hi. im only 16 years old but my friends tell me that i have experiences as much as a 20year old woman has. im not proud of it really. coz if i cud just turn back time, i would have stopped myself from having sex.
i was 15 years old when i lost my virginity. may katext acong guy na schoolmate co. i was in my 4th year in highschool. maaga kce acong nagaral. and now. first year college na aco. so magkatext kami ng guy na to. lets just call him, Michael(not his real name). Si Michael kce is ex ng friend co so i know na may reputation sya of being “babaero”. Dati i find these kind of guys(babaero), challenging. Humility aside, sabi ng friends co na maganda naman daw aco. so, kay Michael nachallenge aco na parang gusto cong makuha sya. makuha in a way na mapatino sya. and im a natural flirt. so i flirted with him and got straight on him. i told him that i like him and i wanna be his girl. but he gave me this condition. na i have to have sex with him. i thought about it. it was really hard for me to give up my virginity. kce i came from a conservative family. and i know what the consequences i must face if my family knew this. so i just told myself na uso na naman ngaun ang ndi na virgin. so i did it na may pagaalinlangan pa.
half-day lan kce ang classes namen nun, e panghapon kami so pumunta aco sa bahay nila. wala dun ang parents nya kce may work sila parehas. and only child lang sya. unprepared aco actually kce i know na may pagaalinlangan pa saken if i can really do it. so we went in his room. and he started kissing me. i was kissed before. by my former bfs. but this kiss was extremely different. may edge kce basta ang hirap iexplain. we were so aggresive and it was unbelievable for someone like me. i was somehow getting ready for whats gonna happen next so i chose to be aggresive. to make him feel that im ready for though im not. and then pumatong na sya sakin. dahil nakaboxer shorts lan sya. i can feel his penis na matigas na. nagulat aco. coz ngaun lan aco makakakita ng ganun.
wait. tuloy co na lang. tawag aco ni mama. 