Heres the continuation…..
As I walk papuntang sala. I saw his laptop on the coffee table and it was on. I saw a folder with my nick on YM, my curiosity got the best of me I click it and then I saw a bunch of our conversation from YM.
Me: arrrrggg!! kainis badtrip ako…
Guy: oh whats wrong na naman? nag away na naman kyo ng asawa mo?
Me: no.. much worst. I feel like im talking to a wall sometimes. Yung tipong wlang kareareaction.
Guy: hey cheer up… baka pagod lang ung tao. you know naman na masyadong stressful ang work nya db.
Me: would it be too much to ask for five minutes of his time to talk about us..
Guy: theres always a reason for everything. maybe his just tired, give him time. from a guys point of view.. hindi naman namin sinasabi lahat kung anong problema namin eh, syempre ego db.
Me: you and your stupid ego.
Guy: you and your stupid emotions.. hehehehehehe joke lang
Me: ah ganon!!
Guy: oh oh cool ka lang… puso mo.. baka mahulog yan sige ka sasaluhin ko at akin na lang.
Me: nyek!!! may ganon..
Guy: hehehe wag ng magalit ang wrinkles…..
Me: wrinkles mo face mo..
Guy: sa tagal na nating nag uusap halos everyday lagi kang badtrip. ako ata dahilan ng pag ka badtrip mo eh.
Me: no hindi naman, dagdag ka lang. hahahahaahahaha
Guy: ouch!! tagus tagusan sa dibdib un ha. hey btw listen to the song I downloaded. maganda ung lyrics
Me: sure cge anong title. bka naman “LAKLAK” yan ha? hahahahahahahaha
Guy: hahahahaha sira hindi basta. meron dung part ng song. “every note that I play every word I might say every melody I feel are only for you and your appeal. every page that i write everyday of my life would not be filled without the things that my love for you now brings” Yung part na yan ng song yung gustong gusto ko.
Me: awwwww ang ganda naman. sige bigay mo skin ung site download ko. have to go n muna may gagawin pa po ako.. see yah.
And then I saw another part of our conversation.
Me: ano ba kasing nangyari sa inyo ng asawa mo?
Guy: I dont want to talk about it.
Me: naman to. halos lahat n ng problema namin alam mo. share ka na!!!
Guy: hay kulit!
Me: please….
Guy: ayaw ko nga..
Me: ganun.. when did you decide na ba to call it quits na talaga.
Guy: when I saw her sa bar dancing with another guy.
Me: huh? dancing lang naman pala eh. ano naman masama dun.
Guy: mabang story.
Me: go! kailangan ko n bang mag labas ng popcorn tapos softdrinks. may action ba sa story mo kailangan ko ng 3d glasses? hahahahahaha…
Guy: ang kulit!!!! ok ok.. kasi ganito un, Nag paalam sya skin mag bar daw cla ng mga kaopisina nya. so ok naman skin un I told her I would pick her up pag tapos na cla. pumayag naman pero itetxt daw nya ko para sabihin kung susunduin ko na sya. so ayun, but i went sa bar early as in wla pa cla ewan ko kung anong pumasok sa kokote ko bakit ko ginawa un, so pag dating nila inuman kwentuhan when i saw n medyo tipsy tipsy na sya I txted her telling her na wag sya masyadong uminom. she replied and said hindi sya umiinom. so I let that pass. then i saw her officemate getting a little too close and wla syang ginawa parang nagugustuhan pa nya. hanggang sa magsayaw silang dalawa na nakikita ko na medyo nag hahawakan na sila. I txted her and ask kung d pa sya uuwi. When they stop dancing she texted me na give me 30 mins then alis k na dyan. I saw them leave the bar and went to the guys car. dun na ko lumabas ng bar.
Me: ouch! sorry… so anong ginawa mo? pinuntahan mo ung kotse nung guy?
Guy: no. Nung nag txt ako sa asawa ko sabi ko malapit na ko sa bar nakita ko lumabas n cla ng car. pag pasok ko dun sa loob pinakilala p nya ko sa mga kaopisina nya including the guy. when we got home i ask her if she still loves me, she asked me if i wanted to know the truth. thats when she told me na I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE.
Me: I honestly dont know what to say. Im sorry.
Guy: not your fault i should have seen it a long time ago. may mga signs naman eh, ung tipong parang nag iba sya mga ganun.
Me: like what im experiencing with my husband.
Guy: ewan ko. im not saying that his cheating on you. pero alam ko may womens intuition eh. ikaw lang makakasagot nyan. hey cheer up. i dont want to see you sad.
Me: thanks for sharing a part of your life ha.
Marami pa kong nakitang mga conversation namin dun when lumabas n sya ng bathroom. He was wearing a white shirt and a cargo shorts. Clean looking hehehehehehe. He saw me make pakielam his laptop hehehehe nahuli ako.
Me: hehehehehe sorry.. couldnt help but snoop eh.
Guy: ay!!! did you open the folder containing your name?
Me: ah yeah.. para san yun? pang blackmail ba yun or something ha.
Guy: hahahahaha sira.
Me: so para san nga yun. halos lahat ata naitabi mo ha.
Guy: nope hindi naman lahat just bits and pieces ng mga pag uusapan natin.
Me: so whats that for?
He came closer to where I was sitting and look at me.
Guy: you really want to know?
Me: ay hindi!! kaya nga kita paulit ulit na tinatanong eh wla lang trip ko lang mangulit.
Guy: hahahaha ang cute mo talaga!!!
And he pinched my cheeks.
Guy: ayan ung mga pag uusan natin na narealize ko that unti unti na kitang minamahal.
