Kakagising ko lang. Wala ko sa wisyo amp*ta. Honestly don’t know how to start. Scroll phone, tingin sa blank page ng laptop, browse facebook, tingin sa FSS, nakatulala, tingin sa pictures. July 2, 2013 was really awesome. Awesooooommmeeeesssst thing I had for my entire sex life. I’m still in cloud 9. F*ck. So the story goes like this. 
Eto na yun e. Too excited that I woke up earlier than my alarm clock. Partida, 3 hours lang tulog. Kala ko nga di na matutuloy. Pero..
(*text message )On my way.. See you in a bit..
OMG. This is really is it is it. Haha. Awesome. Nakahanda na yung damit. Checkered buttoned blouse, fitted jeans and chucks and my Finn and Jake of adventure time reversible backpack.. I think I look okay. Yeah. I look fine. Palabas ng bahay, all smiles. Kabado, excited. I can’t believe today’s the day. Put my earphones on. Todo ang volume. In Due Time by KSE.
(*text message) Malapit na ko W********.
Seriously? That was like 15 minutes ago since the last text. Kala ko malayo siya. Dali dali. Nag special trike na lang din ako.
(*text message) Andito na ko. Sa harap ng entrance lang.
I’m getting closer and closer. Man. Ano ba tong pinasok ko. Pero di pwede magbackout. Ginusto ko din to.
Taddaa! I’m here. Look to the left and right. Asan kaya yun. Sobrang bagal pa maglakad. Parang lilitisin lang. haha.
Boom. There he is, there’s my Tony Stark. He smiled agad. He looks good. Really. Nagyoyosi. Fuck. Nanginginig kamay ko. Not that he is a stranger, it’s because of the deed that we’re gonna do, and this is the FIRST TIME ever that I’m gonna meet a complete stranger.
Oops. Awkward ah. Looking at my palms. Nakupu. Pale and cold. Haha.
“Hey youu.” Bungad ko sakanya. He smiled. Napatingin ako sa book na dala niya. “Mag aapply pala ha.”
“Penge yosi.”
“You smoke westpoint?” he asked.
“Sige lang bahala na.” I inhaled deeply.
“Uhh, So yeah. 10am pa ang bukas nito. Olats naman. San tayo bili booze? Snacks? Do you want to eat? Meron ba dito 7/11?”
I made an IDK sign. He’s staring at me. Smiling like fuck. Haha
“Bakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit??” I asked.
“Wala. Ikaw bakiiit??”
“Wala..” Silence.
“Hanap kaya tayo ng tindahan. Baka meron.” I suggested.
“Sige tara. Aww ayun oh. May 7-11” Bilis mata ah. Siguro nasa moderate anxiety na ako sa lagay na to. Haha. Wala na kasi akong makita. Center focus na lang.
We never wasted time. Punta agad sa store, bili booze, 1.5 liter na Gatorade and 1pack ng yosi.
“So papano tayo sasakay?” He asked.
“Eh di trike.”
“This is kinda awkward. Tara dun tayo sa gilid” He muttered. “Ano sasabihin ko sa trike?”
“Haha. Eh di kung san tayo pupunta. Ays lang yan! Wag mo muna ako kakausapin. Will put my earphones on. Pagdating na dun mo na ako kausapin.”
Siguro inisip niya na baka mahassle ako. Walk in e. But nah. I really don’t care. Fuck, if he only knew how much I wanted him at right this very moment.
“You really sure you wanna do this? Pwede kapa magback out” He asked me. Sa tricy. All smiles.
“Ano kaba. Andito na tayo, tara naa.” While at the trike, I grabbed his shades. Pang paswabe lang.
Pumasok kami sa pulang dilaw na building. Alright. May kasabay kami ah. Haha. Medyo natagalan nga kami dun, siya kung ano ano binubutingting..Adik talaga. Man, what’s taking this thing so long. Siguro 10 minutes din. Sabi ko nga follow up. Yun oh. Buti naman. Dyahe kayang nakatambay sa lobby.
Fancy. The elevator “talks.”
“Ohhhh. Hi Jarvis.” I smiled. He did too.
