Dark clouds went swirling by the windows as the chilliest breeze brought misty air throughout the room. Una our half-belgian, half-pinay friend with gorgeous grey eyes, long black hair and plump red lips is lying on the floor with her wrist cut down to the nerve. Her coward eyes can’t deceive me, she is struggling but we’re losing time… Erin, Rob, Katy and Steve were frantic for help while I was on my knees holding Una as signs of life is escaping her.
She is dead. 4am that morning I received a missed call from Una that I wasn’t able to get and from all of this, I’m the worst to have suffered the GUILT. The glint in her eyes with tears looking up the skies with lifeless reflections has wounded my soul FOREVER. The blood, all those blood from her fragile, little white wrist that soaked up my shirt, will STAIN me FOREVER.
FOREVER. That is a very long time.
Una had always been the daredevil and thrill seeker among us, she has chased pain and is used to cutting herself through her unspoken inner battles…she once etched her name UNA on her left forearm with a knife and that was the worst we thought she could do and then this. Ironically, she is the most unassuming being to be this way, she is pretty, nice and friendly, petite with girlish charms and fairy-like slender legs, her eyes were always smiling…
Few months later, the Five of us left are drifting apart, worse Rob and Katy are married and so am I to Steve and Erin has moved to another country. The helplessness to what has happened have consumed us all and the friendship/ our marriages were under strain.
***
I am Mia, and my story isn’t new to PL, you must’ve heard about me in Katy’s writings, about my doings with Jake 
Well, Steve and I have decided that we are good, good friends, we can stay married but certainly it is more for the companionship at both 28 years old we’ve already decided that and there’s a lifetime to go.
… that is where Jake fits the story.
Jake from the first time I saw him, he wasn’t the type of guy I’d really be interested in but when he started talking, that’s when I reconsidered.
He is full of humor and has the sincerest laugh with great smile, he was the breath of fresh air I needed after all these things. Every five minutes we’d laugh on something, he quickly became the “light of my life and the fire of my loins” without drama, without responsibility, no commitment at all…in other words, FUBU.
After a year of raw grief that almost challenged my sanity, I fucked Jake with sheer desperation.
We went into this Hotel that I was staying in for a seminar and shed all our clothing the minute we entered the room. I’ve seen him shirtless before in his facebook Boracay pics, but touching him for real is different. I thought chest muscles were hard, but they were actually soft, I pinched them like they were science exhibits.
I straddled him like a hungry, arabian traveler who’s gone through an arid desert without water…
and my goodness, he didn’t disappoint…he fired away with his cock invasive on me like a welcoming party to that stranger.
I was on top of him gyrating enumerable strokes, finding my climax, his hands on my hips, his eyes watching me in the dim room, sweaty, panting, excited…
“fuck Jake, ang sarap…”
“sige… come here” he flipped me to my knees, found him behind me and started ramming in my slick-wet pussy.
“mmm…Mia, ang sarap ng puke mo, ganito ka pala kasarap tangina ka…”
Jake’s eyes were gleaming with delight, I was never told that before…I made love to men but they just gave me moans and groans everywhere, but Jake is a storyteller in bed, he tells me how he wants me and shows me.
He continues to thrust and my body moved with him…this sex is all sex, I dont have to worry about assuring him, about his life, about all the aggravating things of commitment.
I love this kind of freedom.
He pulled away and still on my knees he went crazy with his lips over my soft flesh under, he went busy putting out his tongue as far as he could to reach my depths.
I was in pure pleasure… the tiny muscles in between the pussy lips were getting tensed, they just wanna get exposed and teased over and over, Jake had to part them with his fingers and started to thoroughly use his mouth to get mounds of soft, swelling skin that he sucked with pressure and released with a glide of his tongue at the very center.
“oh fuck…Jake”
His middle finger started to ease through my pussy but not to stay, his tongue is not done and flickered towards the ass, he rolled a finger through the tight hole …
“Mia? …”
I nodded…I was slick wet and Jake doesn’t need help in any of what he’s gonna do, so I just let him.
Jake moved on my back with our bodies dripping beads of sweat, the windows steaming from our body heat…
He plunged into my tight butt hole…
“ah!” it wasn’t what I thought it would be from the porn movies, it hurt like fuck and so I made him stop…
“no jake…”
He smiled and he pulled out.
“kala ko okay sayo?” He is grinning like a school boy.
“NOT tonight babe…” I was quivering on my knees.
I dropped to the bed and took him on top of me, his cock found it’s way once more.
“sarap mo kantutin…maadik yata ako sayo”
“weh… kaw talaga, bawal yan…” referring to our FUBU status. nothing personal. just sex.
He begins to pump, his body muscles were tight and I’m liking how he looks naked.
He leaned over to my breast and while he pumps, he was sucking and biting the nipple.
“mmmnn…puta Jake, sige pa”
“puta ang puke mo, ang sarap o…” his thrusts went deeper and deeper.
My head is moving closer to the headboard,
“mmp..sige Jake fuck me like you imagined”
“talaga?”
I’m nodding, almost begging.
HIS hips went mad in between my widespread thighs…I was giving myself to him like a had nothing to forget and no bitter past hindering me from all these pleasure.
“mmm…Jake, Jake…sige!”
“puta sarap mo mia…”
“Jake!”
“lalabasan ka na? tell me when your coming..”
His pounding deep almost not pulling out,
I bit my lips
“shit..!” My body moved up to receive him so wild, what am I supposed to do? I never had sex in a FULL FUCKING YEAR!
“fuck Jake! Fuck!” ….I was crying out loud like the loud-fucker I was.
Our bodies were slapping and slamming towards the bed like wild beasts.
“puta ka Mia! …”
calling me puta ha?
“puta ka rin jake…kantot…ay puta, sarap…”
All was delirious and not exactly the most romantic but it is going to be the best sex of our lives.
Our pace became more and more pressured, our bodies tangled.
“ah… Jake I’m gona cum…”
He took my legs up his shoulders and carried out vigorous thrust and pulls,
my face are all red, body is all tensed, and pussy swollen…
“mmmnn JAKE….mmmnn…..”
He pounded steady…
“….aaah shit.” swirls of unexplainable surge went pulsating from my lower stomach to the whole body…”aahhh…”
His hand caught my head to the side, smiling….
“Mia…my Mia”
He leaned to kiss my cheek.
“my turn?…”
xxx
(Mia.)