. i went a step back but he seem pushy. and there’s the sweetness that’s irresistable for me. he made it a point not to scare me away by not being so ‘Mr. Best Foot Forward’. he is who he is, and i liked that. i then decided to say yes to the invitation. its gonna be his birthday one sunday, and he wants that getaway by then. we planned on hows it gonna be. decided to cancel the room thing and just party out with my friends. its gonna be a satnyt afterall. 
i have been busy the whole week after that. work and shit. i have to drive to pampanga and back for 4 days. weather too had become a lil evil and brace us a storm. the idea was totally brushed off my mind, then came that weekend. friday it was, big_boned was confirming the plan. “seeing me tomorrow?” he texted. my chinky eyes went round as it i remember the whole thing, reading his sms which a bit late. “oh my. its almost sat na pala. i didn’t notice that.” i blurted out on myself. “sorry, dear, late reply. im here in toyota san fernando, busy. kakabasa ko lang text mo.” sabi ko. “gawa mo jan? tuloy tayo bukas?” he asked. “settling car insurance for the month. checking upgrades too. uhmm, i dunno, busy kasi. sorry… 
” i said. he was really insisting. that i hated. i do not like yong makukulit. dahil na din siguro sa pagod sa biyahe at sa katangahan ng mga tao sa toyota that day, napikon na ako. i cancelled everything instead. he was really sad but there’s nothing he can do. he even dared to ask na if nagpunta pa rin ba siya e imimeet ko na siya. “manigas ka maghintay, pag sinabi kong hindi ako dadating, hindi ako dadating.”. kinagabihan, “i am sorry for being pushy. makulit na ako i know.” he texted. being home na and a lot cooler, i told him its ok, i said sorry for getting pissed too. “can i atleast make one last hirit? can you still see me? as a birthday gift?” sabi niya. “when’s your day?”, “sunday”. i can’t get to make my brains work that much, i called him. “hoy, this sunday?! birthday mo this sunday?!” paulit ulit kong tanong. “yeah, this sunday.” he confirms. i felt a little guilty not to give in so i said yes. pinagusapan namin ang pagpunta nya dito. pinagplanuhan anong pwedeng gawin at kung pano ko pagkakasyahin ang oras ko. may remedials kasi sakin ang isang estydyante ko. kinabukasan, it was really raining so hard. i texted him, “its really raining hard here. jan ba? we might have to postpone your trip.” he replied with a sad emoticon. “it’ll be the saddest birthday if we’ll be postponing this. maniwala ka lang, titigil din yang ulan.” sabi pa niya. true enough, huminto din ang buhos ng ulan kinahapunan. he left manila 6pm and got here around 10. “medyo matagal ang byahe mo, pasay ka pa kasi nanggaling.” i told him when i checked kung nasan na siya.
contrary to the original plan of going out, dinner and clubbing, since maulan pa din, i decided to ask him to check out rooms around the terminal instead. “tamad na ako to go out. can we just get a place instead?” suggestion ko. clean thought yon ha? hehe. wala sa isip kong makakantot ako that night. so, that’s what he did. he got a room sa tapat ng terminal while waiting for me. after 5 mins, dumating na ako. i sae him sa baba ng inn, sa tabi ng 711, smoking. “hello, birthday boy.” bati ko. he was all smiles nang salubungin ako. “hi, kumain ka na? wanna grab something muna? inom? inom tayo?!” sunod sunod na tanong niya. umiling lang ako. umakyat na kami and on the way he couldn’t thank me less for meeting him up. pagdating sa room, “you see how tamad i am to go out? i didn’t even bother dressing up for the night.”, sabi ko. ako na ang pumuna sa sarili ko. nakadenim shorts, statement shirt at hoodie lang ako. nakaflat slippers and bitbit ko lang ang ever trusty mini duffle bag ko. “you are pretty still.” sagot naman niya. nakaupo ako sa may uluhan ng kama and he is standing at the footside of it. my naughty side flared up kasi mukha syang takot na batang ang sarap sunggaban at lalong takutin. “come, lemme give you a hug.” aya ko sa kanya sa tabi ko, sensing his dilemma. he junped in in no time. he hugged me tight and gave me a peck on the cheek. “thank you talaga.” bulong pa niya. magkatabi kaming nakaupo sa uluhan ng kama, kwentuhan. about his life, mine too, tapos maya pa’y nagyaya siya bumaba to eat. “ayaw. tamad. ikaw nalang please…” pagpapacute kong sabi sabay hilig sa kanya. “yan. kaya nga nagyaya na ako kanina bago tayo umakyat eh. tamad ka na nga kasi.” sagot naman niya. magsasalita pa sana siya when i kissed him on the lips. “ikaw nalang, please?!” sabi ko pagbitaw ko sa paghalik sakanya. wala na nga siyang nagawa but to ask me what i want and then go. pagbalik niya, he got us big siopaos, bag of chips, my rootbeer, vodka and