Room 218. . Pakiramdaman. He opened the booze. Well good, something to calm down the awkward moment. So yun. He took off his pants, later on, I did. Exchanged convos muna. Talk about music and all. Showed him some music videos, covers on youtube and boozing. Skin to skin contact muna ang drama. Nung wala ng mapagusapan at ubos na beer niya, humiga siya. Mine’s ¼ full. Alright. I was looking at him, studying his face. I wonder why he picked me. All I can describe about myself is that I’m uhh, weird. I like to be alone, I always wanted to be alone, mas masaya pa nga ako sa ganun. My social life? Internet. I’m sorta happy go lucky kid. I never wanted to have an intimate relationship with everyone. Yes I get jealous when I see couples who are so sweet, but meeehh. Whatever.
“Diba dapat kanina, kiss ang greeting ko sayo?” he broke the silence.
“Ay oo nga. But I think now’s the right time to do it.” I chuckled. Eto na to. Start na ng umaatikabong labanan. I turned towards him, my face getting closer as I hungrily touched my lips to his. We kissed gently, with lots of tongue on it.
“I almost forgot how to kiss. I haven’t kissed someone for like forever.”
He just smiled and didn’t mind what I said. He continued to kiss me. I looked for the switch of the lights to turn it off. Man I’m getting hot. Well, we both are. I was on his top. I was grinding myself on his thing. The grunts and heavy breathing, oh what a turn on. Di ko na alam kung saan saan napupunta ang kamay niya. Bilis niya ata ma unbutton ng damit ko. I felt his hands on my back as he was trying to unlock my bra. We never broke the kiss as we changed position, him on my top.. It (hands) was travelling on my back. Mine’s just on his nape. Pulling him closer to my body. Nakakawet hard-on niya. I told myself this is real. Finally I can touch and feel it. His face, his scent, his voice, so intoxicating I just can’t stop. Sa sobrang galaw namin, natabig na pati yung phone sa room. Haha. I reached for it saka binalik sa dating ayos. Ni hindi ako bumitaw sakanya. This is how I craved for him. Nakakaulol ang ganito. Nauulol na ako sa kanya. He removed my blouse leaving my panties on. I removed his shirt in return. Man, nanggigil na ako. Halatadong atat na atat nga ako sakanya. Well I know that pleased him.
“I wanna see your animal side, Let it all out..” This song keeps on playing and playing in my head as we continued to kiss.
“So put the “D” in dirt now baby. Let’s get you wasted and alone”
I removed his briefs using my foot. He was touching me down there. Slid his hand and played with my clit.
“Fuck baby..” I muttered in between the kisses. He removed my panties. Bumaba na siya on my neck, nibbled on my boobs then pinahiga niya ako as he pull my legs apart. Fuck, he is so ready to eat me. I felt his tongue flicked on my clit which made me left hanging. Fucking hot. Just fucking hot. I heard that slurping sound. I don’t care if I moaned too loud, I don’t care if this girl here, who is a so called one of the boys, is going wild. Eh kung kayo kaya kinakain ng ganto! Hahaha. I bit my lower lips, touched my boobs. He caressed my thighs, licking me so good. Di na ko nakapagpigil. I need to taste him too.
“Come here..” Almost a whisper.. Pinahiga ko siya. Kissed him and tasted how I taste like, kissed him on his nose and his forehead back to his lips. I went down on him. Slowly, I massaged his cock with my hands. His thing, it’s just perfect. I like the size, the shape. I gave him my first lick. Yum! Lick here, lick there. All I could hear were his groans of pleasure and my slurping sound of sucking and licking his cock, the sweetest thing ever. This is awesome. I can take the thing whole. Deep throat. Sarap! Wala pa akong 10 minutes down there; he asked if we could go on 69 (The holy number!) of course I couldn’t say no to that. It’s my favorite give and take thing *wink. So I positioned my pussy on his face, I can almost sit on it. Fuck na dila yan. I felt it inside my pussy, licking me good. Eh patalo ba ko? I’ve watched too many porns to master BJ-ing. Haha. No brag but I think I’m good at it.
“Uhhhhgg…” Was the only thing that came out of my mouth. I can taste his precum. Minsan I pause for a while, feeling his tongue on my thing, then remembered that I should also do my job. Siguro instincts lang din na ready na kami pareho. God I’m so ready for this after 2 years. I looked at him straight into his eyes. He was ready to push in. I spread my legs a part. Habang paulos siya papasok, sinabayan niya ko ng halik. I pulled him closer to my face.