He looked away from me and bowed his head.
Guy: I know I sound stupid pero I know you wouldnt choose me so gusto kong itago part of what we have even if conversation lang. I know how korni and stupid i may sound but
Me: just shut up and kiss me…
Thats when I lost all my fears. He kissed me passionately and stroked my hair like it was a fragile glass. He gently lay me on the couch while kissing and stroking my hair. He was caressing every inch of my body tracing his fingertips to my face down to my neck to my shoulder down to may hand. I cant breathe properly parang hinahabol ko hininga ko from the intense emotion that im feeling.
He gently lay butterfly kisses sa noo ko. nose, cheeks, lips and sa neck ko. He was kissing my neck habang bumababa sa breast ko ang kamay nya. dahan dahan nyang hinihimas ang suso ko, while he was kissing my neck…
Me: hmmmmm… shiiitt…
He took off my shirt and kiss my breast sa ibabaw ng bra ko… habang nakatingin sya sa mukha ko…nararamdaman ko ang kamay nya na dahang dahang bumababa sa may tyan ko. hanggang sa umabot ito sa ibabaw ng short ko..
Me: ahhhhhhh shiit ka hawakan mo na.. please….
Guy: anong hahawakan ko? say it.
Me: shit!! hawakan mo na puke ko please.
And with that bigla nyang pinasok sa loob ng short ko ang kamay nya…
Guy: shit. basa ka na agad..
He was kissing my breast sa ibabaw ng bra ko and stroking my pussy.. I can feel my undy getting wet..
Me: shiiit naman touch it na please.
Hinawi nya panty ko and gently stroke my clit.. while he was kissing my lips. and he was doing this to me with my clothes on. I cant contain myself I went on top of him, and kiss him on the neck.. Nararamdaman ko ung tigas ng titi.. dahan dahan kong hinihimas ung titi nya sa ibabaw ng shorts nya.
Guy: ohhh… youre making me want you more.
I slowly kiss him on the neck, i slowly tickled his nipples with my tongue, Nakasuot pa rin sya ng white na shirt. Nilarolaro ng dila ko yung utong nya sa ibabaw ng shirt nya, habang hinihimas ko ung titi nya.
Guy: ahhh shit ka talaga.. your such a tease….
Ayaw nyang paawat at hinawakan nya bigla ang puke ko. Nararamdaman kong pinapasok nya sa butas ng puke ko ang daliri nya..
Me: aahhhh fuccckkk.. dont stop.. shhhiiiit that feels so good…..
Hindi na ko makapag pigil at inilabas ko na sa short nya ang titi nya, I want to see how big it is. And i wasnt disappointed malaki nga. Dahan dahan kong jinakol ang titi nya habang nakatingin ako sa mata nya
Me: you like that baby? you like what Im doing to your dick..
Guy: oohhhhhh shit dont stop… ang saraaaappppp ohhhhh fuccckkk ang init ng palad mo tang ina……
I cant control myself bigla kong sinubo ng buo ang titi nya..
Guy: AAAAAAHHHHHH FUCCCCCKKKK.. tang ina ang sarap mong chumupa… hayop ka talaga….
Habang nasa loob ng bunganga ko ang titi nya pinapagalaw ko ung dila ko sa loob,
Me: hmmmmmm sarap pala ng titi mo…
Guy: shit tama na tang ina lalabasan na ko…. fuccckkk!!
I didnt stop gusto kong tikman yung tamod nya. BInilisan ko at isinubo ng buong buo hanggang umabot sa lalamunan ko.. I can feel na malapit n syang labasan.
Guy: ohhhh fuckkkkk im cumming aaaaahhhhhhh shhhhiiiiiiiittttt……
I look straight in his eyes while i suck lahat ng tamod nya…..
Guy: grabe ka!!!! pwede bang wag k ng umuwi dito ka na lang?
Me: hahahahaha… kung pwede lang naman why not.
I was about to fixed myself when he kissed me on the lips… A passionate kiss.
Me: uy teka tama na…
Guy: what about you?
While I was trying push him away hinihimas na naman nya puke ko sa shorts ko. I can feel my knees getting weak… He was kissing my neck which is my weak spot by the way. He laid me on the couch and lay kisses on my chest down to my stomach, hanggang marating nya ibabaw ng shorts ko. I tried to pull him up
Me: No… Ayaw ko…
Guy: bakit? I want to kiss you there.
Me: basta nahihiya ako.
Guy: dont worry just enjoy ok…
Binaba nya shorts ko and I can feel his breathe sa ibabaw ng panty ko. Hinimas himas nya ung hiwa ng puke, But still hindi nya tinatanggal ung panty ko. Dinilaan nya sa ibabaw ng undie ko.
Me: ohhhhh ang saraaaap….
Habang dinidilaan nya ung hiwa ng puke ko I can feel his finger na nilalaro laro ung butas ng puke ko.
Guy: shit ka sarap ng puke mo ang bango..
Me: ohhhhhh sige lang… shiiiit kaaaaa…..
I cant control myself anymore I want it in.. I dont freaking care anymore… I pulled him up and look into his eyes…
Guy: Are you sure about this? I wouldnt want you to hate yourself or regret the thing na gagawin natin.
Me: i dont know im not sure anymore.
He stand up and offered his hand.
Guy: if your sure then take my hand. if not ill respect your decision it might kill me but still i would respect it….
And to be continued…. Im gonna end it na coz I thought writing about it would help me forget. But I was wrong.. It brings back all the memories and all the pain… I didnt include the Love stuff coz it hurts when i think about it… So hope you enjoy reading this….