This is my first time to write and post in PL. My story is partly true and partly fiction.. Be the judge…
My name is Rose, 53 years old, a professional, working in a government institution. I was a victim of child molestation which prevented me from getting close to boys as I grew up.
In my youth, marami ding nanligaw sa akin, being one of the top in school and maybe because I am a bit chubby from the rest of the girls and medyo mas boobsy, ngunit hindi ako nagkaroon ng serious na relasyon with anyone.. The childhood fear of physical/sexual contact stuck in my mind. I promised myself that I will only have sex with the man I truly love and keep it until….
I was 51 then. April 2009, a man, named Sandy form Catanduanes, messaged me in Friendster na gusto daw nya akong maging friend. He said he is 28 years old, Engineer and iniwanan ng asawa. I looked at his profile and saw a boy with a woman as old as his mom. I thought that Sandy is the husband and that the boy in the pic is their son.
I said, “if it will alleviate your grief from your loss, then let’s be friends.”
So we became chatmates and textmates and became steady. Until one day, I found out that Sandy is the boy in the pic!! I feel so cheated.. I confronted him and he told me that he is sorry and so on and so forth..
One thing that I liked in him is that he writes and talks well.
Three months after, we met in Ali Mall in Cubao. He’s kinda cute, hindi masyadong matangkad, medium built and I like the small dimple below his right lower lip. We ate at Max’s and after that we walked along the malls in QC with his arms on my shoulders. Pinapakiramdaman ko if I will recent his touch, but I feel comfortable with him.
Suddenly, de whispered in my ear, “Sogo tayo, babe,..” Nagp kasi uuwi na ako sa province, mtagal n naman bago tayo magkita.”
Nagpanic ako!! What?? (mabubuking ako!! Muntik akong mahimatay… What will I do? My body and my heart is yelling, yes, yes!! But my mind is reminding me, no, no..)
After a sad kiss, we parted ways. Ako sa Caloocan, sya sa Catanduanes…. When I got home, I realized that I love him and I was so sad.
December came, we met again in QC Circle, because it is near my workplace. . We ate sa Tropical Hut and I was observing him while he ate his burger. Napansin nya na I am staring at him an he flashed his cute smile and winked at me. Kinda cute!!
After that, we walked along the woods, his arms on my shoulder which is slowly going down my side..slowly touching my boobs… down my waist.
I held on to his hands saying, “Babe, bka may mkakitang officemate ko…”
Medyo nagtampo sya, “Babe, let’s go somewhere else, please?”
(Panic na naman ako!! Paano ito?? Hindi nya alam na virgin ako! Akala nya, ako ay hot mama na palaban sa kama.)
But I know I have to do it because I love him..
Sa kapipilit nya, pumayag na rin ako. He hailed a taxi and told the driver, “Sogo, kuya”. Ni hindi ko matandaan kung saan yung location. Sa loob ng taxi, his hands began exploring my arms, my sides and my boobs. Hindi ko mapigilan ang sobrang kiliti! Ganito pala pag mahal mo at may trust ka.
Hindi ko namalayang nakarating na pala kami sa Sogo and how we checked in. Upon entering the room, he embraced me and started to kiss me, slowly at first..my cheeks my eyes, my lips.. “Ohhh Babe, he whispered, ang tagal kong hinintay ‘to… as he is taking small bites at my lips down my neck.. all the time his hands were exploring my boobs and down my butt…. I can feel his arousal through my tummy which is pressed close to him.
