This is part two of my Back to Black series.
I hope you guys like it.
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“You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through”
I heard the doorbell rang. Alam ko it was him on the other side of the door. I refused to budge from where I was sitting. Mula ngayon di ko na sya pagbubuksan ng pinto. Not now. Not ever. Napapagod na ako. I have always been there for him. Ginagamit nya lang ako. His plaything. His sex slave, this is all that I was.
“Come on, babe. Open this up. I know you are in there.” He called out.
Alam ko it was my fault. I said yes to everything. And now I hate myself. I hated my weakness where he was concerned.
He even managed to get me to agree to do things that were beyond my usual scope, beyond anything that I thought I could or would do. Or even like. But I had. And I did. He had the power to do that to me.
“Babe, come on… What is wrong with you? I know you are in there!”
He knew I was here because he had seen me earlier. He was standing in front of the elevator, and he had his arm wrapped around his girlfriend’s waist with his head bent as if may binubulong sya sa girlfriend nya na something sweet. Yes, he has a girlfriend.
I knew he has a girlfriend, but this was the first time I saw them together.
After the shock at seeing them both subsided, I noted how they looked good together. They’d probably make beautiful babies too kind of like those celebrity couples.
It was as if he felt my gaze on him, and he looked up and nagtapo ang aming mga mata. His eyes widened when he saw me. I couldn’t move. I was frozen into place a few feet away. He motioned to me to keep walking as if he couldn’t deal with me now. As if all his attention had to be focused on her, the woman he loved.
So I pretended not to see them and went inside the elevator door that opened near me.
“And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I’ll go back to black”
“Baby, open the door. Please. Let’s talk.” He pleaded.
Hearing his plea tugged at my heart. Against my own better judgment, I went and opened the door.
He barged right in. “What the hell is your problem? I have been banging at the door for a long time!”
I couldn’t look at him straight in the eye. “Ayokong papasukin ka.”
“What? Why?” I noted the surprised tone in his voice.
“I… I don’t think we should see each other anymore. Mali ito. I can’t do this.”
“You can’t do what?”
“This! Ito. ” I waved my right hand between us. “You and me.”
“The sex?”
I nodded.
“Bakit? You can’t really expect me to believe that baby. I don’t believe for a moment na di mo na gusto yun. You were running your hands at my back and screaming my name just last night!”
I tried to ignore him. But he started to come near. He was so close and I tried to ignore the feeling of having him near. I am not giving in. Not this time.
“Iba tonight. I can’t do this anymore, Joe. Please? Just leave.”
“No.” He crossed his arms over his chest and I felt his gaze focus into me. “I want to know. Sabihin mo, why are you doing this?”
“Oh my god,” I was exasperated. “Di mo ba alam?”
“Is it because of Meg?” I nodded. “But you have known about her. Nung simula pa lang.”
“Di ko na kaya. I don’t even recognize myself anymore!”
I saw him frown, “What do you mean?”
“I am not cutout for this situation, Joe. I can’t be. I deserve better!”
He cupped my chin and tilted my head up and looked into my eyes. ”Of course you do! You are one amazing girl! You are my super girl, remember? I love our time together. You know that naman, di ba?” I nodded because I knew he wasn’t lying. I knew he loved and enjoyed our time together. ”But I don’t see why things should change all of a sudden! I know you baby. ” Then he lowered his head and started brushing my lips with his. ”And you know I need you. Kailangan kita.” He kissed me intensely. His tongue tangled around mine.
And even as my hands looped around his neck as his legs slipped between my thighs, I couldn’t ignore the sharp pain in my heart. I am doing this to myself. Alam ko yun. I could push him away and avoid him and siguro magsasawa din sya sakin and makakahanap sya ng iba to satisfy him, but could i really live with that?
I love him. He wants me. That ought to be enough right now, right?
“We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to…
I go back to us”
We were in bed – my bed. Savoring the afterglow of another fucking session.
“I want your ass.” He wants what? I thought I was hearing things when he said that. ”What?”
“I want…”
“I heard you the first time. Are you talking about —-” I swallowed before I continued saying, “Anal sex?”
“Yes. Can we?”
“But I haven’t tried that before…”
“I haven’t either, but I have been wanting to do it with you. Can we?”
I couldn’t say no. I loved him that much. ”Okay.” Arggh! I am so gullible when it comes to this man.
“Really? We can try it?”
“I said yes, didn’t I?”
His grin widened. I do love this man. ”Good! Now, roll over.”
Uh-oh. Naked and ass in the air, I wondered what I had agreed to. I didn’t have time to argue though because I felt his tongue tease my asshole. I moaned. Shit, ang sarap! The unexpected sensation felt good. Felt weird, pero it was good. His tantalizing probing continued until the pressure of one tentative finger pushed gradually into me suddenly replaced his tongue. I tensed and held my breath.
“Relax. We’ll go slowly. I promise. Di kita sasaktan.” His voice soothed my nerves. I felt his other hand circle my clit. I closed my eyes and let out another moan as he pressed a finger in my ass deeper while increasing the pressure on my clit. Every feeling seemed intensified a hundredfold by the combination of both sensations. Oh my! I feel my knees start to quiver.
“Ready for more?” He asked huskily. I nodded, and he slowly entered a second finger inside my ass. I shuddered. ”How does it feel, Rem? Tell me.” I could tell he was nearly as breathless as I was at the moment.
“Fine.” I managed to choke out. “Good.” I am panting now.
I felt him move behind me until his mouth was near my ear. His voice was gruff when he told me, “I’m gonna fuck you the normal way for a bit while my fingers are in your ass so you can get used to it, okay? Okay baby?”
There is nothing else to do but nod. I swallowed hard in anticipation. He put on an unused rubber we had left and moved back into position behind me.
I moaned when I felt his cock slide deep inside of me. He set the rhythm with what now felt like three fingers squeezing inside my ass. All the while, his other hand was tantalizing my clit. Oh my god! I felt like I was going to die — in ecstasy!
“Oh baby, your pussy… is… so…. weeeett!”
And I couldn’t comment on that. I felt myself about to go over the edge. “Joe, I’m going to come!” I felt like I was unable to support myself any longer. I am running out of air, and I can’t understand or much more describe the sensations that I am feeling — with him everywhere.
“Hold on sweetie. I want to be in your ass when you come.”
I nodded silently hoping he’d be quick bago magbago isip ko.
He moved faster than I could ever imagine. Too soon, the pressure of his cockhead wet with my own pussy juice replaced his fingers. In mere seconds, he was pressing it in slowly, firm but gentle, until he pushed past the tight muscles and slid in the rest of the way. I was holding my breath the whole time. Feeling the sting and then the sweet pain that nearly tore me apart.
“Oh my god! You feel amazing!” He gasped. He slipped inside my ass deeply and held perfectly still. Then, he started to move slowly.
I closed my eyes and prayed it would be over soon. That intense tearing pressure was just too much for me to handle.
Then, I felt him thumb my clit with light touches then he pushed two fingers inside my pussy and started finger fucking me. I had to brace myself as I was thrown immediately into one of the most intense orgasms I have ever felt in my life!
I couldn’t hear much past my own cries which soon turned into screams of ecstasy, but I was aware of Joe behind me. He gripped my hips, and he as he thrust his cock into me until I felt him shudder from behind me as I heard his animalistic groan of pleasurable release.
And as I felt his head fall limply against my back, as I heard his heavy breathing, exhausted and spent, I couldn’t help but think, he did it again.
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