lime soda. “sarado na kfc kaya siopao nalang. sorry” he explains. we ate the siopao while watching a shitty tagalog horror film and exchanging comments about it. pagtapos namin sa siopao, we smoked, and started drinking what he bought. i was lying flat on my belly while he is sitting on the floor. kwentuhan, biruan, nakalahati na namin yong vodka when my neck starts to feel heavy na. tinamaan na ata ako. so sabi ko pass muna. he had a couple of shots pa, then tumabi sakin sa bed. “anong oras na?!” tanong niya sabay hila sa kamay ko to check on my watch. “oh, its past 12 na. happy birthday!” bati ko, and i gave him a hug. hindi na siya kumalas sa pagkakayakap sakin, “remember, you asked me what gift do i want for today?!” paalala niya habang nakaunan sa braso ko at nakayapos sa bewang ko. “yeah. what?” tanong ko. “you. i want you. i want you as my gift.” malambing niyang sabi. i smiled, and gave him a kiss. “well, here. happy birthday.” and then i kissed him again. mas masarap na this time. naglaplapan na kami and his hands started to move na. he grabbed my butt and squeezed it tight. “hmmm, the famous butt in pl.”, sabi pa niya. natawa ako, nilaplap ko ulit sya. dahan dahan na niyang inaangat ang shirt ko nang mahulog ang unan. nasa footside kasi kami nakaulo. “lipat nga tayo dito sa kabila” yaya niya. tumayo ako at lumipat ng side, tapos ay bumalik sa pakikipaghalikan sakanya. lamas na niya ang suso ko at mas palaban na ang kisses nya. “ang mahiyain at takot na bata kanina, hayok na ngayon.” naisip ko. pinasok na niya ang kamay niya sa shirt ko at muling nilamas ang suso ko. maya pa’y nararamdaman ko nalang na nakalas na nya ang lock ng bra ko, sabay hila dito. sanay na sanay ata tong si big_boned sa ganito, nahubad ang bra ko nang di inaalis ang shirt ko. balik kami sa laplapan, kinakalas na niya ang tali ng shorts ko at binaba na din ang zipper. gumapang na ang kamay niya papasok sa panty ko, diretso sa butas ng puki kong basang basa na ngayon. “uhmmm, smooth.” bulong niya sa pagitan ng halikan. dinaliri na niya ang kiki ko. sige na ang kalikot niya dito. mula sa butas, inihahagod niya ang daliri pataas sa tinggil, tapos ay yon naman ang pupuntiryahin ng kalabit. angat pwet na ako sa sarap ng ginagawa niya. tuluyan na niya akong hinubaran. sinipsip niya ang magkabilang suso kong malalaki. diniladilaan ang malapasas kong utong habang panay ang kalikot ng kamay niya sa hiwa kong basa. unti unti na siyang bumaba ng halik hanggang sa umabot na siya sa puki ko. walang anu-anong sinibasib ang pekpek kong naglalawa na, kaya naman napaliyad ako sa sarap. ang tagal ko na din walang sex kaya siguro konting himod, kinakatasan na ako. tuloy lang siya sa pagkain sa pekpek ko, hanggang labasan na ako. pinaghubad ko na din siya at nang tumambad sakin ang titi niya, nagulat ako. “tangina. ang laki.”, naisip ko. hinawakan ko ang tigas na tigas na niyang burat at dinilaan ang ulo nito. sinubo ko na ito at sinusibukang ipasok lahat pero hindi ata kaya ng panga ko. average length ang titi nya pero ubod ng taba at tigas. konti nalang, ga-sardinas na ata ang bilog nito. nagkasya nalang akong himurin ang titi nya hanggang sa kung san lang aabot sa bibig ko. bumawi nalng ako sa pagdila ng bayag at singit niya. angat pwet na din sya. maya pa’y hinila na niya ako. pinahiga at pinatungan. kakantutin na niya ako. pumwesto na siya sa pagitan ng hita ko at sinimulan nang ikiskis ang ulo ng uten niya sa tinggil ko. pagkatutok sa butas ko, napasinghap ako. “ohh. shit…” ungol ko. tangina, ulo pa lang, pakiramdam ko, punit na ang puki ko. itinutulak na niya papasok nang napahigpit ako ng kapit sa braso niya. “masakit?” tanong niya. “ang sikip mo kasi. para kang virgin.” dagdag pa niya. pikit mata akong nagkoconcentrate irelax ang puki ko para makaulos na siya pero masakit talaga. “duraan mo butas ko.” utos ko. agad naman niyang hinugot ang burat niya at nilaplap ulit ang puki ko. ilang himod pa at dinuraan niya ang puki ko sabay tutok ng titi niya dito. ilang ulos pa niya at ilang singhap ko naman ay naipasok na niya ang kabuuan ng uten niya. pakiramdam ko, muwal na muwal ang puki ko sa laki ng nakapasak dito. ilang sandali pa’y nagsimula na si big_boned kumadyot. “tangina” sa isip ko. “totoo nga ng nick niya.” takbo ng utak ko habang dahan dahan na siyang umuulos. pabilis ng pabilis ng iyot niya, pero pakiramdam ko’y pasikip naman ng pasikip ang puki ko. masakit na masarap bawat kantot niya. konti pa’y nilabasan na ako. “do me doggy.” yaya ko. tumango namn siya at pinatuwad ako. sapo sapo ang pwet ko, pinasok ulit niya ang burat niya. mahirap pa din pero mas mabilis na niyang naikantot papasok ang galit na galit niyang titi sa naglalawa pero masikip kong puki…
…to be continued.