Here’s part 3 of my Back to Black series
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“I love you much
It’s not enough
You love blow and I love puff”
“Oh yes baby… Just like that. Shit! Ang galing mo!”
I almost grinned. He was nearly tearing my hair off. Yes! I know I am getting good at this.
I let his cock pop out of my mouth. I lowered my head and lapped up at his balls.
Softly and then a bit harder, and I could’ve sworn he growled!
“Babe, I love your mouth.” I felt him steady himself, his legs trembling as his orgasm neared. I was kneeling on the floor, naked, sucking him. ”Suck me baby.”
I did until I felt his juice in my mouth.
He let out a roar as he came. I drank it all, sucking him dry, until he pulled it out of my mouth.
He grabbed me up by the shoulders and hugged me. ”Thank you.” I heard him murmur against my hair.
He took my hand, led me to the bed, and we snuggled under the covers.
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“Joe?” I called out to him.
“Hmmmn?”
“Touch me.”
“What?”
“Touch me or gusto mo ako na lang gagawa?”
“No!” I felt him reach between my legs. ”Like this?” He asked me as he played with my clit.
Napaangat puwet ko sa sarap. “Yes. Oh, yes right there!” One finger played with my clit. He used his other hand and two fingers entered me, stretching me. I gasped!
My hips rocked as he started a slow movement with his fingers inside me.
I’m nearly there!
I felt his fingertip press against that spot, going round and round while his thumb played with my clit at the same time.
“Come for me baby!”
And that was all it took! My back arched and my scream echoed throughout the room.
I must’ve looked like a wanton woman, but he stared at me like I am the most beautiful girl in the world.
And I was overwhelmed with emotions that I couldn’t help myself but say, “I love you…” and held my breath.
Watching the myriad of expressions from his face, I knew it was the wrong thing to say and something inside me died.
His expression changed. He smiled. I was relieved. And he said, “Thank you.”
He snuggled next to me. ”Thank you for loving me.”
“And life is like a pipe
And I’m a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside”
I woke up and couldn’t find him in my room. I tiptoed to the kitchen wearing nothing but a grin. My confidence had taken such a boost. I felt like I was walking on air.
He was talking to someone over the phone. I could hear him. And a naughty idea crossed my mind. I was a few steps away and I stopped short with what I heard.
“Yes Meg, I do miss you. Oo, I will pick you up at the airport tomorrow. Walang problema. No, di ako mala-late. Sabi ko naman sayo di ba? We will talk about the date when you get back. Of course I want to marry you. You know that. I gotta go, love. Inaantay na nila ako . Love you too, Meg.”
They are getting married! Oh my god! He proposed to her! I felt my hands tighten into fists at my sides. I can’t do this with no clothes on. I need something to cover vulnerability up. I went back inside my room and got dressed. This time. This time, I am decided.
He was about to come inside the room when I shouted, “Get out!”
“Babe, what-”
“Stop. Ayoko nang marinig pa. I heard everything you said over the phone. You were talking to her! You were talking to her as if walang… as if..” I was starting to shake. And I felt my tears start to fall. ”You.. you told her you loved her!” And I felt as if my heart was being crushed into little pieces. ”You are marrying her!”
“Babe, please let me -”
“No, don’t. Whatever you are planning to do, don’t. Just get out please.” I felt my knees go weak. I couldn’t stop crying.
“Please don’t cry. I can’t stand to see you like this.” He took a step forward towards me but I shook my head.
“You don’t understand, do you? You keep on hurting me, Joe. Ayoko na. Napapagod na ako. Just please. Go home. Leave me alone.”
“Babe-”
“And stop calling me that! Just go. I hate you right now.”
“No you don’t. ”
“Just shut up and leave.”
“You don’t hate me, Rem. You love me. We both know that.”
And I thought I couldn’t hate him more than I do right now. But I do. Throwing my love back to my face, just like that. As if it meant nothing. And I did the only thing I could think of, I grabbed the nearest object I could – the music box he gave me that was on the side table of my bed – and sent it flying toward his head.
He ducked out just in time and the music box hit the wall and broke. Just like my heart is breaking now. I couldn’t stop crying. ”What the hell was that for??!!” I noted his angry tone now.
“Geeeeetttt ouuuuuuuuuut!” I screamed.
I saw him retreat. ”We will talk about this when you have calmed down. ” His voice was calmer now. It must have been a shock for him to see me like this - like one crazy banshee.
I heard his steps leaving the front door, and I broke down literally. Ang tanga-tanga ko. More tears slid down my cheeks. I was so fucking stupid.
“We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to black”
This time, this time I won’t be opening the door. I knew it was him knocking on the other side.
“Baby, talk to me please.”
No, there will be no more talking.
“I know you’re there. Buksan mo ang pinto.”
No, I am not going to be weak again.
“Rem for fuck’s sake. Open this!” I was standing right next to the other. I didn’t think he’d come back in 2 hours. The phone I had in my pocket started to ring. I grabbed it and looked at the screen. Joe flashed in bright lights.
“I can hear you. Please Rem.”
I heard his voice. Napindot ko pala yung accept call and he was on speaker. Shit! I slid down the door and I was sitting against it. ”I don’t want to.”
“You don’t want to what?”
“Open the door. Ayoko na Joe. Let’s just leave it at that. Please.”
“Ayoko. That’s so fucking easy! Don’t do this please, babe.”
“Wala namang ibang choice eh.”
“It was good between us. Di mo maikakaila yun.”
“Please just go. I don’t want to talk anymore.” I was about to turn the phone off.
He must’ve sensed it because he stopped me. ”Don’t baby please. I’m sitting right here sa labas. I need to talk to you about this. Let’s discuss this like two adults. You owe me.”
“I owe you??!! Are you kidding me??” I was furious now. How dare him say I owed him!
“No. No. That came out wrong. ”
“I don’t want to be your whore, Joe. I am not cut out for it.”
“You are not a whore.” He countered straight away.
“How can you say that when you only come to me when you want sex?”
“It’s not the same. Magkaiba yun. I’m not paying for it di ba?”
“This is going nowhere. I’m hanging up.”
“Please, Rem. I need you.”
I wanted to give in. To open the door and let him back in, but this still doesn’t make it right. Ginagamit nya lang ako even if he had a valid reason for it. “Goodbye. I hope you both live a happy life.” I turned the phone off.
I stood up and went to my room. I could hear him banging through the door. I don’t want to hear his please anymore. I turned the music on with the volume way up.
We were done.
“You go back to her
And I go back to black”
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