I was wearing a dress with buttons in front. He started undoing my buttons at tumambad sa kanya ang aking Cup D, black lace bra and black panties. I helped him remove his t-shirt over his head and his pants. He was wearing boxer shorts and bakat na bakat ang galit na galit nyang manhood. I let my hands travel from his face down his shoulder down to his nipples, while his hands were all over me…his lips went down my breast as he unsnapped my bra. I was moaning with pleasure as he took one nipple in his mouth and started sucking… I was so obsessed with what he is doing until he laid me on the bed and started to kiss my tummy..pababa hanggang sa aking pussy, which is matambok with very thin hair… I was moaning, “Bbbabbeeeeeee…. “ He started licking my clit which made me moan a lot more………”Babe…..hnngggggggggg…”
He started fingering my pussy…one finger first, then two….Babe..that feels good!! At lalo syang ginanahan……until he can’t take it no more.. Dali-dali syang naghubad ng boxer shorts at tumambad sa akin ang kanyang erect na erect na manhood and he is well-endowed! He fingered me again while sucking another nipple. I was so wet na!! Until naramdaman ko na nakatutok sa aking pussy ang kanyang steel-hard dick… He started to push it, not so gentle because he thought that I am not a virgin anymore….. Babeee!!! Napabalikwas ako!! My God, it was so painful! Para akong inararo! Buking ako!! Hjndi nya inalis ang penis nya sa aking pussy. He looked me in the eye and said, “Babe, tell me the truth, you’re a virgin”… I can’t deny anymore.. He promised me that he will give the best fuck a woman could ever have, while slowly kissing me again, sa cheeks and lips while his hands were having their time in my boobs..
Then he started to pump again, slowly… “Hnnggggg,” my moans were mingling with his…
“Babee, I want you inside mee.. (is it me saying that?) I was so horny that I can’t remember kung masakit o masarap!! All I know at that moment is I want him, all of him inside me…..”Babeeee, pleaseeee…” with that, he started pumping.. nung una halos hindi makapasok ang dick nya, but he gave one big push and his steel-hard dick penetrated my wet, virgin pussy, again and again…”Ooohhhh,,,hnggggg…. I was crying with pain and pleasure… “Babeeee, I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuu, as he unload his cum inside me…”
After a few more minutes, he got up and started wiping his penis, then my pussy. I can’t look straight to his eyes because in his hands are the blood-stained wipes.. He held my face with his hands and said, “Bakit mo inilihim?”… I started to cry, not because of the pain but because of the mixed feeling of love and shame. Love for him and shame for being a virgin at 50. He told me to stop it, and held me close in his arms like a baby. Then I told him of being molested as a child and that was the reason for my fear of being touched by men so I stayed a virgin until now.
We rested for about an hour then I felt him caressing my back, slowly…touching my breasts at the side.. I could feel his manhood swelling… I slowly touched it and he said, “Yes, do it babe, hold me too,, He positioned me in such a way that I could touch him while he touched and lick my pussy.. “Ohhhhh… his tongue is darting in and out my pussy, sometimes nibbling my pussy lips and sucking my clit.. I am writhing and moaning with pleasure…
I held his dick in my hand, so big and hard. I kissed its head an started licking including his balls.. he is also busy with his tongue service until I stated begging him, “Babeee, fuck me again, I want you now please…. “
Umupo sya sa bed at kinandong nya ako, face to face. He spread my legs exposing my cunt and started to insert his dick to my cunt, slowly. He explained that it would not be painful in this position because I won’t have to take all his weight. He then instructed me to move up and down his dick, slowly at first…”Ohhhh, Baabbee…” I began to enjoy the lovemaking… I was so hot, I feel as if I’m on fire!! Lalo na when he played with my boobs at the same time… “Babeee, I’m comingggg!!!! I moved faster…faster.. until I can think no more..the world stopped and I was lost…in a world na ngayon ko lang naramdaman…
I collapsed on his chest, my cunt throbbing with sweet pleasure.. his juices and mine mingling on the sheets…
He asked me, “Babe, masakit pa ba? “ I answered, “Babe, it’s the sweetest pain that I ever endured.“ We slept for an hour, then I got up to take a shower. Nagbihis ako agad and woke him up..”Babe, uwi na tayo, malayo pa ang uuwian mo.” He embraced me and started kissing me again..
”Please Babe, I have to beg off. I don’t want to get my cunt so sore at baka hindi ako makapasok bukas..” He made a deep sigh and said, “Ok Babe.. I understand.” He got up took a shower then we checked out.
We went our separate ways, ako sa Caloocan North and sya sa Bicutan where he temporarily stays with an Aunt…..There goes my Babe, the love of my life…