Humiwalay siya sakin para makita ang magiging reaksyon ko. I bit my lower lip. My eyes almost begging for him. He carefully stick his cock inside my pussy. Napanganga ako. Fuckkkk. Hott.
“M****, fuck M****” Nakakabaliw. Nakakawala sa wisyo. It was almost a cry of pleasure. I’m so helpless all I could do was moan. And his scene, the face, god I love the scene. Perfect thing. Nagsimula ng umulos ng mabilis. I locked my legs on his back. Inabot ko sya sa batok niya. Kissed him torridly, moaning in between kisses.
“Uwi na tayo” Natawa ko. Sa gitna ng libog nagawa pa niyang magjoke. Labas masok titi niya sa puke ko na. He was so gentle, makes me feel that I’m so fragile. Sige lang sa ulos pabaling baling ulo. Pipikit, titignan ang mukha niya. This is just perfect. He rammed me hard. Fuck parang konti na lang yung ulo ko saka sa headboard. Our hands intertwined, I looked at him in his eyes. Our slow rhythm gave way to urgent and demanding thrusts of passion. My body arched for his comfort. He threw me into ecstasy with the strength of his blows. He left me screaming and soaked in oblivion again and again. He growled my name from the back of his throat. Our bodies both demanded more each giving to the other high on the fluids of foreign substance. I grasped, then released him, grasped then released.
“Nako magsasawa ka sa halik ko..” I remembered him saying that sa chat. Sa wakas, nagkamali din siya ng akala. Nakikita ko pa lang labi niya on cam, sobrang gusto ko na siya halikan. And today, we’re kissing like we’re gonna die tomorrow.
“You like this baby?”
I answered with a moan.
“Ikaw naman on my top..”
“Later..” Binilisan niya yun pag labas masok sakin. He is so good, He taste good. Sweaty. I licked him on his neck, on his chest yun na siguro yung time na naglagay ako ng kissmark sa tattoo niya. Nibbled his ear. That masculine scent I imagined, nasa kanya na ata lahat yun. Gusto ko yung sinasagad niya titi niya. Gusto ko makita yung mukha niyang sarap sarap.
“Ohhhhh myyyyy goooooo—–!” Oh god. That euphoric sensation. I so love the taste of his skin touching my lips.
He slowed down, gestured his hands sa free space ng kama. Tumuwad ako. He licked my nape, kissed my back, traced it with his lips. He position himself on my back, alalay niya hips ko. Sobrang maingat niya talaga na mahawakan ako. This is pleasure. This is really the real pleasure, kakaiba pagka pinapaligaya mo ang sarili mo. I was doing some muscle controls. Saraaap. Creaking sound ng bed, mga halinghing sa loob ng kwarto. Fuck, it’s like a homemade porn na nakikita ko sa mga porn site. I really don’t care kung abot hanggang labas ng kwarto o kung dinig sa kabilang dingding. He stopped and positioned me on my side. Spooning position. Great. He spread my legs, put it on his hips, ready to enter me again. Gusto ko yung position nay un. Naaccess niya yung boobs, massaging my clit while fucking me on his side.
“Enough..” I held his hand because it keeps playing my clit. Sensitive na e. I let him do his deed. Medyo rough na siya pero I can still take it. Signs of him cumming, I think.. Iba na to.. He was becoming aggressive.
“Yes baby, cummmmm insideee meee.” I pleaded.
“Ughhhhhhhhhhhh!” He gave me his final thrusts. I felt the warmth inside. I felt something gushed in between my groins. Pareho kaming di maayos ang paghinga. Pareho kaming lupaypay. My knees were shaking. Literally nanghina. We both have that smile of pleasure. Catching for breaths. Inalalayan pa nga niya akong tumayo.
Rehydrate. Lit a cigarette. Man, it was awesome.
Tumayo siya. Nagsindi din ng yosi. Looked at me as I collapsed myself again sa kama.
“You’re fine.. You’re such a 20 year old.” I just smiled. Hithit ng yosi, hinga malalim, buga..
I better get myself ready for the upcoming rounds, I told myself..